I have always felt like I don't belong here, and not in the hipster kind of way, its just that I feel like there is something powerful inside me and I just can't figure it out, and honestly? It is tearing me apart, I feel like this super powerful connection with the nature and the moon...don't even get me started with the moon, it's like it calls me (I know, ridiculous right?) but its true, I could be hours watching and I'm just so frustrated that I feel that I have powers with nature and a deep connection with the inside of people that nobody ever sees. And I have this real powerful connection with animals that I don't feel none of them, I see the soul of the animal and I feel like the understand it, me, because the hear when I talk to them (I don't understand what they say when they "speak" and I don't think the do) but we have this enormous connection that I feel not most people have. Another bummer is that even tho I feel this deep connection with nature, I live in a chaotic city so I literally have cero connection with nature so I feel like this weakens me. I have tried to control water, air, earth and fire but nothing ever happens. Another thing that hypnotizes me is fire, there is something about it, not as powerful as the moon, but it is indeed something. It is driving me insane in some kind of way that I can't stop thinking about it anymore, like the more I think the more desperate I get, and obviously I can't tell anyone about it because they won't believe and think I've gone mad. I have read some articles here and I read of people that feel the same way but most of them actually have experienced things with the elements and that would be my DREAM. I feel frustrated because I know I have something inside me but I can't do Anything, anything at all and I've done it before but I just can't deal with it. In resume, I feel this super powerful connection with every living thing of nature, even things with no heartbeat like plants and the moon, but I have no hay of knowing if in just crazy or if it's real. Please if you have any recommendations tell me, I NEED to know something before I go real nuts.
Its like I'm connect to the earth but I don't have a way to prove it. I have tried moving things but it doesn't work
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