When I first started to experience what I call me "blasts" was connected directly to my practice of meditation. When I first began to meditate, energy would be activated in me and my body would start to move, at first mostly my hands. Around this time I began to sense the presence of people - people who had strong energy fields and people who were feeling any intense emotion. I began to physically feel, in my gut, peoples fear, anger, anxiety - really anything that was at an intense level - it could be a sustained feeling, if the person was really teeming, or just a quick "blast" as I call it, if they were say, attracted to someone, or anxious about something someone else said about them. I teach yoga, and I can feel when someone does not want to do something I instruct in class, and I can always tell if anyone disagrees with me. Sometimes just being around people completely wipes me out.
The most bothersome thing is it is at the same time as I really developed this was when I started to get sick and gain and lose weight. At the same time I started having anxiety attacks, heart palpitations, intense allergies I had never had before, swollen legs, extreme tiredness, especially after being around people who were going through intense emotions.
I have been to so many doctors and am never diagnosed with anything. I would put on weight easily, and lose it too, and I do eat as the feeling of filling up would make me feel better. It never really works permanently of course, because it is just part of a cycle.
How it works is when I have a strong sensation eating does quell the uncomfortable feeling, or that I feel full to quell the others feelings. Then it feels as though the intensity of feeling so much also burns it off. I feel like I must be ruining my body physically. I am not heavy at all, but it feels very unhealthy for me to constantly eat a lot and then lose a lot from so much energy running through me. My legs are where all the weight seems to go.
Can someone advise me on how to get a handle on this?
Thank you all so much
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You need to clear your chakras. You can read about this on the net. Its obvious your taking in everyone's negative energy and messing up your own. At the end imagine and visualise the white light. Don't forget to pray.
Please let me know if you need more help on the matter.
Luv & Light
Ruth - medium 3 years