First of, my mother died when I was 5 which I think made me extra perceptive to paranormal things.
I don't really remember when this happened but sometime after my mom died when I was littler (I'm 16 now) I was sitting in my room facing the doorway reading a book and I am almost 100% sure I saw a blonde woman in a green nightgown walk towards the laundry room, however my step mom at the time was a blonde too so of course I thought it was her so I went and checked in my parent's room and she was sitting on the bed reading a magazine. When I asked her if she had just walked into the laundry room she told me no (besides it would have been impossible for her to get back to her room without me seeing her). When I told her I saw a blonde lady walk into the laundry room she started flipping out and called my dad. Since then I was always aware that maybe I was perceptive to the supernatural but I couldn't be sure, but I still kept it in the back of my mind.
I never really saw any other ghosts and nothing out of the ordinary happened to me until maybe 2 years ago, just strange things would happen that I couldn't explain so I went through this weird phase where I started experimenting with witchcraft to maybe enhance it so I could know for sure. I was a little skeptical of the witchcraft at first but I was very serious when performing it, and the weird thing is that all of the spells I did ended up working. No big deal maybe. But since I stopped doing witchcraft more and more things keep happening to me.
I have deja vu almost every single day and some days I have it several times. I don't know how most peoples deja vu experiences are, but every time I get it. I remember the exact scene happening in a dream I had last night a split second after the deja vu happens. I don't even think it's enough time for my mind to make it up. I am almost certain I dream about the next day in detail the night before.
Its scaring the heck out of me because I feel like I'm not even in control of my own destiny.
I'm also a very emotional, sensitive, and empathetic person. I can always tell how someone feels or what they're going to say right before they say it. I get really strong vibes around every person or animal I'm around. I always know when someone's lying. And I always know when someone is behind me or enters a room that I'm in, without seeing them. I just feel it, and I have almost never been wrong.
Lately I have been getting the phone call precognitions so much, its ridiculous. One I have gotten was when I was laying on my bed watching tv in the dark at like 1 in the morning. I always have my phone on vibrate, and I felt and heard it vibrating on the bed. So I checked it and it wasn't lit up or anything and I set it back down on the bed and then it actually started vibrating so I answered it and it didn't even sound like a person at all.
These phone call precognitions happen to me way too much to just be a coincidence and it also happens with the house phone. Which is a clear distinction between my cell phone vibrating.
It happened again about an hour ago, which led to me submitting this story. One of my good friends was supposed to call me tonight and he hadn't yet. I wasn't thinking about him not calling me until about 11 and while I was thinking it, right after I was done thinking about it I expected my cell phone to start vibrating since its sitting right next to me. And I imagined one of my usual conversations after someone calls when I know they're going to call. And the second I was done thinking that thought. An instant message from AOL popped up on my computer that I was already on; freaky.
It might sound stupid to you but things like this happen all the time
And the second I start thinking about any kind of these things I start sobbing and I can't control it.
I don't know what's going on but please help me.
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