Scared Of Not Knowing What's Around Me

By welshgirl
(4 stories) (7 posts) (the author is a young adult)
Date: 2008-10-20
Country: United Kingdom
Category: Visions / Trances / Altered States

For a good while now I've been going to a psychic school to get the right sort of help that I need. For a long time now I've been hearing voices and having premonitions and most recently, seeing images and words in my head.

I had a big issue and still do really on trusting my intuition as sometimes I'm not sure if it's just a random thought of mine or something more meaningful like a message.

I have had some odd things happen to me and one was that I had a very negative entity that my medium 'teacher' got a shot from and she said it was dangerous. She told me that it was attracted to me because it knew the level I was on, which was not a fully developed medium/psychic and that it was playing games with me. Because of this I'm a bit scared of this happening again.

I do have a photo of this that I took and I haven't mentioned this to my medium teacher. I have only showed it to a few friends of mine though I do know that she knew what it looked like. She said it was not a monster but didn't really say much after that and when I did show a friend what the photo looked like, he googled a horned god and to be honest it looks sort of the same.

I'm scared of this happening again as I hear a lot of bangs and I just can't tell who and what I'm talking to. I've also been told I have excessive energy.

I get a lot of bangs around me and sometimes I feel uneasy and scared with everything that is and has happened to me. I told my medium teacher and she said that when you have excessive energy like I do then these things will happen. Everything that I've told her she has heard of before 'with herself, etc'.

My medium teacher said the more I work to mediumship than the less it will happen and that the energy is trying to find a level. She said it will become calmer and I've got to learn not to be scared as the energy is a form of food to them and I don't want to fatten them up. Sometimes I can't help but feel scared as I've had something negative around me so I'm always thinking the worst when I hear loud bangs because I just don't know what's around me.

Does anybody have any ideas on how I can control this fear and also if you can, explain what excessive energy means as I'm not really sure, like what it is and does etc.

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The following comments are submitted by users of this site and are not official positions by psychic-experiences.com. Please read our guidelines and the previous posts before posting. The author, welshgirl, has the following expectation about your feedback: I will participate in the discussion and I need help with what I have experienced.

xbemyescapex (1 stories) (2 posts)

15 years ago (2009-01-28)

wow that same thing happens to me every night! I've started to sleep with my light dimmed just incase I need it. I make sure all of my doors are closed at night so I would know if someone was in my room. Sometimes I wake to a cracked open closet! Lastly, how did you find a psychic school?

welshgirl (4 stories) (7 posts)

15 years ago (2008-10-31)

Thank you so much for your comments, there very helpful:o)
KaraJeank: The bangs do happen more in the night or when I'm chilling/relaxing late in the day,it's most deffo more in the night.
Hales3: I do get my premonitions in my dreams and one was so strong like an outer body experience. I watched what happened from above, it's something I will deffo never forget.

hales3 (9 stories) (115 posts)

15 years ago (2008-10-26)

This happens to me alot. I sleep with the light on, as well. I can't even describe to you the level of fear I have for the dark.

I too have premonitions and hear voices, and my sister see's the spirits. I think I don't because I'm way too afraid. The premonitions come to me in dreams, is that the same for you?

KaraJeanK (2 stories) (7 posts)

15 years ago (2008-10-25)

you should try meditating, it calms the spirit... It may be reading or singing. And if you are religious or spiritual turn to your beliefs they will help you figure out what this entity might be. And do the bangs happen during the day-or before you fall asleep? I would not be worried to much about this being, he might seem like he's out to harm you but he's only messing with you because he can. Let him know that your not going to back down but in a calm manner. He might know that if he riles you up your energy levels will spike and excite and that is what he would want... So stay calm and keep trying to figure out who it might be... That way you can handle it better. 😕

jstar14 (1 stories) (6 posts)

15 years ago (2008-10-25)

I'm not going to lie, that sounds terrifying. And your teacher is right, being afraid only fuels the fear, it sucks but that's life. What helps me when ever I hear or sense something scary I imagine a white light around my, something cleansing. Then I begin to pray. It helps alot, even if you don't usally pray it still gives you streanth that you can do something.

YVE72 (5 stories) (212 posts)

16 years ago (2008-10-21)

HI Welshgirl... I was reading a book on psychic self-defense & well-being. There was a chapter on the unsought psychic phenomena that happens during the early years of "inner progress".

All of the following can be caused by an uncontrolled release of energy-material from your astral body which is stimulated by various psychic development exercises:
*mysterious noises, especially at night;
*OBE or apparitions of your likeness to my family without your awareness;
*"poltergeist" activity;
*overturning/breaking objects in the home;
*remarkable, isolated manifestations of telepathy.

Supposedly all of the above that we cause in the beginning can be resolved by balancing or releasing energy, via physical exercise or balancing your chakras.

😊

Edmund (578 posts)

16 years ago (2008-10-21)

welshgirl... Its hard to control fear... A lot of times its just the experience of it happening a lot that will help to calm. What I found usefull is never react the same way as you do when your scared try something different like stomp your foot or say something really different to put you in a slightly different mindset that from which you can start to break the fear cycle... It works... More energy in my view is more psychic.

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