Shadow People And Spirits

Ever since I was little I have experienced shadow people, I also had a friend Larry the ghost. After my parents found out that Larry was indeed real and not imaginary they quickly told me I could not play with him any more. Needless to say that made him very upset, but he did go away and in time so did the shadow people, Now over the years it just has been getting worse the shadow people came back and stayed for a while. I went to several churches and no one would help, finally I got my house blessed and they moved on so it seemed, months latter they returned, and they are finally once again gone. But I wonder for how long this time? I also have been seeing 3 blonde haired blue eyed kids that just sit and stare at me NEVER interact even though at times I try, people keep coming to my bed waking me up I now am seeing specks of light as if someone is shining a flash light in the dark on a piece of glass? Balls that seem to be propane filled small whispers in my ear when no is here. I can never make out what they say, I know things before they happen? Not all the time I now have feelings of being watched I can capture some on camera, I can sense good from bad, I am terrified to be around crowds because I always manage to bring others back home with me. Also it feels like a short being of some sort has and is like? Riding on my back like a small child with piggy back rides? I can feel it on me other times its chills a sense of touch physically drained at times. I don't know if I really am going crazy and I need help from someones else who experienced similar things Please!