I've always been good at creating things that I want in my life. I guess using the law of attraction or whatever but I've been good at it before I even knew what it was called. Like if I need a new laptop, phone, or camera I can get it, even if I don't have much money somehow the item I need will come into my life for an extremely inexpensive price or free. Even things that aren't objects. I remember in middle school I wanted my mom to have this boyfriend who was like some guy on a tv show. In a couple weeks she was dating this new guy that everyone teased about being like the guy from that show. He even had the same accent! I do it a lot with food too haha but I don't need to go into detail about that.
I can easily sense how people are feeling or what might be wrong with them. But sometimes it can be too much where the other person emotions start to go inside of me. I'm learning how to block the negative energy though. I've also noticed if my energy is extremely positive and high in vibration it can transfer to other people. They seem to feel happier also. I think my bad moods can transfer too though and it's kind of hard for me to stop when it happens.
Okay heres the interesting stuff that has just started happening though:
My boyfriend and I are on co-ed softball team. We were playing a game when I decided to see if I could "influence" the way the pitcher threw the ball. Well I tried to calm down and raise up my vibration a little bit. Then as he was about to pitch and as the ball flew through the air, I concentrated on the ball swerving to the left. And it did! It did it 3 more times. His teammate said some joke about it to the pitcher. The pitcher said, "I know! When do I ever throw like this!?" Then I got scared and stopped. I decided to try again with a hitter this time. Just to see if I was just being crazy. I thought to myself that I wanted him to swing too early and miss the ball. So I did the whole concentration thing again, and he missed the ball because he swung too early just like I imagined! I got scared and felt like I was cheating at the game so I stopped doing it. Has this happened to anyone else?
Another experience involves a dream. I know the rule thing said no dreams but what happened is crazy!
In the dream my boyfriend was sitting all cozy on a couch with another girl. I told him to get up but he wouldn't and just nestled in with the girl. So I just got enraged. In real life when I'm mad I can always feel the anger rising in me ad I just lower it down. But in the dream it just rose and rose ad I could feel it thick all around me and I stormed into our bedroom and destroyed it basically haha. Then my boyfriend was in the room trying to talk to me and ask what's wrong. I was trying to get away from him but he kept following me and pulling my hand so I stormed out of the room and slammed the door. Then I went to the other room and talked to him mom.
Well when I woke up he asked in a weird tone if I had any dreams I remembered? I told him yes! But asked what his was first. He said he was having a normal dream when all of a sudden he was in our bedroom. He said it was all dark and hard for him to see. He saw me and could tell something was wrong so he was asking me what happened. He said I kept just walking away from him so he was following me ad trying to make me talk to him. He said the I just left the room and slammed the door in his face. Then he heard me in the other room talking to him mom.
I think my intense emotion pulled him into my dream or something. Or that even while sleeping he somehow sensed my distress and came to see what was wrong? Has anyone heard of this happening?