Someone Please Explain What I Am

My whole life strange (small) experiences have happened to me. Like telling who is going to call before they call. Telling my mother when dad was going to be late from work before he even knows that. But it's only about a year ago that I really realized what's truly happening. My mother sat down with me and talked with me about it, and ever since then I've been exploring what my abilities are.

The first and most natural thing to me is this since of knowing when something is going to happen. It's almost like a random thought that enters my mind, but it's different than most thoughts, it's more vivid and meaningful. Almost like a seen from a movie or something.

Then as I got older I could tell what was going through people's mind. Not the individual words (even though there has been times I have said what they were thinking word by word). But if we were playing a game and the way to pick the team leaders was to guess a number one through 20 I would always get the number.

Each time I did get it right a rush of pure aw. Like I knew it wasn't a lucky guess. When I was about 10 I realized I could feel spirits. I can tell where they are, if they are mad, or happy. I can tell what they looked like and sometimes how they passed. There have been several times I believe these spirits have been trying to get into contact with me. (scares the crud out of me each time!)

Now at 16, I fully accept that I am not normal. About last month a friend of mine suggested me attempting telekinesis. I was able to move a small scrap of paper across a coffee table.

The main thing I'm trying to say is I want answers. Am I a normale psychic? How do I heighten my abilities? How can I help people with this? Is there more I should look in to?

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