Black Orbs (with Fringe)

My first time experiencing this was last night. I've been burning sage, blue sage, black sage (mugwort), and also palo santo. Almost burning these on a daily basis, for a week or two now, been under a lot of stress and anxiety. So last night I went to sleep burning all the above and listening to an audio book about self-compassion. I woke up and seen a dark sphere with tentacles, white lights at the ends. I was awake, I could see my hallway light shining into in my room, highlighting it, giving me a clear visual on it. I seen it clearly. It startled me. I closed my eyes tightly and did not want to open them again... My heart was beating so fast. I felt fear but also a great sense of peace. It was like I was high off of fear and at peace. I also felt so alive (my heart was pounding) and to be so still... I thought to myself in the moment if I could conquer fear of the unknown when I'm fully awake, in the world... What could I truly accomplish? Master fear with peace within. I kept my eyes closed while I processed that fear and I was soothed back to sleep from the peace I had. I'm not sure if I'll ever see this sphere again. But I have learned enough from that one encounter. Whatever it is, I believe it carries information, possibly to help us. When I awoke again in the middle of the night it was gone.

Btw I was shocked at how they assumed it to be a spider because I told them how big it was and we lived in Loma linda California which never had big spiders like that

I had seen those too when I was younger from when I was 10 or 11 to just 3 years ago when I was around 14 or 15. Except I never seen mine in the middle of the night when I woke up. When I was around 10 or 11 me and my grandparents were sitting in the dining room at my old house and as they were talking I looked up at the corner of the roof which was behind my grandma and as soon as I seen it move I started trying to tell them and show them but they were ignoring me and kept talking but I started freaking out when I seen it scurry more down the wall towards my grandma and it jumped off and onto her back and she felt it she jumped and swept her self off and now they were listening to me. What I saw was a small black furry ball a little bigger than a golf ball and it looked like those furry things people like to put on there purses and back packs. After that they just assumed it was a spider since we had a window open and we never opened that window again. I was shocked they said it was a spider I know for a fact it wasn't because I got a good look at it. 🙄 but anyways fast forward to when I was around 13 or 14 I was taking boxes out of one of the rooms and putting them all into the basement when I looked up at one o the boxes I set up on top of the wall and I saw a bigger version of the black orb and it was about the size of a basket ball. The only difference from before is that now it had eyes. Yes. EYES. They wernt human like at all thwy were lights like soft white lights. I stared at it until it slowly hoverd behind the box and I was up and outa there and I never went down there until I had to only 1 time when we were moving but that was it for me going down there. Fast forward to a year it was somewhere around when I was 14 or 15 and no one was home except both my cousins who were in the dining room with me. I went to go use the bathroom and after I walked through the hallway I looked down and I seen it again right next to my legs and it was almost up to my knees and I was about 5'2. I stared at it and ran back to the dining room and made my cousin stand out the door for me. I never seen it again but I noticed every time I seen the black furry ball it would seem like it was rolling in place but the time I seen it with light in its eyes it eyes wernt rolling just the fur.