I Think I Lost My Emotions And Psychic Ablity

Ever sense I was a child I have had psychic abilities and always had pride in them,

Such as being able to see and feel everything around me so clearly (only when I focused and relaxed). Being able to find lost things for instance if I lost somthing I liked I would get this wierd fealing somewhere on let say my arm or somthing and as I went in that direction the wierd feeling kept growing and then if I searched thier what I was looking for was thier. Also I was able to feel all entities around me and slightly know thier emotions and feel the way they do if I wanted to.

I also had dreams about people and stuff that happened that came true, for instance a while back I had a dream that my girlfriend was going to dump me I even remember the place that she did in my dream. Then a day or two after that dream, she left me in that exact same place with the exact same words as in my dream, but the place was in opposite side as it was in my dream. Also I was able to tell what was on peoples minds like if something was bothering them or even if it was random. I also was able to tell when the phone was going to ring and who was going to call. I'd also know stuff I never even heard before learned.

All this started to happen when I was 7 around the time I got baptized, I've always had stuff like this happen befor but not as powerful. And the thing is I started to hear things like my name being call when I was alone and I would see black flames arise from no wher or see wierd patterns in my head I would also feel things touching me when nothing was thier and I would wven see things that wasn't thier either. And when I was about 9 or 10 I realized all this stuff I started meditating and around that time it started to get more powerful. But once I was screwing around once and I was acting like I could move this thing on my bed off of it and everything around and the thing I was acting like I could move accually flew off my bed with ALLOT of force but sense then it never happened again. But I tried for a while and I couldn't figure out what I even did.

But after a while when I was about 12 or 13 it just all went away along with most of my emotions and ever sense then everything feels like a dream. I am now 15 and I don't have any emotions deep down all I feel is empty ness like thier is a void that is getting bigger and bigger in the center of my body I do how ever have emotions on the outside like if you wher around me it would seem like I do but like I said deep down all I feel is emptyness. (by the way I am a religious person)

Everyday it feels like I'm waiting for somthing very very serious to happen but I don't know what it is that I'm waiting on but it feels very important.

I just want help on getting my emotions back and my psychic abilities back if possible and I just wanted to know what caused this thank you.