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There are so many things that have happened regarding possible abilities, so I'll start with my first one. Sorry for the choppiness of these stories.

When I was little, I used to be able to see auras. I didn't know they were auras, all I knew is I saw pretty glowing colors around people.

I don't remember if I had any other experiences like those, I was just always a child who knew. I knew when people were lying, I knew when adults were messing with me as a 4 year old, and I knew I was different. I just knew. (I also have always had a heightened level of confidence and fieriness unnatural for a child)

Side notes: I have also been diagnosed with ADD, if that makes a difference, and I was obsessed with fairies and mermaids, and I had a strong feeling they were real even now. I feel crazy.

When I was 14 my abilities became much stronger. The first vision I remember having was of my friend (who was a clairvoyant) in a white dress standing in my bathroom. I somehow randomly knew to ask her if she was supposed to be a twin, and she confirmed that she was supposed to be one. I soon started seeing walking figures, black "clouds" and things standing over me when I was sleeping.

Then the night before my baby cousin was killed in a car crash, I sleep walked and moved a teddy bear I have slept with ever since I was small to a chair across my room. I was so scared that I tried telling my dad, but he didn't believe me and threatened to take me to a doctor.

Then when I got to high school, I became very depressed and suicidal. I briefly became entangled in drugs (which stopped my premonitions) but halted the using a year later. After becoming sober, my "abilities" returned. The sleepwalking the night before my uncle died happened, and I was back to seeing ghosts, becoming completely sick (almost passing out/actually passing out, vomiting) when I would walk into anywhere where spirits were present and just knowing like I did before. When I entered my new high school this summer (I'm 17, 18 next month which means I am a scorpio) I felt the strong presence of a small girl and became very sick for reasons still unknown to me. I could picture what she looked like. I held out my hand for her to hold and I could feel it wrapped around mine. I knew what she was feeling and I have become very attached to her, but have not been able to go back to the site. I later learned a girl had died in the house, as it was built in the 1800's.

Oh and everyday (multiple times a day) I experience something like de ja vu, but it's basically me remembering a dream I had about the exact moment or conversation I'm apart of. That has been going on for as long as I could remember.

A couple of days ago I told a girl in my class via text that I could see her being an empath and she confided in me that she was one.

I can feel spirits around me all of the time and I can feel their warmth and love filling the room. It's the most comfortable feeling I have ever felt, but it used to be scary.

I also have always had a lot of technology troubles, if that has to do with anything? (I.E. Things doing things by themselves)

I can't think of anything else at the moment, anyone can email me and help me with what is happening, I would very much appreciate it.

Oh and I took a test on this site and I received a 90% psychic score and it said I should work as one.

Thanks so much.

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The following comments are submitted by users of this site and are not official positions by psychic-experiences.com. Please read our guidelines and the previous posts before posting. The author, hellothere96, has the following expectation about your feedback: I will participate in the discussion and I need help with what I have experienced.

LauraVT (23 posts)
 
9 years ago (2015-05-08)
Dear Hellothere96,

Being profoundly psychic is lonely, especially as a teenager. I was one of those and my parents punished me for disscussing certain things. I now have 2 very psychic children. Both see faeiries and to prove they are real, I can ask each child in a different location about a specific faerie and they each have the same answer. So you are not crazy here! LOL

Ghosts are souls that are 'stuck' and have not crossed over. There is a free prayer that has worked for so many, including myself and people all over the world. Http://tinaerwin.com/crossing-over-prayers/This is one of the most important karmic things we can do. Many times a person does not know they have even died. This is especially true if they died in some type of accident.

When it comes to the dark elements, this is what has worked for me: Salt any and all things that you think are watching you. Visualize yourself pouring down a rain of salt on them. This should make anything of a low energy/frequency disappear.

Be careful when dealing with beings in other dimensions. Use due diligence, meaning test them by salting them to make sure they are for your greatest good. My 7 year old can see, hear, and talk to all types of intelligences. As a parent, I would never let her talk to the ice cream truck driver without my being present. Why would I let her talk to strangers in other dimensions?

I have also had technology troubles. Beings in this other dimension will use electircity to travel. It makes it easier for them. When you have tech troubles, try salting your tech, through any cords and even the outlets and see what happens.

If you ever have any questions, please ask!

Sincerely,

Laura
Angelchick123 (1 stories) (24 posts)
 
10 years ago (2014-09-18)
I am younger that you are but I have experience almost everything you'v been through. Except the part of drugs and warm feeling I do feel something following me but it feels cold. Will anyways, I'm sure you are gifted now the question is what will you do with your abilities? I suggest you learn more about your self and what you are capable of email me if you have any questions I know I might sound crazy but I use to be obsessed with faeries to. Anyways now I have learned way more about the truth about stuff if you need help or have questions email me I know maybe because I said i'm younger than you you might think I'm coocoo but trust me if you need me I can help you 😊
indigosunrise (1 stories) (4 posts)
 
10 years ago (2014-09-18)
I'm also ADHD. We're around the same age, although your skills seemed to be more intricate and developed.

Overall, it sounds like the metaphysical world has really taken it's toll on your emotions and physical health.

It's sounds like a heavier version of something I went through just recently in my senior year of high-school. Entities and earth-bound spirits were feeding off of a lot of my energy, and because I was an empath I was unknowingly "soaking up" the emotions of everything and everyone around me. I got sick and started to get really anxious and depressed.

Sometimes being ESP can be really overwhelming, but the thing is, it will always there. So what I suggest you can do is learn to create a healthy balance between your health and skills.

I would HIGHLY encourage you to look into various means of protection! T's great to be in communication with spirits and your skills, but you should also have your own personal space. It sounds like your having a difficult time having your respected space. You need to learn how to tune out spirits when you don't have the energy/desire to work with them. Remember that you are in control, not other things.

Look up different means of visualization and protection. The best advice I ever got was to imagine a blue light shield around me, and then a black light shield over that. It's meant to protect you and keep your energy and aura sealed. I also really like to carry around protective crystals with me. Obsidian/Apache tears and jade has helped me the most.

Also try to do mediation, if you feel patient and ready enough.

Also, lots of the time sprits will respect your space if you just ask. If you don't feel good, just let them know to give you space and leave you alone for a while.

Overall, just sounds like you need to develop more protection, shields, and boundaries.

P.S- I have also had different experiences with electrical problems. I've been over to friend's houses, and the lights started to flicker on and off when I walked into her room.

The light bulb in my room also blew out the other night.
Ayumi_H (3 stories) (27 posts)
 
10 years ago (2014-09-15)
I can say that I know how you feel about being interested in things like mermaids and fairies and thinking they are real. I too am interested in a lot of "creatures" for a lack of better word too, I even think that some of them are real, we just have yet to find any real evidence of their existences. If you ever want someone to talk to, I would gladly talk to you. My email is ayumi.omi.13 [at] gmail.com:) I'm afraid I don't know much about improving your gifts, but I kind of have similar things happen to me from time to time. I have seen ghosts, and dealt with some of the more lively of them too as of recently. I sometimes have out of body experiences as well as the de ja vu bits too. I could go on but I don't want to leave to long of a message.

I find it really does help to talk to someone about these kind of experiences. Hope to hear from you:)
Lyro (468 posts)
 
10 years ago (2014-09-15)
What exactly are you looking for? You talked a lot about yourself but never really said what you're specifically looking for? Just general information, how to do something specific, what do you want exactly?
~ Lyro
Rindelanoche (guest)
 
10 years ago (2014-09-11)
I have add too:P and you are not alone, as you see here there are a lot of psychics you just have to find friends that are natural psychics too or open minded who you can talk about your experiences.

Also you can join a remote view group so you can improve your abilities, and in that path you will find that your talent will be priced.
Nightingale (145 posts)
 
10 years ago (2014-09-11)
Hellothere96,
I have had quite similar experiences. Many on this website will tell you the same thing: you are not alone.
It sounds to me like you're a very strong empath and have developing abilities of communication with spirits. This might be scary or horrifying depending on your first experiences, but know that it is a gift.
Many spirits are wise friends. Others may need a little help. Some come to help you. Try to make contact and meditate, clear your mind when you can. Avoid taking rash actions and try to have patience. Things will often not become clear overnight. If you can embrace your abilities as part of your self, you may find rewards for your challenges.
Know that there are others at different places in their experiences who are on this site to help.
I wish you peace,
Nightingale
LibraDragon (6 posts)
 
10 years ago (2014-09-10)
when you start to search the internet and learn more about the opinions about psychics you think you don't want to work as one, but when you see that there's researchers trying to prove how psychic powers work, that forums about psychic powers plans to become universities in the future, you might think that now, can be a good time to learn, so you can teach in the future.

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