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Reopening My Abilities

 

I was wondering how I can reopen my psychic abilities. I have been psychic for as long as I can remember, but about a year ago there was a lot going on in my life. Two of my grandparents had passed away within months and I was just in a bad mental state. I found my abilities to be overwhelming and out of my control. They scared me a lot, and all of my friends that I told thought I was a freak. One night I was so overwhelmed that I told God that I didn't want my abilities anymore and that I couldn't handle it. I remember that night I had an image of a door closing in my head. On the inside of the door was a lot of light and as it closed I can remember darkness all around me. I woke up the next morning and it felt like all of my abilities had been shut off. I couldn't feel other emotions as well or know people's thoughts. I no longer had images of the near future either and everything just seemed to shut off. For a while I was ok with this and appreciated the silence however ever since then I have been in a very deep depression. It's like I can't explain my sadness sometimes and it hurts me. I'm thinking that this could be the problem since these feelings began after I asked for my abilities to be removed. I've thought about it for a while and I think I want to reopen my abilities in hopes that it'll make me feel more whole and not like there's a part of me missing. I don't know what to do. If I asked for my abilities to be removed are they gone forever? Any help would be amazing.

Also a few nights ago I had a dream which I rarely have psychic dreams anymore. However in this dream there was two of me one good and one bad and they were chasing after each other. In the dream I was switching back and forth between both of them and the last thing I remember was I was "good" me and the "bad" me was getting very close to me and was about to find me. I'm not sure what this means but I hope it's helpful.

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Peepers1314 (4 stories) (54 posts)
 
1 year ago (2016-07-23)
I think god took away your abilities to show what your life would be like without them. I believe he wanted to show you what it would feel like and maybe even how to control them. If I was you I would go in a quiet place and just meditate. And by meditate I mean just sit in a nice comfortable spot, which is again quiet. Then just pray to god and focus on all of your good energy. Imagine your powers coming back and what it felt like to have them. This may take a little bit, but once you finally have your abilities, then I would use them to help other people. That is what I like to, I like to help people by having my visions so I can help someone not get hurt. And if you ever felt overwhelmed again, then go back to that quiet spot and meditate again and ask for gods help. If you have any other questions just let me know. I am still learning myself and I learned a few things from experience.
RockShan (guest)
 
2 years ago (2016-07-17)
I expect it wasn't God, that shut off your abilities, trust me my Brother prayed for that for apparently years, did no good. God doesn't remove his Gifts, or anyone abilities... It doesn't work that way, you have them in this life, your past life, and all future lives. It is a mental block that your Subconscious made in order to protect yourself. The only real way to let go of this mental block is to "Overcome" it either by losing the feelings towards whatever made you have this block, "Get over it, or Cheer up/Forget the past" etc. Along with looking deep within yourself, and learning about yourself before you learn about the outside...
viper564261 (7 posts)
 
2 years ago (2016-07-17)
Hi dreamer.

When I read your story, a few thoughts came to mind.

When you asked God to take away your abilities, you saw a door close with a light in it as it closed, leaving you in the dark...

That was your gifts/abilities witch God locked away. And the only way to open that door again is to ask God to open it for you. And I believe it will open. God wil decide when and where. Everything happens for a reason and only when God allows it. It will also happen in His own time, not the time our humans want it to be.

So hang on and never lose faith.
If you feel like you can't handle your abilities, it is better to ask God to give you the strength and knowledge to handle your abilities and not to take them away. Because all of us (who has abilities), must learn how to control it and to grow stronger.

For your dream, That may be because you didn't find yourself? The good and the bad chasing eachother. As a result that you want your abilities back, it caused you a "lost" feeling. As if you don't know what to do?

I would say you must be faithful and believe you will get your abilities back. And you must meditate, to find yourself. To find balance between good and bad. (That's why you switched between good and bad in your dream.)
And focus on what you want to do.

I hope it helped

Viper

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