What Am I Suppose To Do?

Hello there Alice, and thank you for sharing your story! I find your experiences quite interesting and I would love to learn more about them:)

Cultivating one's spiritual abilities doesn't happen overnight. It takes time and effort, but it all pays off eventually. One important factor, over strengthening your abilities, is tapping into the spiritual more.

What I mean by that is this: Every person upon this Earth is born with the same potential within them, to do the same things, spiritual or not spiritual, if they choose to.However, as we grow, we tend to disconnect from that spiritual side, and slowly drift away from our true nature, without that meaning, that it is being eliminated. It's just overhadowed by our physical side. Now, the reason why I am explaining this, is because for you to broaden your spiritual abilities, you must broaden your entire spiritual side. It is true, that the way God made us, He put a piece of Him within us and that itself means we are immediatelly connected to Him, Himself, and everything relevant to Him. So what you need to do, is look inside you. You need to become accepting to the path that God is showing to you, and tap more into your very own self. Your very own mind.

Personally, what helps me connect to my inner self, is prayer. I always like to feel all this warm and light energy fill my entire body and soul and allow me to connect to everything around me and in me.

You said you are not scared anymore, but maybe you feel stressed and worried over whether you will get to make it work again. I say, have faith in you, and always expect that something magnificent will occur. Because our God is great and the possibilities are endless:)

Also, I would like to give you some safety advice. Be careful when talking to spirits, because a lot of times, some of them tend to actually be of demonic nature and try to misguide you, use you or harm you.

In this world, there is energy all around. Natural energy, demonic/dark energy, light energy etc. Those spirits you see, are also of energy. Sometimes, energy can be harmful, so I suggest, that you begin protecting yourself from them. What I do, is focus on my energy, and pray to God to lend me His light, so that I can spread it all around me and create a strong Light shield to keep all harmful, foreign and demonic energies away from me, as they can be really disturbing and cause fatigue, depression, even sickness if not properly kept away. To cleanse yourself from the energies that are already stuck on you, follow the same process but this time spread the energy inside your body, giving it the intent to cleanse all those energies off of your physical body and soul:) Sometimes, I also make light energy orbs, to help me out with cleansing and shielding myself. What I do, is I put my palms, one opposite from the other and visualize my energy creating a ball in the gap between them. The more the energy, the more solid the orb and the strongest its effect.

I have my email up on my profile. I read on your other story that you are seeking a mentor. I am willing to help you out and share more knowledge with you, if you'd like:) it's my pleasure to share my experiences and knowledge with others, especially people who seek help:)

That's all for now Alice:) I'm looking forward to your email:)

Gabbie

You have to address the energy that is subduing your powers. When you met this "unfriendly spirit", it traumatized you, and your abilities naturally protected yourself... By blocking your abilities. Remove the energy from your past, and they'll come back. Feel free to email me

Just open up feel everything with your all senses. Try to listen to people's mind. Try to remember when you were much younger, no worrys in life just seeing everything with a child's mind. But beware you will encounter souls of people who want to still be living but have not accepted their death. Guide them to the light where they will find peace. That's what we are meant to do. But it's your choice. We all have free will to accept it or not.

Hi Alice!
The abilities of many future psychics are ruined by the ignorance and lack of understanding of their family and friends. In your life you will still come across young children playing with friends from the other side. You will understand, but when someone in authority, like a parent tells them they are just silly they will start doubting whether their spirit friend is real. As soon as doubt creeps in they will loose that ability.
We are all born with a guide also called a guardian angel who looks after you 24/7.Your guide is entrusted with your spiritual development and will allow you to develop at a certain pace. Should you try and push your development at too fast a pace he will slow you down. Often, as happened to me, you will loose interest completely for a year or more, to allow the wisdom that you have accumulated to be absorbed and digested. My advice to you is, allow knowledge and wisdom to come to you in the silence of your surroundings and your mind. Through meditation.
"Returning to the Source or Beginning." The explanation that I have I will give to you. It may pertain to your circumstances.
The Great White Spirit of the Universe, called God, is the SOURCE of everything in the universe. The Bible also tells you that in the BEGINNING there was only God.
Then of course the Big Bang happened which was the beginning of this emanation. Gods Spirit filled the emptiness which was to become the universe. Everything is taking shape according to His Masterplan.
Through evolution and reincarnation we will all develop spiritually until we have reached perfection and we will once again merge with the SOURCE.
This is in very short, and should you wish to receive more knowledge read my profile and also my blogs, 20+ of them, which can be found at: benenbabs.blogspot.com.
Remember,"Knock and it shall be opened" as well as: "Seek end ye shall find."
May Gods love, wisdom and blessings be with you.

I believe that when you were younger, you had less 'interference' in your mind. Now, as you are getting older, there is 'static' from outside items: school, social life, social media. Try to spend some time away from other disturbances by meditating. Don't force it. Just open yourself up to it.

Getting back to source will be different actions and patterns for most everyone.

To me it is saying. Be like a child who surrenders. Be dependent on source and do not worry or fear. Have ears and eyes open to Creative source like a child. Like a small child know the voice aka prompts of spirit.

You will get back to wear you were. It will take time.
The time will depend how quickly one moves past the denser actions that weigh one down and replace actions and thinking.

Just my version. Hope it helps.