Lightning Door. White Lights, And Being Controlled?

Let me start out when all the weirdness started happening. So I was in class about a month ago, just sitting there but I couldn't consente on my work. I felt as if something was trying to tell me something, my instinct was to grab a piece of paper, and I felt as if I was being controlled I was writing things down unconsciously on this paper. First thing I remember writing in it was "what do you want" and the other thing I could remember writing down was colsfur, but I wrote it as culsfur the second time on the paper so I wasn't sure which it was but it was defiantly a name of something, or a place or I don't know. About this paper, I have no idea what happened while I was writing it really or what happened so yah, but I do have the paper still, here's a picture of it, which kind of frightened me: http://prntscr.com/79t8zt

A day or so after this paper thing had been written I started to kind of see greyish orbs once in a while from the corner of my eye, when I was younger I use to see plenty of these everywhere, but in magenta and orage colors but I never thought anything of it. I'm not sure what they were but they confuse me.

Lastly today when I'm writing this I was in the same class that that drawing was written in I just kind of blanked out and a white flash was just there for a couple seconds and that's all I saw. Now that I'm home, I saw this door thing, it's very hard to describe but the best way to say this would be that it was like this black square with blue lighting fire stuff around it. It felt as if the door was pulling me into it, but I couldn't reach it. I keep wondering what was in the door this is scaring me and I really need to know what this is and I would appreciate the help a lot! My friend said this might have just been rem (random eye movement, and this happenes when you dream) but I feel as if it's something more.

If this helps I'm almost 13 and I'm a Scorpio