Past Lives And A Soulmate?

I am in need of clarity. I don't know if I believe in soul mates or past lives, but I might have been given signs that they exist. Ever since I was a young child I've dreamt the same dream. It begins with the sound of waves.

The first thing I see are open curtains flowing in a doorway that leads to a sandy beach. The dream cuts to morning sunlight shining through white sheets. (somehow I know that it is morning) Then the feeling begins. It is a warmth that starts in my stomach and travels all over. Then his face appears. It is only for a moment but I really see him. I feel a hand cup my cheek and words echo ground me. "I love you."

I am awake and crying. I feel empty. The dream always leaves me with a feeling of sorrow and the memory of the name Sam. I am in love with this person that I know nothing of. I don't even know if he exists but I yearn from him.

I have other dreams that include him. They are always in different places where the clothing and architecture suggest that it is much earlier in history. In my dreams I am different also, whether it be by personality or looks, but I always know Sam. I always love him. Sometimes I dream whole other lifetimes.

, I have this friend who I have connected to in an odd way. I love her, not in an I want to marry her way, but I love her in the most pure way. We both feel like we have known each others our whole lives, when in actuality it's only been for a year.

I was wondering if these dreams and feelings indicate that I have had past lives or a soul mate. Feel free to ask questions or give advice. It is highly appreciated! Thank you for reading!