A Life Of Knowing

I'm 14 years old and I've been experiencing some weird things. Sometimes I see things and hear things that really aren't there. For example, when I'm in the shower I can hear a loud banging on my door and I yell to whoever it is that I'm in the shower and it doesn't stop until I turn the shower off to see who's at my door but no one is ever there, but once I turn the shower on again it starts right back up. I also feel like someone's watching me at night. I get this feeling that someone else is with me and sometimes it scares me and I can't sleep but other nights I can get passed it. Another thing is that's sometimes I can hear loud music coming from outside my window but no one else hears it but me. When I'm laying in bed trying to sleep I can hear it blaring in my ears but other times it might be soft and subtle and then I start to feel someone touching me on my legs or my arms and sometimes my back and I get chills and flinch but it never goes away.

I don't tell my parents about these things because they would never believe me. My mom also jokes about me being a witch because sometimes I can sense things before they happen or even make them happen. I have this distinct memory from when I was eight. I was jumping on my trampoline on a nice day with a giant rubber exercise ball. There was no wind and my ball bounced over the net. I wanted it to come back so bad that I started asking it to come back. I was practically begging and it did. It started to roll towards me and I got really scared and ran inside.

I don't know what's wrong with me. For instance, before my uncle died I had the urge to draw his tombstone. I don't know why but it just came to me. He died three days later from bone cancer and in the picture I had his name the day he died on the stone. Sometimes I can feel what other people are thinking. It sounds crazy but I know what people are thinking about sometimes and I know what they're going to say next. I don't know if I have some kind of gift or anything but if someone can help me understand what's going on it would be greatly appreciated.