It happened a couple weeks ago. I want someone could explain this to me because I'm so confused.
That night, I was in the middle of the night laying on my bed and I searched for my idols photo in pinterest. I don't know why it's happening but I feel like I want to see them before I sleep. I've never done that before. So I look at those pics. This one guy attracted me, I feel something in his photo. But I can't explain that. I keep scroll down take a look at another pics. And I found his pic again. Then I speak suddenly to that pic, I hope you're okay. I feel like something bad happened to him. First I ignored it but then it became stronger. My heart aching every time I looked at his pics. I stared to one of his pics. My tears streaming down for no reason.
A few days later, when I went home from my college I have flash thought about him. Well, I always ignore him. I said, I don't care. Because I worry if I am delusional.
He's keep coming. So decided to telepathy with him. I don't know if I could do it but I tried. And yes, I guessed I did it. I see him in front of me, I can smell him. (I've never met him before) I'm not so sure but I can see it vividly. I focused on my connection with him then suddenly i'm sobbing, my heart hurts. I opened my eyes and I felt nothing but my tears falling down on my cheek. I keep told myself that I might have delusions.
Days gone by, I still have that feeling, I always cry when i'm alone, my heart still hurts. While in real life I have no problem with my own life. I'm a happy person but that time I felt l so down and always listening to melancholy songs. I can't control my feeling. I asked my sister and my friend, they say maybe I have psychic abilities. But I don't really feel like I have that. I told my mom she said that too, she told me that I have that give from my grandpa.
When I checked out on their fan account, his friend said that that guy have such big problem and that's the first time they saw him crying. I can't believe it's true. But I'm still scared. Why this is happen to me. I even don't know him. I totally can see his tears behind that smile. Not only when he's sad but now I think I feel he's happy. I'm super happy like I was falling in love now. I always listening to love songs.
I can feel my family if something happened to them but not this strong.
How can this happen to me? Am I delusional or I really have psychic ability? I'm tired. How can I control it?
Thanks for reading this:) I hope you can help me.
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