I Feel Things And I'm Scared Of It

My story is a long one. It all began when I was 8 or 9 years old. I remember it like it was just yesterday. I was in the public school, in third grade. I was sitting in the class, the teacher was doing her things and in a second, I wasn't there anymore. I saw a class like if I was in 1940-1950 in school. There was just girls and every body was wearing the dark blue uniforms. The sister was teaching the class and a second later I was again in my own class with the teacher. I was feeling sic so I went to the nurse. When I told my parents, my mother told me that school was once a girl school and she told me that every thing I saw was just my imagination. So I stop telling my parents all about it, and I just tell myself that it was just my imagination. It worked a little time.

When I was 12-13 years old it happened again. I started feeling not well in my house. I was not feeling alone and almost not welcomed. When I was in the shower, I saw a shadow and I heard it sitting on the toilet. The toilet was just in front of the shower's door and it was a frosted window. So I though it was my mom. I started to talked but she did not answered so I checked, and nobody was there. An other time I was sad, so I lay down on my bed and I feel the bed going a little down, just as if somebody was sitting behind me. I though it was my mom or my sister, so I turned to tell her to let me alone, but there was no one. I panicked and I told it to my parents. It was not a good idea, they asked me to saw the school psychiatrist. That was the last time I told something to my parents, but I continue to feel. So that was it for the parents house.

At my first job, I was working at a fast food restaurant. When I was alone, because I was closing or opening the store, I could feel and heard a lot of things. I could hear the main door opening, One time, I saw my own reflection, but it wasn't my reflection, it was someone else's. In the bathroom and the maintenance room, I remember, it was awful, I felt really bad going there almost that I couldn't go there, that it wasn't right I wasn't welcomed. I talk to my sister, she was working with me at the time and she never experience that there.

After that I moved with my boyfriend. In a really old place. There was someone in the apartment, my boyfriend, who now is my husband, saw her in a mirror. I felt her, I heard her walking and she said my name once. After that we have been in some apartment and always feeling things.

That's lead us to about a month ago. In our place right now, it's new. It have been construct in 2000 and I never felt a thing. It was good, but a month ago I began to feel something, that I wasn't alone when I was. And one afternoon, my 3 years old girl look at me by her bedroom door, I was telling her to go to bed, and in a second, I saw a man with bloody and burned face. I heard a car horned and a song that our car toy make in a distance. The toy couldn't be heard by me, because it was in the toy box and the sound of it was to loud to be it. Right after I was feeling sic and I almost passed out. My husband and I didn't feel a thing after that.

I don't know what happen to me, I really think that I can sense the dead people, but it scare me and I would like to talk about that to someone who can guide me.