Where do I start. Ever since I was a little girl I used to see ghosts all the time. They would wake me up, always trying to tell me something. All of them where children, pointing at the wall, but I would never look. I started getting older and I was more afraid. So I made myself to stop seeing them. Well I am 24 years old and for the pass couple of months, weeks, I started seeing them again.
The first time happened when I was taking a nap, in the afternoon, I felt that a small child climbed on my bed by my feet and started jumping. After that I started sleeping in the living room, while I was by myself everybody was out of town I woke to a little girl running out of my room and playing with a plastic bag, she looked very happy. The little girl was about my daughter's age which is 4. Then it stopped after that for a couple of months.
One day I was so exhausted from work, that I just laid down to go to bed, as soon as I laid down, I saw what was a black thick shadow come from the floor and over my chest to my back (I was lying sideways) and it got on its feet and started walking up and down my bed. It it felt like it was a child my body was literally moving to the rhythm of her/his feet. Then it started jumping up and down on the bed, then as it was satisfied it climbed down and was gone. I was very afraid, so I started sleeping with my closet light on, it got better after that for a while.
Then one day I woke out of the blue and for some strange reason I was staring at the open closet and I saw something out of place, it was like the head of a doll with brown hair. As soon as I realized that was not normal, it ducked down! By then I started sleeping with the bedroom light on, so everything stopped for a couple of months.
Well, it just started again. And worse. I woke to a small child climbing on my legs and would climb off, again, and again, I looked at the glare on the tv and it was a small boy and every time I looked at him he would do a dance sort of mocking men. This lasted for an hour and I was frozen. Until it disappeared. This happened about a week ago and just last night, it was the worst, I woke at 3am because I felt something get on my chest, I got up and looked and nothing was there. I was so tired that I was falling back to sleep when I felt a little child bite my back of my hand, it was not really hard but, enough to pick up with his mouth. I looked and this time it was a small child with long fizzy hair, I was too afraid that I shut my eyes again then it disappeared! I got up and my hand was in pain, there was a small ring where he was biting me. I don't know what to think anymore. I want to think it was dream. But, I know it's not.
I always pray when this happens to me it used to work. So did the light on, but now all of this is useless. I do not think it's the house, I think it's me. I want to know why this is happening to me, is it a sign of some sort? Or is it possible to have a spirit stuck with you for some reason? I don't want to think it's evil, because it's a child. But he does not let me sleep, he wakes me up almost everyday. I don't know what to do anymore. Help!
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You are correct in protecting yourself, I am not one for really reading suggested books. But on occassion I do, but rather like meeting others face to face and sharing spirtual moments and what not. Doing reiki is something that has really helped me become even more intuitive... Which at first I didn't think it possible. I do not speak much with the dead, as much as seeing things from the passing or those that are going to die, humans that are coming to me or leaving me. Or seeing diseases and stuff in humans and histories...it's because they are the ones that are being open.