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Don't Know What's Happening, Is Something Following Me

 

it's long, but I need help and I don't know what is happening or what to do, anyway, it started when I moved away from my mum and lived with my dad, when I was about 10. We moved around quite a few places and never thought of anything weird. I moved away from the Isle of Wight and moved to Essex when I was 11. After a few months of living there I started to feel angry and kept having nightmares. My dad said he felt something in the house but always told me from a young age that nothing can hurt me if I pretended I had a bubble around me, so I just forgot about it.

We kept hearing a loud bang coming from my bedroom every so often, like someone was jumping off of my bed. It kept happening about twice a week. I kept getting angrier and angrier as I got older and kept feeling as though something was watching me. I thought I was being paranoid. It would get to the point where I felt uncomfortable sleeping or even showering for the fear that something was watching me. And I don't know if this is linked to it, sounds stupid, but our spoons kept disappearing completely, nobody had taken them anywhere and we hardly used them as they were for special occasions, so they were kept separate. I always saw a dark image, I could never see the face. I'm usually not one to get scared, but is really did shock me and scare me to the point where I didn't want to be alone.

When I was 17 my anger got the best of me and me and my dad kept having arguements to the point where he kicked me out, I still felt as though something was watching me even then. I moved around a few different places with friends until I got settled into a friends house with her and her mum. I was there about a week and the same thing happened. The jumping off of the bed, but it kept happening more. Now she had cats, so at first, I thought the cats were doing it, but when both of the cats were downstairs with us, the same thing was happening. My friend was a bit younger than me and she kept getting angry when she came home. The spoons kept going as well, and my friends mum said she'd get the vicar in thinking it would work because, us being young girls, were starting to get quite scared of being in the house. She called him in, he did some reading and we thought it would be fine, nope, a week later, it kept happening. I got angrier and angrier to the point where I could visually see myself hurting people for no reason, even loved ones, and having dreams of it. I stopped sleeping as much and would have to sleep next to someone.

I moved out from there and moved into a shared accommodation when I was a bit older. I had my own room and I had never told anyone about the fear I had of even going to sleep on my own. So I slept about an hour a day, the feeling got worse, it felt like a man, wasn't a nice feeling. My best mate stayed at mine, whilst I was visiting my mum who I hadn't seen in 8 years. She called me up one night and said, "I hate it here, I feel like someone's watching me". And I felt the same way, as though a man was leaning over me, watching me.

I recently moved back with my mum, the feeling keeps getting worse, I hardly sleep now and if I do I have to have my dog with me. I heard in a clear voice just as I was about to sleep "in a month", I don\'t know what it means, the voice was dark and deep and the feeling of someone watching me sticks, standing by my bed, I keep hearing a loud grunty cough and a heavy breathing when nobody is even around me. About 2 nights ago, it really hit me, I broke down, scared, I sat on the sofa and I felt half of my face go absolutely freezing and the dog growling. The same thing has happened tonight, I layed on the sofa and my lap went freezing cold, nobody is in the house, it sounds like someone keeps jumping off of my bed and I haven't slept at all. Is there anyone who knows what is happening, whether it's just me or it's something here, and what to do please? I feel like somethings following me and I don't know what to do anymore, I can't sleep and constantly feel scared and paranoid about doing anything.

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Luna_star1016 (33 posts)
 
2 years ago (2016-05-24)
Dear Wextus I still recommend you to be cautious. Just because the medium didn't mention a negative being doesn't mean there aren't none. Take caution and remeber to not fear. They feed of negativity.

Hope love and faith
~Luna star☆
Wextus (2 posts)
 
2 years ago (2016-05-22)
The medium doesn't want any amount of money and if someone insist he save them and spend them for the curch he made. My mom got back she told me that he saw a child and a little bird. He said that someone that I know is the reason of being upset and that he/she is my friend and also that this person is the problem for some of my failitures, also said that my date of birth is problematic but that I got realy strong gurdian. He said that I should go there after 21 day, he said nothing about evil spirit but still I'm not sure.
Luna_star1016 (33 posts)
 
2 years ago (2016-05-22)
Hey Wextus don't be afraid if it is something negative it will feed of your fears. Also yeah it sounds like something is following you. I doubt it's your grandpa though do to the fact that whatever it is is trying to scare you. It could be a lost soul or a demon related being. I'd like to help you more. Also be careful to whom you go for readings for some aren't about helping but gaining money.
Feel free to Email me my email is on my profile. Hope to hear from you soon.

Love hope and faith
~Luna star ☆
Wextus (2 posts)
 
2 years ago (2016-05-22)
Hello guys, I got problem similar to this one i'm 16 and I also have some weird stuff going on. At the age of 4 I lost my grandfather, I was really connected to him, after that sometimes I got feeling that someone is here with me but I don't know if its him. I had some paranormal experience like watching a old building and the light was on inside but there is no electricity, once I heard something in the other room I walked in and the paper from my desk was all over the room and the windows were closed. I use to walk and talk while I'm a sleep but I look like I am awake, two nighta ago I heard the floor cracking on the other side of my door and than my sister started breathing hard, it lasted a second or two, after a half an hour it repeated. My mom was to a medium with my picture, he couldn't read me and when he set my picture on the table the candles light was gone. He asked her to go there today again and she is still there I'm afraid...
Luna_star1016 (33 posts)
 
2 years ago (2016-05-18)
Keyleighfox I'm glad you spoke to your family about it☺ but be careful with whom you go to. Some so called psychic say to be real but end up just wanting Money. Be aware of that.

Hope love and faith
~Luna star ☆
Keyleighfox (1 stories) (1 posts)
 
2 years ago (2016-05-18)
Thank you all, as I was talking to family they said it was with me at a younger age but they thought they got rid of it, but they weren't experienced enough to actually do it. I'm due to see somebody on Sunday who is going to hopefully see who or what it is and why they/it are following me and hopefully to remove its attachment. Thanks for all of your comments, it helps knowing what's happening from people who know what they're talking about. ☺️
Luna_star1016 (33 posts)
 
2 years ago (2016-05-17)
Hello Keyleighfox the situation you are in sounds very familiar. It's seems like you are being followed by negative beings. That could differ betweena lost soul that is for some reason attached to you, or it could be a demon.

Getting angry or having people around you become angry is very commen. Negative beings tend to influence the energy around. That could cause fear, anger, sadness or any other negative emotion.

The noises can be caused by them as well normally when things start to move or hear noises is the result of them trying to implant fear. They can make that happen by making their energy thick enough and manipulating it enough to where it affects the physical. Take in mind that negative beings feed of your fear and the fears of others close to you.

I am interested in helping you out and hearing more about your situation. There are also ways to protect yourself from them. I could teach you if you'd like feel free to go to my profile I have my email on there. 😊 or here it is lunastar1016 [at] gmail.com hope to hear from you soon.

Hope love and faith
~Luna star ☆
Victoria1893 (20 posts)
 
2 years ago (2016-05-16)
Hi, I think I can help you with this because I can relate. When I was younger I'd get dark thoughts, emotions and ideas in me (anger break outs, crying rivers without a reason, panic attacks etc). I'd always feel watched and the fear of the "something" watching me attack me drove my insomnia up. I'd sleep like 2 hours or less, and the fear followed me everywhere and I was scared of being alone.

I want you to know that it's not you, but a demon. When people get random bursts of anger, depression, thoughts of hurting people, killing or suicide, those thoughts are implanted into them by a demon (its a type of possession) . Demons force those thought onto people so they do what the demons want aka they control the people by the darkness in them.
You can try shielding yourself like your dad told you but imagine the bubble made out of white light. It's going to hold them off a bit.

My friends and I can help you bring balance into your life and make you lighter so you can rid the demon.
Feel free to email me
Vicki.l1893 [at] gmail.com
Nepheara (5 stories) (8 posts)
 
2 years ago (2016-05-16)
It has been my expiearence that spiritual, psychic and even some physical activity will target adolescents. Easy pickin if you catch my drift.

Children are essentially defenceless and during development they go through a slurry of emotions and thoughts, it would be very easy to fit itself into any cracks. Being that you were very young when this started, you were prime prey.

Keep in mind your physical and mental health. Have you been seen by a specialist? Have you ruled out medical conditions that could be causing issues?

If so, from what I have read, it seems to me that this is a rather unpleasant attachment. Perhaps some kind of parasite that feeds off of your negativity. Maybe borderline demonic in nature, if you feel it is the cause of you wanting to harm yourself or others.

It's important to resist. It is your mind, your body and your choice. Remember that. Tell it no. When you start to get angry, find a way to ground yourself, don't let that emotion carry you.

You are the one with the power in this situation, the only reason any entity would have any form of power over you is because you have allowed it (however unknowingly) to happen. Take back that control, put your foot down. Don't let this think taken you for a joy ride anymore.

It's not easy, and it won't be simple. You could try a few things to help purify the area as well.

Smudging is something that I do regularly to my own home. You find a stick of sage, (we can buy it about anywhere around here, perhaps try a grocery store or specialty store. If not there then online) I personally use white sage, sat in a bowl to catch any bits that may fall, light it on fire. It will smoke like incense. Waft that smoke into ALL CORNERS of every single room, closet, box... Anything that has a space.

While doing this invite only light and love into your life, and banish all negativity. I do this through visualization. It helps me to vocalize my goal as well. However you must keep in mind that you can't just say it. You can't just think it. You have to believe it. You have to be concrete in your goal and what you want the outcome to be.

I also make a personal habit to ground myself and to meditate every day to help build defence against any attacks. Because you already may have an attachment, take caution. Opening yourself through meditation or even accidentally could make it worse, if you don't know what you are doing or you are new to the idea.

In general take caution as well. Any actions you take that are against what this thing wants may cause retaliation, depending on exactly what this thing may be.

If all else fails, call in an expert to document any activity, and preform whatever kind of banishment or purification you are comfortable with, that will help rid you of this attachment.

These are just my personal experiences, and things that I have found to help me. I hope maybe they can help you too.

Stay strong.

Xx
empathdreamer (1 stories) (2 posts)
 
2 years ago (2016-05-16)
Hi Keyleighfox.

I'm sorry you and your mother are going through this. I can only imagine what you are both going through. I, myself have been experiencing something paranormal and it's affecting me and I don't want to sleep at night. I think you need to have a paranormal team go to the house where it is happening and tell them everything you and your mother experienced. They might be able to help you. I am an empath and am sensitive to the paranormal. I only recently started seeing ghosts but have heard and felt ghosts, demons and Angels before. I hope you find the help you need and get answers. Best wishes to you.:-)

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