Ever since I was a child I have believed in ghost due to an experience I had with deceased pet when I was 10, but was never super into it. I am not anything special (at least I do not think so), but now I am starting to consider the possibility that someone, or something has been following me and messing with me for most of my life. I started taking medication to keep me from dreaming when I was 14 for my chronic nightmares, when the medication did nothing I got a service dog to help me sleep at night. That worked for about a year. I always thought I was just crazy or had mental problems, until my best friend actually saw an apparition in my home, and was able to describe her as the anonymous woman that consistently shows up in my nightmares. Again, shoved it off. 6 months ago one night I was either awake or stricken with sleep paralysis, it felt like I was being strangled and my eyes had a blur over them. She was clearly standing at the other side of my room trying to speak, but no words left her mouth. When I finally came to, my eyes were open like they been for hours. 2 nights ago I woke up with the feeling of dread, like someone shocked me awake. I saw a clear black silhouette standing over my bed, inches from my face. I screamed and waved my hands around and frantically looked for my phone. When I shined the light around my room there was nothing there, not even my service dog. But my door was closed. As if she kicked my dog out. I know that sounds insane but I have actually watched my door open by itself around 2-3 am. Lucian (my dog) has growled at the door when it does that. But then he will calm, get up and try to leave. I have to hold him from leaving my room. The reason I'm asking for help is because I do not sleep anymore, anywhere. Its not just in my house, it follows me. I get this eerie feeling something is watching me pretty much everywhere I go and I am not sure who this woman is or what she wants but I am so tired of her and I just want her gone. What can I do? Most websites say not to contact the spirit/ghost of whatever the hell it is.
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TheSage (4 posts)
7 years ago (2017-06-19)
if how you typed this is accurate, then, I would say that the woman is actually on your side. Typically if something bad is trying to harm you, or feed off of your energy, they don't want to be discovered. A typical "haunting" is hardly ever just that. If there is something making its presence known and being negative in ways which seem to directly have a negative impact on you, then I would assume there is much more to the story. You've perhaps offended it somehow. The more you believe it has control over you, the more it will. They must defeat you mentally first. Let's say you're highly attuned and perceptive based on you, and how you are, for whatever reason. But your mind is weak, and feel as if you are overwhelmed/vulnerable and incapable of protecting yourself. You have just become any parasitic type of energy creatures target. As you recall your sleep paralysis, the woman was across the room. That immediately tells me that she is not the culprit, she may have been under attack just as you. You said she was trying speak but couldnt. I've had sleep paralysis in multiple occassions. It's not a comfortable feeling at all. It can be terrifying. So I feel for you there. But, it's important that you're honest with yourself. Don't over-hype things, under play other things. Perhaps when your dog left the first few times you were thinking "i hope he doesn't leave, and that he stays to protect me". But keep in mind that you're saying this with an assumed high probability that he will, which the dog could interpret as you wanting him to, or not wanting him there. I'm not saying there wasn't anything opening your door and saying there wasn't something which made the dog uncomfortable. But if your train of thought had anything to do with the dog leaving you to the wolves, I would say that's why that happened. Since you are potentially capable of such influence, I would start testing this and keep an open mind on your intention no matter what you're thinking. No you didn't intend the dog to leave, but you had already believe and assumed it was just going to happen. Once it became a common thing, it was that much more believable making it inevitable without immediate influence. I don't want you to do anything you don't want, but there is no harm in building mental strength. Some people have great influence and that influence is sometimes shown immediately. Others, it takes a while. Nonetheless I believe this is a skill which can be learned. The saying, "you get what you give" speaks of this directly. Every cliche of how important belief is, it's in like every movie. It's almost patronizing at this point, lol.
Looking back at your instances, would you say the more you wanted her gone, the worse things got, sometimes? If yes, then I could see how that might make you think she's the culprit. But again, you refusing her is pushing her help away, maybe. Giving her less strenght to defend you, while giving whatever it is that seems to dislike you, more strength because you want her gone because you're afraid of and tired of feeling like your spirit is under attack. This is also why being honest with yourself, and truthful, is so important. If youre not exactly sure what is doing what, don't point fingers, don't jump to conclusions, and don't give up on yourself. Don't just assume you're unlucky and bumped into the wrong ghoul. Build your mind, see the influence you have, whole heartedly ask for help, from righteous source, and accept it. Be sure youre clear about the source of help youre trying to acquire. Based on some things I have heard, you don't want to be in debt to the wrong being. That's what I would do. Just know that its been this long, and it seems to only get worse as you become more and more uneasy about the events and your tolerance dwindles. This strongly suggests, in my opinion, that you are providing them access by believing you are vulnerable to everything so easily. But I assure you, if your mind is strong enough you see that which most cant, you are in fact one of the least vulnerable, and most capable. Without understanding that you are desirable you become a ripe orange all juicy and plump. Ill try to follow your thread/responses the best I can.
Looking back at your instances, would you say the more you wanted her gone, the worse things got, sometimes? If yes, then I could see how that might make you think she's the culprit. But again, you refusing her is pushing her help away, maybe. Giving her less strenght to defend you, while giving whatever it is that seems to dislike you, more strength because you want her gone because you're afraid of and tired of feeling like your spirit is under attack. This is also why being honest with yourself, and truthful, is so important. If youre not exactly sure what is doing what, don't point fingers, don't jump to conclusions, and don't give up on yourself. Don't just assume you're unlucky and bumped into the wrong ghoul. Build your mind, see the influence you have, whole heartedly ask for help, from righteous source, and accept it. Be sure youre clear about the source of help youre trying to acquire. Based on some things I have heard, you don't want to be in debt to the wrong being. That's what I would do. Just know that its been this long, and it seems to only get worse as you become more and more uneasy about the events and your tolerance dwindles. This strongly suggests, in my opinion, that you are providing them access by believing you are vulnerable to everything so easily. But I assure you, if your mind is strong enough you see that which most cant, you are in fact one of the least vulnerable, and most capable. Without understanding that you are desirable you become a ripe orange all juicy and plump. Ill try to follow your thread/responses the best I can.
Lyro (468 posts)
7 years ago (2017-06-14)
Do you know anything more about what she looks like? Can you describe her? Also first step is to be calm, don't let your fears haunt you. If you're seeing things, and have things around you, then there will be a reason for it, even if you don't know what that reason is yet. We can talk more if you want to E-mail me, it's listed in my profile page.
~ Lyro
~ Lyro
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