People Are Dead, Is This Clairvoyance?

First time psychic experience writer. I think I am going crazy. I have had many visions or feelings come true. The most important one was in Sept 2001. I wanted to change a family vacation to New York because I had never been there and wanted to see it before it was gone. We went to Disneyland instead. Didn't get to go inside Disneyland 9/11/01 because World Trade Center collapsed and Disneyland closed. I knew it as a feeling, like someone standing behind me, I KNEW it was going to fall. Told many people about it before it happened. They still think I'm crazy.

Recently I know things. I know what card I will get when playing with kids, who is calling before I pick up the phone without using caller ID, and I know work environments before I get to work (I'm an RN and work on different units each night).

I felt death coming and told my mom who got angry at me. The next week 2 cousins died on the same day. I knew about the last big earthquake in CA (told people which scared my son), etc.

Last night between sleep and awake, my mind was blank, which is unusual. I only saw black or the back of my closed eyelids. Then an image popped in my head. It was a champagne colored vehicle, square shaped hood and windows, older model, back of car faded, some guy with long tube socks sitting slanted weird on hood (driver side), concerned about socks or feet? My husband was falling asleep-I asked if he was thinking of a gold car & was sending me a message. I told him someone was sending me something, explained what I saw in the vision. He thought it was strange and told me to try and sleep. I fell asleep thinking about cars, many cars.

The next morning the local news had a story about a man killed down the street. He was hit by an older gold/champagne colored 4-door truck. The rear of car faded because there was no end, just a truck bed. The dent on the truck was where I saw the guy sitting. The image from the news camera was the EXACT picture from the vision I had (without the guy)! I have never been so freaked out like this before! Hence writing here.

The man hit was mentally challenged due to the fact he was hit by a car 60 years ago and suffered brain damage from it at the age of 5. He was on his way to work at a car dealership. He made coffee and swept floors at dealership. "Many cars" was his thoughts- I know it! I called my husband at work seriously shaken.

What does this mean, if anything? Why me? I was a skeptic, despite frequent coincidences. I am a Christian, we don't do these things! Need to get a psych evaluation. Think I am going crazy. I took an online psychic test of pictures today, coincidence or not, but I got 8 out of 12 pictures right. My husband only got 1/12.

I don't know what to think, don't want to sleep. Feel sad, very sad.