I have had animals all my life. And when old enough I got my own. I went through a rough patch a few years ago and I bought my first cat. He meant a great deal to me, could sense when I needed him and what to do. I loved him alot. Unfortunately for me he ran away when I moved in June of last year and I never found him. I have felt bothered and haunted by it ever since as I don't actually know what has happened to him. I did not no if he was run over or if someone has kept him and he would come to me in dreams for weeks I would have the same dream. He would be walking up to me as if to say I am here. Here I am and he would just jump the fence and mossy on over or I would see him come running out of a house to my car. This has happened right up until last week when I think I felt him.
I had two cats at one stage and still have the other that did not run away. One night last week I was in bed just about asleep when I thought I felt the cat I still had jump up on my bed. I felt the heaviness of the weight and each paw. The blankets actually moved. The cat came and sat next to my leg like he was leaning on me. I reached out to pat him but he was not there so I swung my leg around to see if I could feel him as I got a chill when I could not feel him the first time. Still no cat. I turned the light on and realised he was on the other side of the glass doors to my bedroom.
I got really freaked out and went to sleep as fast as I could. But was very aware of everything. The following night the exact same thing happened again although this time my cat was on my side of the glass but no where near my bed when I felt the movements.
The third night was the most scariest. It scared me a great deal as my still with my cat acted very out of character. We were sitting on the bed and I was showering him with affection when an uneasy feeling crossed over me. Like something was watching me and behind me. My cat's eyes went dilated and we continued to shower each other in affection and then all of a sudden it felt like something was sitting behind me and the cat I was being affectionate to suddenly bit my hand.
Not hard but it was a shock as he had never done it before (apart from a playful kitten of course) and I freaked slightly and got a bit paranoid but before I could even think my cat looked to the left side behind my head, his eyes went even more dilated (if that even possible) and launched himself at me claws and teeth blaring. He aimed for my head. I freaked and pushed him off the bed and then got angry at him. He submitted to me and I was like so angry at him. It wasn't until the next day after I calmed down that I had realised that it may have been in defense of me?
My question is it possible my cat has now passed on and is letting me no he's gone or that because I have been haunted by his loss and have all the dreams and think about him a lot he's letting me know he knows where home is?
I don't really know what to make of it I just no that I all of a sudden feel a peace about him now. I'm not looking for him every time I drive around the streets.
What does this mean?
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