About a year a go, it started. On a nightly basis I receive messages from my angels, spirit, God, whatever you want to call it. It started with claresentience, moved into clarevoyance, then I met my guardians, then the lessons began. I quickly became Clareaudient and finally clarecognizant. My guardians have used dreams, and my pre-conscious state to talk to me, show me (eyelid) visions, and teach me how to recognize the energies of spirits and other people. Through stories, astral travel, and drama therapy, I have evolved. I have learned the following life gifts: trust myself, never give up hope, happiness above all, and have faith in God. They are truly concerned with my physical health, so I have been guided to eat better and exercise more often. I have lost 20 pounds so far. I have also been taught about light verses dark and that it is all God. I have also been introduced to many people who have passed on to the other side... People who I know, and also people who know people that I work with, live close to, and whom are related to friends of mine. My guardians have a hierarchy, roles, and facilitate my contact with other angels. My guardians are also using me to improve the lives of my family, my extended family, and those around me. My guardians also are helping me to realize my true potential as a healer. I often receive information about the future, events that will come to pass. I often receive information about the thoughts and feelings of other people in my life. Above all, I have learned what love is. What romance is. What Gods Love is. This is the most profound experience I have ever been through.
In the beginning, I was scared. I visited the doctor who did a MRI and I discovered that I have a very benign lump on my pituitary gland. I often feel a burning pressure on the center of my forehead right before the contact begins. The doctor was clear that I am healthy and not to worry. I also thought I may be having hallucinations or symptoms of schizophrenia. I work in mental health so I am very educated on the nature of these symptoms and I have ruled out all possibilities that it could be that.
So over the past year, I have also grown confident in the knowing that what I am going through is real. It is awesome. It is also an awakening for me that this gift is not mine alone, it is for everyone to discover within themselves.