My Strange Abilities And Deja Vu

I'm just a 13 year old kid from Asia.

I noticed weird things happening to me recently in the past 5 years. I started having frequent occurrences of Deja Vu and Jamais Vu, every other day.

Then I started having dreams, 60% of which are predictions and come true.

I get ringing in my ears, and after that happens, I can hear conversations from far away. I don't know who's talking or what they're saying, it usually comes in whispers. Once, it helped me figure something out, but that was it. It never happened again.

I get static sensations in my hands too.

I am also able to "jinx" someone. If I get angry with a certain person, something bad happens to them against my will. I try so hard to control my emotions, but it's hard for someone emotional like me. And I've made a grave mistake with this ability.

And whenever I pass by anywhere, a building in particular, it seems like I'm able to see into that area, like magnifying it with "binoculars", even if I've never been there. And my visions are usually right.

My mother's cousin is a spirit medium. My sister has been seeing dark creatures move across our wall in our room at night when she was little.

Many people don't understand me. I've never had any friends since I was young. I'm an introvert. I know I'm different, and I don't understand it, it scares me and I get tired of being a freak and weirdo. Nobody would believe my story, until I came across this site.

Also, during the Hungry Ghost Festival (a traditional festival in my country) last year, I dreamt of my grandparents, who are dead and they told me something. Sometimes, I wonder if I'm crazy. Nowadays, I get headaches, and quite frequently. I am also able to tell a person's character easily. I sometimes know certain things before they happen.

My Jamais Vu usually give me headaches. I wish someone could explain this to me. And if these were considered gifts, I beg to differ, it's a curse to me.

Please help me.