Strange Sensual Experiment with Visualisation

I have had instances before where I've predicted little things, sensed weird energy (that no one else has) and all types of different things. One thing about myself is that I can sense when the TV is on in the room even if nothing is on it (like if it is set on DVD mode but the DVD player isn't on). I find that most of my friends don't notice it. I find it odd they don't.

Last night I had a truly fascinating experience. We'll try to set this story a little bit though. In my house, the landlord kind of randomly moves in people when others move out. I really should try to take control of the situation a little more (since I've lived in this house the longest...), but hey... It all seems to work out.

About three months ago my roommate (we'll call him John) moved in. I came home from work one day and he just happened to be here. It turns out that we are both from the same home state (I moved out here a year ago) and we seemed to have a lot in common. Mind you, I am gay and overtime I developed a strong attraction to him. I've always felt like he has me too although if he's gay, he is certainly not out whatsoever.

I know that I wasn't happy out here in Cali until I met him. The happiness here happened pretty much the same day that I met him. I just stopped wanting to move back home all of the sudden. I realized this recently. One last thing is that he knows that I am gay but he doesn't know about my strong attraction to him. That's probably not correct. I'm sure he knows but I don't know he knows. I'm sure that he senses it.

Our connection gets stronger all of the time. I sense when he is awake at night (from my room) and I sense when he wakes up in the morning. I have another roommate that comes home at all hours of the night and never wakes me up. It is only John. Last night is a whole different level. I suspect that he may be a closeted gay and I don't want to push the issue.

We were sitting around watching Three Ten to Yuma last night and somehow I thought of something really weird. I thought "I wonder if his ears are sensitive?". Some people can be turned on by having their ears messed with. I think everyone knows what I mean. I was really curious about this and I knew that I couldn't just ask him or try it... Or could I? I simply thought about this for a second and I said to myself "Let's find out". I closed my eyes and imagined (censored)... I really don't need to elaborate too much, y'all probably get the point. A little ways through this I hear him make a noise. This would be the actual physical me hearing the physical him make the noise. I continued on. I then heard him make a similar but much louder noise (yes, they were sex noises) and I figured that I accomplished my goal and that I was right, his ears were sensitive. I quickly said that I had to stop and I quit.

Afterwards, I looked over at him (me being in my own physical self again) and his eyes were closed. I think that we both missed part of the movie (not too much) and I would have never believed it if I wouldn't have heard the noises he made. I'm also a little bit mortified that I kind of "raped" his ear.

That really wasn't right but I had no idea that it would work. I was just confident about it at the time. In my defense, I think he did enjoy it. I am still shocked about the whole thing.