Wanting To Share My Experiences

I am new to this thing but I just NEED to share my stories with people who know what I am talking about.

First a little about me: I just your average guy. However I have some native heritage in my family and the native americans were very spiritual people.

First experience: Well my first experience is where it all started for me. So I meet this girl and her name is Becca. We were good friends and stuff, I well I grew to "Love" her. I had clear feelings for her and I was happy she was part of my life. Now for the crazy stuff. I kept feeling sad for some reason, confused, and upset. I tried to understand what was wrong with me but... Nothing I was happy with where my life is and I was having a great week. Suddenly she was all I thought about and I had a gut feeling I needed to talk to her. So I did and well she was having a horrible week and I did what I could to help her. This has been going on with her for 3 years now. I some how know when she is at her lowest and its really weird. What do you guys think? I do also feel this way with a few other friends and people close to me.

Second experience: I've been noticing (ever since I was ten) that I have Deja Vu dreams all the time. The dream lasts about 4 to 5 seconds just enough time for me to remember them and register what I saw. Then after a certain amount of time has pasted the dreams happen and I experience deja vu. That whole " oh wait I've seen this before" episode always happens to me. This happens randomly and I never ask for it.

Third experience: I finally figured out I have spirit guides that have been showing me these things. I try to ask them their names but eh sadly I don't hear anything or get a response of any kind. I asked them to show me signs around the town, city, and in my dreams. But nothing and it makes me sad... I would like to know who they are. Do you guys have any advice on how I could get to know them a bit better?

Fourth experience: So this it going to be the scary one and I need some advice on how to deal with it. So I've always been a positive person and full of energy. But lately I've felt so negative all the time. I sometime hear voices in my head telling me horrible things about all my Hopes, dreams, and just general stuff in my life. I makes me get down and makes me want to give up on my hopes and dreams. But in all honest guys... I feel like these negative feelings and thoughts aren't mine. What I mean is it's like I am not saying this to myself but something else is. I read people that are "empaths" can sometimes have a negative spirit grab on to them. Do you guys feel this is the case? Part me thinks it is a dark spirit that is feeding on the darkness in me making me doubt myself and everything I do. And Plus I know this isn't all in my head. I have a good "feeling" its not.

Thanks for listening I hope to get some input on this. Hope to hear from you all!