I'm a 39 year old female. I had a baby 6 months ago. I've always thought I'm a little psychic in that I can often know who is ringing when the phone rings prior to picking it up or I strongly sense others feelings around me.
Just lately I've been seeing in my head either myself or a woman running, screaming from some knife wielding maniac. I've also seen the same woman (vague picture so hard to tell if me or someone else but I feel like I am the one screaming & can feel the screams, sounds weird right) trying to escape in a car & this unknown person is trying to grab me/her through the window. I just feel immense fear & dread on these occasions. I don't know if I'm seeing a vision of a past life or just losing the plot due to lack of sleep from having a new baby but it's the same thing all the time. I also of late feel like something is watching me for sure, like something is behind me or breathing near me.
I must admit that the feelings of something in the room with me have mainly occurred since last year when I learnt that an ex boyfriend of mine died a few months before & I went to visit him.
It's weird as not long after that, my fiance & I started toying with the idea of having a baby but weren't sure if we were ready. Not long after I became pregnant & had a beautiful baby boy. I just wonder if I have help from someone who has passed over. I don't know if it's my ex or a relative. My aunt on my Dad's side died a horrible death due to alcohol abuse & my Grandmother on my Dad's side mysteriously died, my parents are vague on what happened but my sister said she found out my Grandmother committed suicide by sleeping pills & taking a bath to escape my abusive Grandfather. I was very young when these deaths occurred so don't remember them.
I do feel sometimes someone is looking out for me, like I hear a voice warning me of a bad day ahead or when driving, just to be careful then I see a lunatic scream by or cut people off in front of me or I just get advice, like when I'm trying to make a decision, it's like something in my head makes it for me.
Help, I think I'm a nutter!
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It's not unheard of for heightened emotional experiences to 'unlock' the closed door in a person. This can be an accident, witness or participation in something traumatic, etc, or, for women, giving birth to or even carrying children in the womb.
We are all born with an open eye and clear, unobstructed channel. Through conditioning and teaching we close the eye and obstruct the channel by learning to deny it focus or belief. These events are always happening, but since they require energy from here to become anything significant here, they often do not manifest themselves unless there is something they can use here in order to do so.
The most powerful energy in our reality is not what a machine or even a nuclear reactor can make, but what can come from the mental-emotional connection. Without this, we would do nothing; the material energies wouldn't have become because we would not have discovered and engineered them.
Since it is this form of energy that is responsible for belief, and since belief creates reality here, these things require belief to affect and become 'real' themselves. If it happens more often in private than in public presence with others, and if it isn't something anchored to a single spot, it has more to do with the combined energy of many than the lack of energy of one.
Yours may have been 'jarred' further open by the experience just as numerous reported occasions have coincided with this same manner of 'reawakening'. That you already had experiences means it wasn't entirely shut in the first place. Much easier to open a door already open a crack. Much easier to walk down a hallway that isn't boarded up like a castle under siege.
Generally the past life thing will not continue to keep coming back and 'haunting' you and should become more peaceful feeling each time. Perhaps this is a spirit seeking justice or a warning regarding some potential future occurance.
A person that comes back into your presence and stays, if not for the purpose of offering protection or guidance while waiting or seeking assistance, is often seeking release from a deed or for something they feel they wronged you. Often our sincere forgiveness is all that they need to allow them to move on.
When you say 'seeing in your head' are you refering to a dream while asleep or a vision that cuts in in the middle of everything else?