Initiation in Dreams?

I just came to this site looking for "something..." Very similair has been happening to me. The apocolyptic dreams since I was in my early 20s and off and on since then.
The energy pulsing and flowing through my body and arms more now than ever before.
It all started to become very strong in 1999 when I saw a blinding flash of light come into my bedroom window.

I would be VERY interested to know what that number you saw on the piece of paper is.

Hello, Aiemco, I have been re-reading your story again and have a bit more to add with regard to prophetic dreams.
On February 23rd 2003 I dreamt that I flew to California with "Manfred" and a few friends. "Manfred" left with them, and I wondered where he might be. I assumed that he had gone out for dnner and decided to fend for myself.
As I started walking I found it difficult to move from place to place. There were areas where I had to jump from rock to rock, some places were totally flooded... It seemed that there was no civilization left. There were some people in sight when I moved away from the rocks - and children played there as if they didn't know any other playground!
"Manfred" had not returned and I joined several people who also seemed to wonder what had happened to the area, and how they might be getting home!
At one point "Manfred" did return and handed me my bag, plane ticket, etc.
We did not return to Canada, as far as I remember.
Interpretation: The first part of the dream
was self-explanatory to me: I had witnessed
the end of California as we know it!
"Manfred" was moved into my dream vision because he will be in the same state of decline as California at about the same time!
"Manfred" is someone who once was very close to me. He is dying slowly of a number of illnesses, lives in a nursinghome and won't live too much longer.

On October 11. 2002 I dreamt that I found myself in one dangerous situation after another.
At one point I had to move along a tall, bare, wall of rocks, going from one side to the other. It looked very hazardous to me but my Soul was with me and showed me that a rope had been attached from one side of the mountain to the other (placed there by my Soul) for me to hold onto. As I moved myself across I looked down now and then, and had I fallen, it would have been quite a drop!
There was no-one close to me but as I looked ahead I did see people who were moving on into the same direction I was headed for. Some were dressed strangely.
I then saw soldiers, also marching into the same direction we were heading toward, they were just slightly ahead of us, except that those with me were holding onto the rope, moving themselves across the rocks of the mountain whereas the soldiers were marching ahead of us, at the other side of the mountain.
My Soul interpreted the dream as follows:
The soldiers depict the DRAFT acros the globe.
I depict all those who are going through hazardous times right now but at one point these soldiers will head toward WAR! People like myself, older people, women and children, must prepare themselves for World War III and make sure that we are fairly safe (THE ROPE) and during the upcoming times with regard to BASIC NEEDS: Housing, Food, Water and Clothing! (The strange clothes some of the people with me wore were indicative of that. It seemed there were no clothes to be had any more!
I have had prophetic dreams about upcoming events since a long time, and it seems that World War III is unavoidable, but I have always been told that if people would connect "the dots" they could get to an "about time" of the beginning of this war on our continent! I usually compare news reports to predictions
and according to that: WE ARE CLOSE!
Aiemco, try to get to: "Profile of Constancy" and you will find a number of entries which should be of help to you. You find "Constancy's Profile" with the help of GOOGLE/psychic experiences.
I hope that this has been of help to you.
May God bless you!
Erika

Hello, Aiemco,
I am very, very interested in your dream experiences!
I have been having quite a number of dreams which were pointing toward almost total annihilation of this planet, and they were all given to me by my SOUL! I suspect that your SOUL is warning you about up-coming events and you most probably will receive
dreams about WHERE you should be located (!)
when they will occur. I don't know how old you are, but it seems that you are looking at your own future, thirty years from today!

With regard to the "secret society" in which you seemed to have found yourself in another dream, your SOUL most probably showed you one of its incarnations, therefore the feeling of belonging. This incarnation would be important to your life today. Maybe you should do some investigating as to WHERE and WHEN this society could have existed! You have enough clues!
When our souls want to contact us they use whatever they think might arouse our interest. Sometimes "space" is used if a person is interested in the study! "Space" often stands for "future"!
That you feel "energy" in your arms is just
that: You are aware of "psychic energy" and that is most probably also a way of your SOUL letting you get to know it.
It seems to me that your SOUL has been very actively involved with you since you have been small, but you weren't aware of it. I believe that, since we are living in the "end-times" your Soul, with all of its might, wants for you to be open to it, and I wish both of you much success!
May God bless you!
Erika

Sometimes my just repeats or the same people in it are in my dream. Like a spirit contacts me and he's in my dream then he be in it again telling me something then again. I had this loved one in my dream but he was taking over from a boy I knew. It became months when he finally went. I'm so glad I can have my own dreams now I don't get a lot of that no more.
When it comes to loved one's they never give up they are always in your dreams months or years.

Perhaps, and I have no idea really, but a thought, if you are growing in your sensitivity and attempting to understand why in your dreams, you might be having strange ones for that reason. Growing pains. Several of us, sometime back, talked of a time in our lives when it seemed our sensitivity suddenly went boom and expanded suddenly. It was like a kind of transition. Sometimes we try to make sense of things that aren't logical. My husband does this a lot with me.

I have often had dreams where when I wake up and go to bed the next time, I pick up where I have left off in the one the night before.

Sometimes I can actually finish them, in a few nights time some are never finished. The more good energy we get, the better we can understand what psychic albilities are all about.

I do hope you can also as aramasamara has stated "continue on this path" of growing and being filled.

I see things before they happen or find out things before they happen. I feel like my days are repeating sometimes.

Aiemco that's a great thing to be filled with more energy, you're growing and I hope that you continue on this path.