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Obe, Communicating With The Deceased Or Mad?

 

First of all I understand that this is not a dream interpretation website and there is actually a point as to what I'm about to explain.

Recently, I had a very strange dream that did not feel normal at all. It started with me being gravely ill and knowing with absolute certainty that I was dying. There were pulses of bright light in sync with my heartbeat during the dream and as I neared death they started to pulse more rapidly as my heart beat increased.

My heartbeat then stopped and the bright light consumed my vision as I fell onto my bed. Then I was left in darkness (which is the point where I gain awareness during my dream) and a low humming sound began around me.

I started feeling my limbs and eventually my whole body vibrate as the humming became deafening in my ears. I felt my body begin to lighten and lift. As it was lifting I became scared and started to descend, but I decided to let go and continue the experience. Eventually I felt myself pull away and I remained floating with my eyes closed (as I was still scared).

Once I built up the courage I opened my eyes and was seeing my room from an aerial view however it all had a blue tinge. My room was exactly the same except there was a cot at the end of it. I descended and approached the cot to find a baby sleeping inside.

She was so tiny and fragile. I could instantly feel that we were sisters. I just stood there and looked at her feeling a bond but also devoid of any emotions. Here's the strangest part - she had little wings developing and growing from her back. However they weren't feathery, they looked like they were constructed of only tissue that could be described as what you would see internally in someone's body if you cut them open. I could see the blood in each vessel being pumped through and the deep red of the skin covering the wings.

I watched the wings grow and at this point all I viewed my sister as was a vessel. I felt drawn to her and reached my hand out like I wanted to possess or steal the energy from her. But at the same time I felt like I was saving her in a twisted way. And even though the dream was so surreal every second of it felt extremely real, as if I were living it and breathing it.

I placed my hand on her head and then the bright light pulsed and consumed everything. My body felt like it was on fire. Like I was being drained of everything but at the same time there was a gentle warmth that soothed it. This all happened in an instant and then I felt like I was being thrown back into my own body. The shock of the impact felt like it woke me up as I opened my eyes with a jolt.

I would like to add a few details to see if this helps to clarify anything you might think this means. When I was younger my mother had a miscarriage that I always blamed on myself (because of the circumstances at that time). I always believed that I did not belong here and that the baby belonged in my place, that I had somehow stolen the life that was meant to be theirs. Also, since I was little I'd always try to tell myself that the baby was now one of God's angels and at peace.

I have not experienced anything recently that could have influenced me to have this dream and not in such vivid, twisted detail. My dreams have never consisted of this type of thing before (I remember most dreams I have and can usually identify what influenced them). I have not even thought of the baby recently enough to explain why I dreamt this.

I don't know what to make of this. Did something actually happen or is there something wrong with me? To be honest I'm thinking its more of the latter. Although I would really appreciate it if anyone would respond because it's messing with my mind a bit.

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PsychicJR (8 stories) (541 posts)
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4 years ago (2014-04-18)
Sorry to respond late my phone wasn't working right when you reply but not one human being is bad and only a small percent are despicable but your not that person I can tell by the way you right and maybe your sister showed up as you started to think your bad and if you keep thinking that you'll turn despicable and go to hell but she senced that you were feeling like this so she came to show you that you not despicable and that she wants you to go to heaven with her and she knew how you reacted and wanted to show you what you can be like
" I watched the wings grow and at this point all I viewed my sister as was a vessel. I felt drawn to her and reached my hand out like I wanted to possess or steal the energy from her. But at the same time I felt like I was saving her in a twisted way. And even though the dream was so surreal every second of it felt extremely real, as if I were living it and breathing it." (copied it from your storiy)
You are not bad but it is up to you yu o find that out and join your sister hope this helped 😉
AmberEyes (2 stories) (116 posts)
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4 years ago (2014-04-09)
Thanks psychicjr, your interpretation is comforting and gives me hope that I'm not completely bad. 😊
PsychicJR (8 stories) (541 posts)
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4 years ago (2014-04-01)
Wow maybe G.O.D. Was trying to tell you your S.I.S.T.E.R. Was happy in H.E V.E.A.N. And he has plans for you know what doesn't K.I.L.L. You makes you stronger sorry I haft to write like this so orb doesn't show up
MrE (1 stories) (168 posts)
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4 years ago (2014-03-03)
I'll have to work up my courage to share:)

I'm a strange duck as far as psychics go.

But ye, I've been there too. It's all part of being human.

A large part of sorting it out, for myself personally, was putting my faith in God, and following where the energy led from there.

Haha, and I bet I typoed at least once in every post I have put up.
AmberEyes (2 stories) (116 posts)
 
4 years ago (2014-03-03)
Thanks for the comment it gave me a different perspective and a lot to think about.
I think I'm guilty of subconsciously 'bottling up emotions' as I have witnessed and experienced abuse throughout childhood. I can't relate to feeling emotions and can be very cold. But in my dreams I usually experience greatly heightened emotions to the point I have woken up sobbing 😕
I am grateful for your wise comments; you've helped many people recently and have come as a blessing to all of us no doubt. Perhaps one day you could share some of your experiences If you ever feel like it and we might be able to return the favor 😊
God bless you too.
MrE (1 stories) (168 posts)
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4 years ago (2014-03-03)
It's hard to say why you would have a dream like that.

It could be that you are still harboring some emotions in regards to feeling responsible for the miscarriage.
That thought is backed up by the statement that you feel that there is something wrong with you.

In my experience, the only thing wrong with people, is that they perceive there is something wrong with them.

I will use the story of adam and eve as a example.

Prior to eating the forbidden fruit of knowledge, adam and eve were naked, and they did not care.
After having eaten of the fruit, they knew they were naed (even though they had been naed the whole time) and were ashamed.

Life, and the energy tied to it, is exetremely interwoven and complicated... Things simply are not black and white, good and bad, right or wrong.

In that respect, the golden rule does apply... Do unto others, as you would have done unto yourself.

Let's go back to the story of adam and eve for a second... And let's use that as a comparison to your own life.
Whatever events happened that made you feel as though you are responsible for the miscarriage... We'll say that, leading to the miscarriage was previous to having eaten the fruit, and post miscarriage is after having eaten the fruit.
So, if you haven't found a way to make peace, I would suggest making peace.
Futrthermore, if you say you are at peace, be sure it's not in the way of... You forcing yourself not to feel emotions, and effectively bottling them.

Now, having said the psycological part of it...
It might be a residual psychic impression from your sister...
You saw through her eyes, and then experienced her death, and her OBE.

Wether this means something, or not, is hard to say.

My thoughts go back to you still blaming yourself for the miscarriage, and feeling you should have been the one to die.
Perhaps this is your subconcious way of paying what you feel is due... You experienced her death, and now you can start the healing process in yourself.

It's difficult to say beyond that, but I try to assume the best.

In any case, God bless, and hope this helps bring some peace.
AmberEyes (2 stories) (116 posts)
 
4 years ago (2014-02-27)
I forgot to add that I woke up completely exhausted from this dream. My whole body ached and I could barely even open my eyes.

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