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By angelica1212
Date: 2009-06-09
Country: United States
State: California
Category: Telepathy / Empath
 

My name is Angelica and I was just wondering about some weird things I noticed and was wondering if anyone could help me develop my abilities, or maybe just talk to me a little and reassure me. I am 13 years old and I can't really tell my friends about this, if I don't want them to think I'm crazy, and my family wouldn't believe at all either.

So one of the things that happened was that I was sitting in the car with my mom, and then I just blurted out that I had used a new toothpaste (really random) and it turns out my mom had just been about to say that my teeth looked really white today, but she thinks it was a coincidence. Also, I was playing monopoly with my cousins and sister, and I called the numbers they would roll and got it right every time I guessed but they still think that was a coincidence too. Also I have been seeing these little circle shaped things floating around my whole life, but I never even thought about it until read the article about "orbs", and they are always sort of floating downwards. And I had dreams of random things ever since I was little, and they only started coming true now, as far as I've noticed at least, like parts of a slideshow that I watched in science class. And when I was in the fifth grade I predicted the weather and got it right evry time, and my family accused me of watching the weather channel, which I didn't because I didn't watch much tv.

But one of the things I was most concerned about is that when I'm in my room at night, sometimes I'll wake up in the middle of the night but a couple of times, I would decide to get up and get some water or something, but when I sat up, then everything would go black and I know for sure I didn't faint because I've fainted before and my mind goes blank but this time I distinctly remeber still being able to think and I was scared and worried I had become paralyzed, and I felt pressure on my body, and I stayed like that for about thirty seconds and then I could see and the feeling in body was back. It has happened twice, and most recently a few months ago, and I have told spirits to go away whenever I felt someone presnt, gosh I know I sound cheesy, and it hasn't happened since.

So I don't think it will happen again, but if someone could please PLEASE help me a little, because I have absolutely no one to talk about this, and I am feeling a little isolated.

PS I'm so sorry this is so long...

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Timfaraos (426 posts)
 
9 years ago (2015-03-29)
Poster "shawncohen", who is a psychic medium, told you to go to a spiritualist church (where psychic mediums contact/channel spirits, to manifest and talk to those present, with ectoplasm-eeeww- and other manifestations...). She said you can ask for advice there, so you can become a psychic medium like her. Well, you are free to do so, but I believe that before you take that step, you should do a little research. Read some mind blowing books, best sellers, about people who contacted spirits and 'guides' for decades. You will get informed by their experience, and you will then decide if you want to go down that road. You'll find these books if you click on my PROPHILE. I'll also tell you a story that my friend told me. His mother, was a christian living in Holland. One day, she visited a spiritualist church. In there, was a 20 metre long, heavy oak table. When she walked in the door, she shouted: " What you are doing, is EVIL!" Of course, everyone laughed... But then, that table rose 1 metre up into the air, by itself! You can draw your own conclusion, about what kind of spirits they were contacting in that place! LOL! Good luck!
ShawnCohen (1 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-01-19)
Dear Sweet Angelica, I have been a professional psychic and medium for nearly 30 years, and trust me, please, when I tell you that what you are experiencing is a wonderful beginning of your own psychic gifts opening up! Yes, it looks scary when you don't know or understand what is happening and therefore, you need to learn how to develop and use the gifts you have. I have a daughter also 13, and she has been born with my gifts, she sees spirit and has talked to me about her visions and dreams because she knows I won't think she is "crazy" or making things up! The truth is we are all Psychic and able to tap into this but some of us will be more open and even at such an early age. I know it feels like it is not something you want, because to be "different" as a teenager is almost more scary, to be "judged" by others... And I can tell you that this will change as you grow older and if you chose to develop these gifts (like a person who has a gift for music learns to practice their piano until they know it with their eyes closed!) you, too will find much joy and growth for yourself, and understanding. We are all here on this planet to learn and grow, and that it the real objective... To then help others from what we have learned. Don't be afraid, honor your gifts... Begin by keeping a notebook of what you experience, and write down the date on each page. Then find a good teacher... I know you are young, but try your local Spiritualist Church, they can answer your questions and help you grow and develop for not a lot of money. Books too can help and many you can now find at the library. Start with books on understanding your dreams, and this can help you with some of the issues you wrote about. I also think that you were having some astral projection experiences which a lot of psychic have, but we all have them, but usually don't remember them. I wish you all the best, and know this is a normal gift, nothing to be overly anxious about. Lots of young people are coming in with these gifts and another good book would be by Doreen Virtue on "Indigo Children, Crystal Children" if you Google her, she is a great source to start with. You do have a Guardian Angel as we all do, and they, too can be called upon anytime to help... You are not alone. Best wishes to you, hope this helps you. 😁
JVALLE24 (guest)
 
14 years ago (2009-11-08)
Simple Angelica connect with your angel. Your angel will answer most of your questions. I have angels myself and they have helped me so much and I truly believe your can to. With paper and pencil and concentrating in allowing them communicate with you (a positive and loving force you will feel). When I first connected with my wonderful goofy angels I was crying with joy. I felt like I can really help you. There is so much to learn couple of thing are not even in books. Let me no if I helped you... I hope that everything turns out well for you... Now that your gifted but enjoy life to ok:)
Echo (9 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-06-26)
*hides* This probably isn't helpful... But I had to say it. Have you ever watched ghost Adventures? There's an episode where someone gets partially 'possessed', or something similar, and a small white orb is seen near him. Also, another time, when these long cuts appeared on a guy's back from nowhere, that burned and hurt, a white orb was seen either entering or leaving his head afterward (can't remember which.) Hope that doesn't scare you or anything - just thought of it while reading this and wanted to mention it. These white orbs may be the manifestations of spirits. But hey, you never know.
bluehoodedmisery (4 stories) (42 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-06-18)
its not coincidence and you are not crazy because if you were crazy then I would be. I have had the same psychic experiences as you have and I am also figuring out what mine are. I'm fifteen now and I've been getting more senses recently then I did when I was your age. And when I was your age, I was starting to understand all of this. Somewhere inside of me I have always known about psychics and their gifts. And in the last few years, I have been realizing that I am just like other psychic even though my senses aren't as strong as others.

The part about seeing all black, I get that too. Almost every morning if I stand up. It also happened when I got really sick two years ago. I think that is when it started for me, when my powers got enhanced. I don't know if anyone else got theirs from being really sick before but after that time everything changed for me. I could see things others couldn't, I could hear things, I could tell when something was going to happen or what will happen. You are not alone Angelica.

I know this kind of doesn't help but maybe if you want to talk about your gifts or need some advice, contact me.
aloxela (1 stories) (4 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-06-15)
i have pretty similar things. I'm also 13 and sometimes I answer questions people are about to ask and other times I just stare into space for no good reason. I also have some sort of visions and see similar things to the orbs. You'll get used to it. 😁
MejinkGen (1 stories) (2 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-06-15)
There is no such thing as coincidence!:) You do indeed have an extra sense, naturally, but it can and probably will be developed as you get older. But yes, the pressure on your chest and senses blocked out, as you can already tell, is bad. You did the right thing by telling the spirits, or whatever it may be, to go away. Glad they did.

However, be careful as you develop these skills and perceptions, because you have access to "levels of dimension" or "channels" that typically, humans are not aware of. This means that spirits may be drawn to you, and if they find you susceptible, they may try to do that... Incarnate into you to use you as a "house".
This doesn't necessarily mean they can or will "possess" you, just that you could become more susceptible to their influences if you are not careful. Beware cruel or negative voices in your head, as strange as that sounds, for often those are not actually us talking, but spirits that may or may not feed off fear or anger.

This may sound crazy, but I've had a similar experience with negative energy manifest (some call this a spirit, at the time it happened I called it a demon) and while it did not try to manifest in me, it did outside me, and I believe was created or derived from me cutting myself over a long period of time... However, a good spirit, or entity has manifested to become part of myself, and while I know she is good, when it happened it was scary because of the aforementioned pressure and paralysis, that seems to be present no matter what nature of the spirit during incarnation. Once a spirit is incarnated into you, unless you seek to remove it (and I have no idea how to do this) it will always be a deep part of you... It is this latter spirit before incarnation that actually destroyed or banished the negative spirit. This is part why I know the good spirit would never have done me harm, and so allowed her, consciously, to incarnate to me. Though I'm not sure, come to think of it, if I really could have stopped her, though I don't know because with Mejink, I did not try.

I hope this helped.:) Please be careful, just stay strong-willed.
FrozenInnocence (guest)
 
15 years ago (2009-06-15)
You may be having visions if your surrounded by black. Like me I believe that it's visions just not developed yet. Though I'm not sure - I never am when it comes to this stuff. I know it's very scary doing this alone. I'm nearly thirteen and I have been seeming to develope things more and more. I've been dealing on my own with this and it's terrifying. I've only told my six year old sister because my gut feeling said I had to. She doesn't fully understnad enough to help me with it. It may not help but don't do anything you will regret by telling someone. Wait until you are very sure or have sense you Have to tell them wether you want to or not. That's what I had to do.
Oracle101 (2 stories) (506 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-06-15)
Telling your family might not be necessary if you are already SHOWING them your abilities (as you explained above). They might even be the first to bring up the topic. So you might not have to worry so much about that.

Whereas the blackness you experience at night might possibly be created by spirits who do not want you to end your sleep. This might be because they want to continue accessing you through your dreams or thoughts.

But if it makes you feel scared then you can demand that they leave. Spirits usually only have power to come and stay if you welcome them, call on them, or invite them. If you tell a spirit to leave and tell them they are not welcome then they will usually leave (this technique works much faster if you did not invite the spirit in the first place).

Try this and tell me if it continues.

Oracle
Marvin (1 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-06-14)
I experienced the 'paralysis' too.
I woke up at night and I could not move, and I heard voices. After about a minute I could move again and the voices disappeared. I was really scared, but I think it was a wonderful experience.

Love,

Marvin
godfathrgirl (1 stories) (3 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-06-12)
Hi there! Hey, kudos for getting on here and opening up to us about these strange goings-on. Be careful who you tell these things to, because let me tell you, I had an experience that terrified me and before I realized this sight existed I told my best friend. She told people. I was tagged as a crazy lunatic. Stick to this for a while.
Anyhow. As for the orbs, I agree with ostara8. I get them on my photos and in certain places. It could be that you have little flecks of dirt in your eyes (do you have contacts?) Also you could be picking up glares off shiny objects. But it just might be that you have a gift to see spirits most cannot.
Ah the guessing games. Either you're extremely lucky or you seriously can feel the energy. I never believe this stuff until I realized it happened to me. Keep an opened mind, you're doing fine! Don't worry about the sleep paralysis. Next time it happens take a deep breath and be wary to get out of bed. Wouldn't want you falling!
God Bless You!
Feel free to email me at ShadowCountess90 [at] aim.com
I'm 14 and I'd be glad to talk with you about this! I'm much alike!
revsilverson (guest)
 
15 years ago (2009-06-12)
most people only accept what their physical senses experience. So they disregard their spiritual senses such as intuition, empathy, and stronger psychic experiences because for some reason they feel threatened by them. If they were to believe in psychic senses they think their world would be turned upside down. It reminds of animals that fear things they don't understand. They take an aggressive stance and strike out.

You have some precognitive ability and do experience sleep paralysis. The interesting thing in your story is that when you asked the spirits to go away the episodes of sleep paralysis stopped. Usually sleep paralysis doesn't work that way. There is something called the hag syndrome where people feel paralyzed and a weight on their chest as though they can't breathe. If the sleep paralysis returns try asking it to go away again. It seems to work for you.

Love and Light
ostara8 (124 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-06-11)
oh... The orbs... I get them in photos a lot, out in nature, and around certain people, especially at parties. People say different things about them, but my understanding is that these orbs are guardian spirits of the earth and its inhabitants, to be general. They are around you becuase you are, well, special, like the others on this site. But... You can SEE them, which not all of us can... YET lol
ostara8 (124 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-06-11)
hi, you are not alone, trust me:)
Lots of people experience what you are... The sleep thing, it is called sleep paralysis. It is actually a very 'normal' psychological term, meaning that the mind wakes up before the body does, hence why you cannot move. It can actually be very very scary! I used to get it all the time. Foe some reason though, pstchic type people tend to experience it more often... Which is interesting. But rather than say astral traveling, in your case, I reckon it is just the sleep paralysis. Look it up, you will see what I mean. For the rest, that's great:) you don't have to tell anyone who would not understand... There are many people on here who will, so perhaps stick to telling us for now hey:)
I suggest you look up these terms, that I noticed you may be experiencing (google them)
Telepathy
Clairvyance
Claircognizance
And decide for yourself, because you know yourself bette than anyone. So, in short... You have psychic ability, like us:) so welcome
TaylorHatesLove (11 stories) (93 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-06-11)
The part where black surrounds you, I think that's commen because I get to sometimes when I sit/stand up. As a matter of fact, it happened this morning.

But anyway, you might be a beginning premonition seer. It helps you when you "see the future" and need to do something about it.

I'm not quite sure about the orbs though, you might need to talk to someone who knows a lot about them.

But I hope this helps! 😊

Taylor ❤

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