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I'd like to start off by saying that this past year has been quite the spiritual journey, almost a year ago my best friend died I worte a story earlier if you would like to read it.

I think the first increase in spiritual activity was shortly after her passing it comes in waves I started off feeling a presence which I had convinced my self it was her, and then I started seeing sparkles very bright just floating around where I was sitting which normally lasts anywhere between 30 seconds - 2 minutes they are usually grey and white almost like smokey ashes.

The last two months though I have to say have been the strangest I can feel 'her' and I even get like weird visions I guess from her point of view like standing somewhere looking at me I've tried talking aloud to this presence but I never get any response but I have to say the strangest thing about all this is the increased sleep paralysis it's crazy it happens almost everyday and I always hear people talking to me sometimes a man sometimes a woman and they always seem to be aggressive it doesn't scare me at all it's just super annoying.

For instance when it happens is usually when my boyfriend leaves for work and I try to go back to sleep I'll be under the blankets and I'll feel these intense chills something that I can't even explain its so strange after the chills I hear the radio turn on or the tv in the living room now I know it's coming so I usually try to plug my ears because I'm trying to sleep but my arms are so heavy sometimes I can't plug them in time and I hear them open the door and start yelling at me I'm pretty sure the female said to me at one point that I couldn't hide from her forever I try telling them to leave me alone but it never works.

I also see bright flashing lights while my eyes are closed its usually white and happen a few times every night sometimes I also get ringing in my ears quite badly or I feel like a vibration in them like my ear drums are shaking or something. I guess what I want to know is what's going on why are they always angry at me? Why can I never remember or hear then properly? Has the loss of my best friend catapulted me into a spiritual awakening? I have so many questions but no way to get any answers. Anywho thanks for reading my story.

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somegirl96 (1 stories) (3 posts)
 
3 years ago (2015-08-08)
I understand. It can be difficult to take control. Most of the time I meditate before bed and that helps. Clearing out a lot of negativity to allow myself more control has seemed to help me. I don't know if it will but I do hope it will help you. -H
Jocelyn-M (4 stories) (29 posts)
 
3 years ago (2015-08-01)
Thank you, I always try to take control of my dreams and it's really only happened twice haha I try every night but it's so easy to get lost in everything
somegirl96 (1 stories) (3 posts)
 
3 years ago (2015-08-01)
Jocelyn,
I can honestly tell you I have not had experiences identical to yours but I do understand the sleep paralysis and dreams. I've found that the dreams can be one of my most useful tools. I am 19 now and first came to understand I had some sort of gift very young. I have only been expanding my knowledge about my gift and actually using it for about a year now. I have a guide that comes to me, my great great-grandmother. I have done a lot of research to find out why but I haven't been able to determine that. A lot of the times the dreams can be very helpful although some are terrifying. I think you should start working within your dreams to see what you are being told. -H
Winter_Solace (95 posts)
 
3 years ago (2015-07-31)
No problem. I always make time to teach those who are serious and help others in need.
Jocelyn-M (4 stories) (29 posts)
 
3 years ago (2015-07-31)
Okay I sent you an email thank you for taking the time to help me
Winter_Solace (95 posts)
 
3 years ago (2015-07-31)
[at] Jocelyn

Find my email address on my profile and send me an email. I'll show you how to develop yourself better to where you can see and talk to them, and also show you more of the truth.
Jocelyn-M (4 stories) (29 posts)
 
3 years ago (2015-07-29)
Yes they have been caught well at least two of them have been and yes when I see her it's like seeing her before her passing usually smiling at me in my minds eye, and she just tries to tell me she loves me and that she's okay but I get confused and just think that it's my mind making things up on the day of my male friends funeral I heard him say that he was fine and that they were together but I don't know I'm still not okay with it.

And in the dreams it's many different things people falling off buildings, falling out of the sky, car crashes, getting beat up until they're not alive anymore usually my bad dreams consist of end time scenarios where I'm trying to help people but it doesn't work out like black holes opening in the sky and people being sucked into them, or just trying to help people get away from the "bad guys" but I do have good dreams sometimes they're just very strange.

And I would love it if you were able to help me see them and hear them better that would be amazing...
Winter_Solace (95 posts)
 
3 years ago (2015-07-29)
Geez... That's too bad. So has the person who did that to your male friend been caught?

What does she tell you when you hear her in your head? You said you see her sometimes and it's like she's physically there, like right in front of you? And does she look like she did before her passing when you do see her?

That's not normal to be having dreams of people dying. I am pretty sure there is something behind that, as it is noteworthy.

What happens in these bad dreams?

You actually can talk to your friends, you actually can hang out with them still. And I can show you how.
Jocelyn-M (4 stories) (29 posts)
 
3 years ago (2015-07-27)
Shes mostly in my head and it's hard to say how many lights I see maybe 15-20? And my othe friend he died of a violent nature, he was stabbed.

The drreams I have of them are very vivid mostly of her and I trying to talk but I can never hear or remember what she says other times it's just like she's there with me doing things we use to do, she died while in a coma and sometimes when I see her it's like its real life and she made it through the dreams I have of my male friend was one of him in the hospital before he died telling his girl friend that he loved her but he wasn't conscious while he was actually there in real life or just seeing him in my dreams just hanging out.

I don't really have nightmares anymore like I have bad dreams sometimes but I never feel scared all my dreams are vivid and I can usually remember everything about them which is why it's so strange that I can't remember what my friends telling me, and I don't mean go back to how I was before this awakening I just mean who I was losing my friends has turned me very cold and angry I try to be happy but I just can't knowing that I'll never hang out with them again.

I also have dreams where people die but it's not in a very realistic setting it use to happen more when I was younger but I do see people die in my dreams Id say maybe once a sleep cycle I don't every really think anything of it to be honest.
Winter_Solace (95 posts)
 
3 years ago (2015-07-27)
[at] Jocelyn

Yeah, I think she wants to let you know that things are okay on her end. I can tell she really cares about you. Almost like you're family to each other. I am so sorry to know that you lost another friend. I'm sure it's pretty rough on you right now. How did that happen? So you can actually hear her voice in your head? As if she was physically speaking to you, but just in your head?

How many of these lights do you usually see? Do you see them in any other colors? Or do you see these lights having like a hint of another color in them at all?

I think your angel is with your friends mostly each time they visit. It does feel like they are in the light, but I think they want to make sure you're okay and that you feel better before they cross over into Heaven. I am getting that they are worried. They don't want to see you so sad. Which I'm sure is part of the reason why they see you so much and let you know they are there. When you see their faces, do they look like they did before their passing? What dreams do you have of them? Like what happens in these dreams of them? I get the feeling like they have been trying to talk to you in your dreams. The "heat" that you're seeing is what I call air displacement. It's pretty much seeing energy physcially to an extent. Seeing energy like that, sometimes are accompanied by silhouettes for me. At times, when I feel a spirit enter the room, I look around and spot a silhouette of this air displacement. Try this... Next time you see this air displacement, welcome them by praying on them. Visualize holy spirit shining onto them. This is also a defense measure, if there is a demon nearby. I recommend shielding yourself every time you see them or feel a spirit around you. Whether they are light or dark doesn't matter, as it's a very useful habit to get into.

You really shouldn't be drinking in order to cope with the passing of your friend. I understand your reasons... However it's a very bad idea. As protected as you may be, the enemy can still find holes in that protection, especially if you are under the influence of anything mind altering. It leaves you vulnerable for bad things to happen to you. Alcohol, drugs, some prescriptions, can weaken your mind, weaken your will. Don't give into that, please. Your friends and angel can only do so much, the rest depends on you. They can't do much if you open yourself up to attack. Have you been having vivid nightmares lately? Do you have any dreams consisting of people dying, even people you know?

Instead of drinking, how about you feel God's love for you and let that be your way of coping? Just lie down and try to see white light coming to you and making you feel at peace, lifting your sadness, and letting it float away. Let this light show you visions of your friends happy in Heaven. Let Our Father show you that things are getting better for you, even if they don't seem that way.

You want to get back to who you were before? What do you mean? If you're trying to live the life you lived previous to awakening spiritually, yet you want to learn more about the spiritual world...isn't that a little contradicting? You can't go back now. And, really if that's the case, why waste this opportunity to grow spiritually? You are very blessed to even be able to have these experiences, to have the abilities that you have now. Don't wait. Act now. Or else this may only be a time frame that you're awakened for, until you are ultimately sealed up once again.

You are in my prayers, and so are your friends. Looking forward to hearing back from you.

-Evan
Jocelyn-M (4 stories) (29 posts)
 
3 years ago (2015-07-27)
Thank you and I'm sad to say that another friend of mine has passed 3 weeks ago, the presence that I get I do believe it is her but it might just be because I want it so badly, since the passing of my other friend I see them more in my mind, smiling, holding hands, and walking down a road together I really think it is her because I can hear her in my head telling me she loves me and such.

The sparkles do come from nothing it's very hard to explain they're bright and dance around for a minute or so when I just lightly gaze at anything I can see them but when they come out of the blue they're more apparent like they're trying to get my attention.

I also do pray every night that my friends who have died be safe and are allowed to go to heaven and into the light I also pray for protection because sometimes the feelings I get at night aren't good ones I feel like I'm being watched where as when I feel like my friend is around I can just feel her there not watching me just there if that makes any sense.

The sleep paralysis has stopped since the passing of my other friend 3 weeks ago he was always a protective person and would do anything for his friends I believe that he still watches over us and try's to keep us safe from harm, after his passing while I was at work in the bathroom I was just staring off into space and I seen this I don't know how to explain it it looked like heat? Almost like when you see gas being let out in a movie and after focusing on it I could see both of my friends faces, since he's died I've kind of shut myself off I drink to try and stop hearing them and to help me sleep so I don't dream of them. I'm trying to get back to who I was but it's very difficult all things considering I guess I just want to be able to accept what's going on in my life which I'm finding very difficult but I am very interested in learning more about the spiritual aspects of my life. Thank you for listening me.
Winter_Solace (95 posts)
 
3 years ago (2015-07-27)
Hello, Jocelyn.

I am sorry about your friend. Yes, I think your friend's passing has opened up something within you, connecting you more to yourself spiritually. I can't say for certain that it's your friend that is always around you, but she may be watching you from a distance. For one thing, is there any full proof way that you can confirm 100% that it's her there with you each time? Just know that the spiritual world is a dangerous place, even for the experienced, like me and some others on this site. But it is especially dangerous even more for those who are not adequately equipped mentally and emotionally for the many bad spiritual experiences that can and do happen (and might I add, they do happen quite often, more than what most people think). I hate to say it, but it is highly possible that a lot of the times it may be something trying to make themselves feel like your friend in many cases. Just keep that in mind. I'm sure she tries to get to you, though, when she does have the opportunity. I also think she is being protected for the most part as we speak.

The sparkles that you are seeing... They sparkle as if they are light sparkling from nothingness? Do you see tiny balls of light that float and fly around or spark up sometimes? Seeing sparkles of white light is an indication that an angel is around watching over you, your guardian angel. Their energy is very calming and peaceful. It's them showing you that they care deeply for you, and it's a sign that you are well on your way to your true path. They're trying to tell you to seek guidance, so that someday you'll be able to speak to them.

Sleep paralysis isn't a comfortable experience, I'm sure you know by now. Normally, when people have sleep paralysis, they experience dark figures choking them, biting them, or like in your case, screaming at them. This isn't a good thing. Seems like they really hate you. They have a sinister agenda, part of which may be to seal your new found abilities back up so that you aren't spiritually connected anymore (which really sucks). Typically, evil spirits, otherwise known as demons or shadow people, have the power to put people in sleep paraylsis, and are usually the only beings that are capable enough to physically move inanimate physical objects on their own, using your spiritual energy. They are not to be trusted. You at least have an idea of what they are capable of doing. It's better to be safe than sorry, especially when it comes to the spiritual side of things. The man and woman that visit you at night are most likely the same ones that put you in sleep paralysis in the first place each time. They are trying to scare you in order to weaken your will. What I suggest as a super effective form of self defense is to visualize white light covering your whole body, and then cleansing the whole room as well, which will ward them off. I guarantee with practice, it'll keep them at bay, as the white light is the demons' ultimate weakness.

Those bright flashes are flashes of white light, or holy spirit, Our Father's energy. It means you are being watched over, and shielded, among other things. You pray to Him every night, right? He hears your every word you say to Him, I assure you. Know that all your prayers, all your questions have and will be answered. This all depends on the path you take, though. You have to follow the light that God has put in you. Follow the light in your soul. Let it guide you into making the right choices.

You can't hear them very well because you could be sealed up spiritually. Also, you may need to further develop your gifts/abilities. There are many things that are opening up for you as great changes for your life, being very positive and amazing changes. Send me an email. I'll answer more of your questions that you have, and show you more of the truth and how to follow your soul.

Talk to you soon. And may Our Father's blessings be upon you.
Jocelyn-M (4 stories) (29 posts)
 
3 years ago (2015-07-26)
Stanton- that sounds quite annoying and I'm sorry that you feel like you can't do anything without "everything hearing you" but how does this relate to my experience?
Winter_Solace (95 posts)
 
3 years ago (2015-07-26)
Stanton, please tell me how you know that "everything" hears your thoughts. Can you hear what animals and other people think as well?
stanton (2 posts)
 
3 years ago (2015-07-26)
Well here it goes"EVERYTHING" Hear's and understands what I'm thinking,peolpe,animals,wind,rain for a distance of 5km I think, even television, radio station. If I'm having a convisation with anyone everyone here's it cun't even go in the toilet in peace... Try not to think too much but its imposibble
Jocelyn-M (4 stories) (29 posts)
 
3 years ago (2015-07-13)
Honestly I've had sleep paralysis before I used the ouija board and so I think that it isn't caused by the using of the board and I have stopped using it and closed conversations with it every time so I'm not too worried about it I just kind of want to know what's happening to me I've changed so much in every aspect of my life I'm assuming it's an awakening but I can't be sure I usualy pray every night asking God to protect me and keep me safe while I sleep and protect me so I don't believe I'm in any danger
Kristen_Mindfreak (6 stories) (48 posts)
 
3 years ago (2015-07-13)
The Ouija Board can be a dangerous thing. I had used it a lot just as a game during my early teens, and I ended up with voices in my head and presences around me, weird dreams, etc. I could not find out who the presence was but someone in this site scared me by telling it was a demon, but whoever the presence is, it didn't harm me in anyway. So I don't think it is a demon. Ouija Board can open the portal between you and the spiritual beings so you usually can feel them around. We have to make sure that the presence around you us your best friend. It also may be not. I think you ought to pray to God and ask for His salvation, ask that whoever this presence you may go back to his or her real place and that you are safe from all kinds of evil unseen forces. Do not get scared because it attracts more negative energy. The annoying man and woman thing also happened to me, and my friends who used the ouija board, so I assume it's the same with me. I have just ignored it all and prayed to God and all that, so it just became better a bit. If you get too bothered, you can contact a religious priest and ask him to help you get rid of this thing. And keep asking for salvation:)
Jocelyn-M (4 stories) (29 posts)
 
3 years ago (2015-07-12)
I have tried talking aloud to her... Most of the time I get no answer but when she first died there was a period where I was using a ouija board a lot I've also tried to contact my grandmother but I got nothing I mostly dream about them and see them as happy smiling people and then wake up feeling destroyed because it isn't true it's quite terrible actually
Kristen_Mindfreak (6 stories) (48 posts)
 
3 years ago (2015-07-12)
Have you anyhow tried to contact the spirit of your best friend or anyone else?
Jocelyn-M (4 stories) (29 posts)
 
3 years ago (2015-07-12)
Something I forgot to mention, the last couple times during this sleep paralysis I've heard quite distinctly a man telling me to wake up as I was almost late for work and another time the same voice saying ' I love you' so that's another thing that has me
Confused do spirit guids tell you they love you?

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