My Unusual Life

Hope your memory is improving I'm tiered so if I write anything dumb I took my PSATs and it draind my smartness

It might take time for a answer to present itself.

One thing... Don't worry too much about the material things, so long as you have food for your stomach, a pillow for you head, and a roof to keep off the rain.

I know how impossible itmay seem at times. Just think on it, and find a way to keep yourself focused in the middle of the storm.

Once you do that, the answers tend to find their own way to you.
Furthermore, people tend to cometo you for answers because you become a pillar in the middle of the storm that they grab onto.

Many people don't ask for their lot in life.
Many often end up filling a role that needs to be filled.

You have a long time to worry about the things you are worrying about.

For now, just have fun... Make a foundation of happiness, something you can look back on and say "This was a amazing experience!"

If you don't have that, then try to get at least one experience like that.

It makes it easier when times get hard.

I have had many problems with technology before, apparently it's too tempting for people to steal:) (kind of off topic but whatever). Sometimes random things are good.

Me too but my auto-correct changes after I post something technology is a pain but also helpfull and fun

By the way if my grammar is not the best blame auto correct or I'm sorry because I don't always go back on what I said until after.:)

I wish that I had awnsers for myself, like why and how this happened yet no answer seems to come to mind. However I did always want to be different, like doing somthing special. I wanted to help people and help the world, but have a low profile. Because the thing is, there are many people out there, but depending on what you can do, the government isn't your friend, I bet if someone went in there yelling hey I can control fire you will immidiantly be locked and be tested until you can't take it anymore and they will probably take your DNA or blood thinking its the key. My friend wants to tell the world so there's no secret but I want to keep it how it is. Even though I may not know what would happen, think about the projects the is has said ok to and other countries. They've allowed nuclear bombs that kill people in other countries we don't even know and I don't know about you but that makes me feel sad, if they think they can contain me they can kick each others butts to timbucktwo trying to get me because that will never happen. Whether uknown the results or not I stay loyal to my friend because I don't know so yes I don't know everything, but sometimes it's nice to finally get answers after waiting so long. After the second vision I had, which came true. I really wanted to actually be psychic so bad so I would know what I really am but apparently I now have other problems. I always do this in my room so I don't get caught but my mom wants all my electronics downstairs in a spot where everyone goes. If annoying sees this I don't know what will happen. I just hope she will forget but once again, bottom line I know some things I I don't know some things but I know I'll find answers when I we'd them most.

Agreed, I wish life wasn't that way but because we move every five years or so mainly it happens, but if I hadn't maybe I would know what really happened, because that girfriend was me of coarse and I was pissed. But after considering it it was odd, somthing seemed off. How the text ended, really suspicious, when my friend told me we were no longer friends she ended it the exact same way I remember. Not only that but she took stuff from me, lied then was a total jerk to me. I don't know how but I think she was still in contact with my boyfriend at the time. But now I realize we weren't a very good pair after all. We both got angry easily liked the same videogames but nothin really else. Also we kept it a secret because if my dad found out he would flip and my sister would gossip at the school I was supposed to go to next year.

Trust is complex its easy to lose hard to gain when you meat someone you trust them or not
Trust makes me feel stupid '-'

Is is definitely hard regaining trust once it is gone.

But you have to start somewhere. If you want to help people, and you want them to trust you... Then you have to start trusting them.

In regards to my own past, I have had people approach me off the street asking me for rides that turn into 3 or 4 hour long trips.

I don't know the person before they ask me, and I don't do anything that I don't feel comfortable doing.

I just observe them, what they say, how they say it, and if their actions match their words.

It doesn't come down to wether they lie to you or not in the end...
What I've noticed is how the energy in the world is, and how it has affected the vast majority of humans.

In order to "fix" that, I first have to set a example.

I do wish there was a way to simply do it, to take on all the negative aspects, and take them away from everyone else so no one would have to suffer.

It simply does not work that way...
And, if I was able to do it, I would also take away many other futures that were meant to happen, and would prevent many good people from even being forged and sharpened to a edge.

In any case, don't worry about it.
We've all been where you are at.

Just take some time and think about it, read the bible if you get turned around or are at a loss, and remember to take deep breaths so you aren't too hasty.

There aren't many people in the world that can teach you what you want to know.
Those that can, usually can only teach you when you leave your material life behind.

I know of some people that ran away from home at young ages because of psychic impulses.

I also know the lives they had lived because of it.

I wouldn't suggest it.

The best you'll be able to come across online would be people to teach you the very basic steps, and people that are willing to listen as well.

Just don't be afraid of feedback on the public forum.

:) I'm sure you'll be fine kid.

God bless and be well.

Or actually, thinking about it more now, maybe you could carry around a little note pad and pen. Then when something you feel something important happens but you don't think you'll remember it all, you can make notes. Just a suggestion but if that doesn't work for you don't worry 😊
Also, I find traumatic past experiences, you tend to sometimes forget to save you from the pain of remembering it. The same thing has happened to me when I was abused as a young child. Thank God I can't remember. I think in some cases it is for the best 😳

Don't worry coolcat, my memory is bad too! I was once eating dinner, when I was halfway through I walked off and forgot about my food so my cats ate it 😆
But maybe if it bothers you, you should check with a doctor just to be sure?

I give up and that's why I seek answers here, because I can seem like a negative person sometimes, and I'm afraid that if the right people don't guide me I could harm people, honestly people have taught me so many things that I just usually give up on all of them and instead make a compromise that usually works. In other words I try to follow everyone's ideas and make a solution that I find works out well. When it comes to drawings my ideas come out of thin air but I need people to post because even though it may seem like I denae them you never know it may be that one thing you posted that will help me sometime soon.

Everyone mainly seemed to want me to talk to god so I talked to him and this actually helped me figure some things out, I didn't remember a lot because a lot of my life was too painful to bear so he tried talking the pain away, my past still haunts me a bit to this very moment, however sadly I can't find out the more recent cause for the specific reasons, for example I get tons of sleep and all so it's not that, I get more then your average teen, but anyways ill be doing somthing as little like talking to my mom while picking up a cup, but after I grab it and were done talking I don't know whether she told me to put all of those dishes it was in away or if I was getting a glass of juice. I can't even remember the little things no matter how hard I try, if its from somthing I know about I can rember but if its not for some stupid reason, a year or more could go by I I will never remember, I know because its happened more then once for sure.

I don't mean to sound like that its just a habit of mine, I respect the explanation you have as an individual for my own reasons. I didn't actually realize it until you brought it up and I actually appreciate it because then I know who's is genuinely honest. I'm sorry about seeming like I deny what's seemed to be any solution but the thing is I'm only saying this because I have tried a bit before, and then it hit me, your words did genuinely help

God gave the gift of Free Will.

It is not a gift He plans to take away.

Christ would be the ultimate example of faith for a person that believes in God.

When tempted with jumping off a building and having a host of angels stop him from falling, Christ said simply "Why tempt God?"

"Witchcraft" is nothing more than manipulation of energy to make it interact with someone or something outside of your person.

Talking is nothing more than the manipulation of energy to make it interact with someone or something outside of your person.

Yes, talking can be considered a form of witchcraft, if you want to limit energy manipulation into such simple terms and formats.

Another thought to dwell on. Can you, as a individual, change the world?

Do you, as a individual, have all the answers?

You come asking questions, but you are responding to the answers that you are given with "yeah, but... That doesn't work for me, or that doesn't apply..."

I don't mean to be rude, but I do mean to be direct. It does apply.

Just about every single one of us have gone through those phases too.
It's not a big deal, it's just how it is.

Oh, and the answer is out there, and it is a simple one, as far as tying everything together and maing it right.

The difficult part is the execution of the answer...

The answer, as I see it, is for everyone, as a individual, to give up all their fear and pride and misgivings, and live in harmony with each other, and with the earth. To be satisfied with everything you have, and to take only what you need, not what you want.
To not get angry and arrogant with other people, and to teach when they are wrong, and to learn when you are wrong. To always be the one that's wrong, so that everyone can teach you what is right... So that you can understand that to even begin unraveling the illusion of what is right, and what is wrong, you have to understand all the different ways to view what is right, and what is wrong... Because, simply put, all view points of what is right are correct, and all view points of what is wrong are correct.

It is not something that is simple to take it. To really even begin to understand it, you MUST remove yourself from the equation all together.

If you read it, and you find yourself saying "I feel like this is right..." then you have not removed yourself from the equation.

You will know when your sense of self is removed when you won't be able to make a judgment based on fairness because all points of view will be fair in their own right.

In any case, don't spend all your time worrying about that right now.

What you should worry about is gettiing that chaos reigned in, taking a few deep breaths, and slowing down.

Everything comes in it's own time... Staring at a pot of water on the stove won't make it boil faster.

Dorty I have horribal metifors but a guy probably got p***** off at a psychic an rewen peoples lives for centuries. Sorry for misspelling

Yea I could relate to that except that the girfriend told the boyfriend she was psychic and they asked questions then the girl moved away and never saw him again, last text message received was were not together anymore and then the girfriend basically said that she regretted ever saying anything to him and that she hated him then deleted his number. So now he knows a secret that he may forget or never keep. But noes she feels bad because she overdid it with her temper and can't do anything about it...

I know its like a psychuc stole this guys girlfriend and now wants to get revenge

My answer to that is I honestly think that some how witch craft, science and the bible it's all connected and someday I'm sure someone will find the real truth behind all of it without putting our kind in danger. I believe that unless god wrote that himself and it was his diary that they got a hold of and reformatted then its not true or some of it is missing or incorrect and they need to know more before shoving info in someone's face almost as if its just for money.

YES and inn your comment before why would good make psychics if they are a sin which I don't believe psychics are a sin

By the way for anyone who reads my story I am very homered that you took the time to and I will try my best to answer anything anyone posts on it to keep up, because I think everyone deserves and answer, nobody should be shut out when posting on such an amazing and difficult subject.

Thank you psychic jr I just think if your different if you don't get caught and put others like you at risk go for it. Sometimes you need to be that one person to stand out of a crowd and go for it.

Cool cat that's the point of life to try new things and learn in the futer hope you find out soon good luck and I admire that you stand up fir what you believe in

Amber eyes I took your advice and it looks like it will help a lot so I will try it, psychic jr posted a link with helping my memory, I am thankful that they tried to make the effort and help but none of that unfortunately seems like it could be linked one thing may be but I'm still not sure. I wish I knew what it really was but I hope someday I will understand and that maybe one day if its destiny I will know why I can't remember much at all like my memory has holes In it.

As for improving your visions, I think you should follow MrE's advice to look on his profile at the techniques for meditation, grounding and shielding. If you choose to practice them you must be patient because you won't get results immediately - it will be a work in progress. But I think by using these techniques you will make yourself more receptive to your visions which might allows you to extend them further. Additionally, if you are able to stay calm and balanced it will stop your abilities from being out of control. However you have to stick to a routine, otherwise if you randomly meditate one day, then skip a week, you probably won't see any results and be stuck in the same situation. Once you quiet the mind and reach a balance you will be able to achieve what you wish for your abilities.

Regarding your feeling of something important being unfinished, I don't think you should stress about it. This will probably be tricky as I can gather its bugging you a lot, but I think you should just allow it to reveal itself naturally to you. Yes you feel you have something to do, as you don't know what yet, then I think you should just wait it out. There's no point working yourself up over something as this will not achieve anything. Perhaps the urgency you feel is actually slowing down your progress of deciding what it is? Maybe it has always been there but your preoccupation with it has obscured something that is in plain sight? My advice is to go with the flow, take the opportunities presented to you and reassure yourself that when the time is right, you will realize your purpose. Of course, you don't have to take my advice if it doesn't feel right for you, I'm only presenting an alternative view which I hope you will find somewhat useful 😆

I hope you find the answers you seek soon 😊

People may have different opinions to me here but I can try and convey what I think God is.

I don't see Him as one being that is ruling over everything. I don't even see God as having a gender. I like to think that God is everywhere and everything around us. I think that everything is a part of God and we are collectively one that has been separated into different forms, animals, plants etc. As God is everything then It is both the 'good' and the 'bad'. Each sides balance each other, without 'bad' how would we differentiate from 'good'? I think in every aspect of life there has to be balance just like with God.

I think sometimes (please don't be offended if you are reading this) when people put all their faith in God just miraculously saving them, it often does not work. Perhaps, God's intervention was sending the firemen who could have saved the man? But people can lose reason if they think God will give them everything just because they believe It will.

I think this is another imbalance, but within religion, the man relies too much on divine intervention, when there is a viable, alternative option. Although I acknowledge that, depending on circumstances, there aren't always other options. I think that there are a lot of misconceptions about what God's role is to do for us, such as in that example.

Again, this is only my opinion, I am NOT saying that other people's beliefs are wrong it is just the way I like to perceive God. Feel free to disagree or make counter arguments, I am open to different ways of thinking so it would be interesting 😊 ❤

It would be nice for someone to help me with improving the length of my visions and methods on making my powers more controllable, otherwise I may end up like I did in last times gym class dance unit. Almost made a ball of air accidentally while holding a guys hand like neither of us wanted to do it. Bottom line though all of it can be hard to explain

Thank you but I just don't understand, people think he is a good person yet because everyone used to be together and is now separated there is racism and conflict. Not only that but if he had been the bigger person when it came to the beginning of the devil he may have changed everything for the greater good, I'm just saying he could have possibly done more in my eyes and I'm just looking at the bigger picture. I've had so many people around me say completely different things about it I don't know what I'm going to do, because I still want to make it right but I don't feel like I can rely on anyone. I don't know if anyone's heard this story before but one day there was a guy trapped on top of a building from somthing that happened and helicopters came after him to save him but he said god would save him then firemen tried, everyone did three times in total and it turns out that because he thought that things would die down enough he wouldn't have to go with him and put so much faith In god he died. I would think bieng dead wouldn't be the worlds worst thing if the world ended I just feel like I have somthing to do first I can't explain it, I just feel the need like something's unfinished that's very important

Read my profile for the basic techniques.

As for blaming God for something... Beg his forgivance.

If you know God exists, why would you even begin doubting Him?

Here's the thing. It really doesn't matter if you have faith in God or not. God is still supreme.

The thing you need to get over is your sense of self... That is what's holding you back from the glory of God.

As far as your situation goes, you have a choice. You always have a choice.

If it comes down to it, get a bible and read on your own in your room, or away from your house.

It's as simple as that.

There's my 5 minutes.

God bless, and be well.

If you want too improve your memory try this website

Http://m.helpguide.org/articles/memory/improving-memory

Hope this helps