Loss Of My Psychic Powers

They call me Jazz, I am 15 years old and am very confused, I need someone to explain to me what is happening to me and what I can do about it. I have always had ability's that only I can understand. I need help because a couple months ago my parents tore my life apart. My parents separation was not easy for me and really shacked my energy. Finally I moved to Mexico with my mother and brother. I have suffered a lot and am still recovering from a lot of over stress and depression. The problem is that at first I did not care about my powers at all. I did not want to care for them. All I wanted was to gain my inner peace. But know I am reaching out to them, and now I feel they are coming back to me. I am confused. How could I lose my powers? Has it been something more than my unstable emotions? I know someone or something has been after me my whole life and wants to harm me. They want something from me. Have they gained it? I am able to communicate with animals/plants and connect with them, I can feel energies like a magnet and sense spirits in the room. I have also come across evil and good spirits and done rituals with the moon and crystals. Sometimes when I really put my energy to a ritual I can make things happen and people come to me or leave me alone. I have always used my powers for good, I should also say I have a strong connection with cats (especially black cats). Now that my powers are weak I fear loosing my powers, please someone tell me what to do. Explain these events for I am to young and unexperienced to know what is going on with me. What am I, and what am I destined to do? Someone please give me answers. I am tired of looking. Blessings:)