Shadow World

The truth of the matter is that its all about perspective. You have been given a heavy burden to bear, but you arent alone in that - what you make of it will mean all the difference I think, just try to turn everything around into a positive: a dark rainy day isn't a bright sunny day but it isn't so bad when you think of all that water nourishing plant life and washing away the pollution of the previous day, eh?

As for controlling spark-energy, all it takes is focus and willpower. You will gain focus through discipline and concentration exercises, you have willpower already, so all you have do is try - in time what was hard at first may very well become second nature as it was for me.

I think that trying to control something sentient is wrong, that would imply using some form of compulsion or spiritual blackmail. Also, beware of the illusion of control... A shadow has no allegiance but onto itself, and will turn on you if it suits its purposes - remember that.

Everything that exists is neither truly good or evil. There are no real absolutes. We have evil in the world and it is permitted because in part how could we possibly know good from evil if we had nothing to compare good against? Dont look on the darker aspects of life in a negative way, turn it into a positive... Isn't it an opportunity of sorts? Cannot a shadow be guided down the path of redemption? All it takes is a loving soul and patience - kinda.

Think not so much on the actions of your past, we all make mistakes. Do the right thing with the knowledge you have gained, learn from it. Yes, we will most likely hit our heads against brick walls again and again before we learn the error of our ways but isn't that what life is about? Isnt it supposed to be a journey of self-discovery and spiritual development? Depends on what you believe or not.

Have faith in the positive nature of your beliefs - is more or less what the cards said about your past. Does that not tie in with the idea that we forge our beliefs in the fires of the knowledge gained from what is now the past? So have faith in yourself.

Enough from Yoda-Galmo for now... If you seek the answers you will find them, I'm sure, when the time is right.

Galmordagan, thanks for that, it really helped me a lot and lighten things up a bit. I appreciate you going to the tarot cards for this. I'm still not sure as you said if this is a gift or curse, but I will try and control it, even if I can't control these sparks, maybe when I look into this different realm or so, I can control these "beings" or Entities. I don't want to neglect it because I am the only one in the family who has such experiances. I think this shadow world though may be a bad thing, actions of the past such as messing with the ouija board. I really thank you for that. I will keep you posted.
Demonboy.

I consulted the tarot cards for you on this one friend.

I think there is a good omen in this, the realisation of a special ability - think of it as a precious gift and one freely given. Hope has taken root in your heart I think, so let it grow into a mighty tree. Have faith friend in the positive nature of your beliefs. Do not doubt yourself (although a modicum of skeptism can be healthy), or give into ignorance - learn what you can and perceive what you may with this knowledge... But what of the learning?

There are forces in this world that we do not truly understand, it is said that the guardians of knowledge are numinous and are not meant to be understood by us. Here begins the clash between positive and negative forces. If you are gifted with a mysterious skill then learn all that you wish to learn of it or not, it could be considered that what renders our alignment is neither the learning or the gift itself but our decisions and the very actions that reflect them. Be wary though for not everything is as it seems that some knowledge will have a price, perhaps one that should not have been paid...

Anyway, in the here and now utilise your dreams and emotions for the betterment of life - how I don't know but you will in time if you make it your goal. I suspect you are emotionally strong, the cards tell me so, and that you can make things happen (the strength is within) - how they don't say, I guess that's up to you.

If you tred the path to master yourself, learn discipline and work on your strengths (dont neglect your weaknesses either) - your strengths are a good place to start I suppose - then you should do okay. If you don't see the use in or even try to use your abilities then you could very well be wasting these gifts (I don't know they are gifts to be honest, a gift can be a curse as much as a blessing, same goes for awakened talent).

Look to the future, be mindful of the past, and focus on the present lest it pass you by. New beginnings are coming and they are tied inexplicably to the very choices you will make, in fact they are always coming (new beginnings that is), and no soul is beyond redemption even "shadowy" ones. As for the path you shall tred I have no advice to offer and neither does the cards or so they suggest as it will be your choice to make alone.

Decide what course of action you will take, look inside yourself and your heart will guide you. In the face of adversity fear not for the strength to persevere and endure is within you. Just be careful, as what we think is good for us now might not be as we percieve it - sometimes we learn the hard way, I know I do, but it doesn't mean you have to too - the choice is yours.

The thing I'm mostly curious about is this shadow world. I have been doing it a lot more now. These shadow people are all over the place, they send me messages through telepathy. I know I sound crazy, but I'm really not.

Thanks for the comments. I'm not sure about the meeting new people. The dream happened when I was 6 until now. I haven't met any "crazy kids" and the new dream recurring, its in the middle of grade 9. And next year is grade 10 which I am leaving in. I'm not sure but I think its a bad sign.

Here is the dream dictionary definition of an alien.
To see aliens in your dream, signifies that you are having difficulties adapting and adjusting to your new surroundings. You are feeling "alienated" and invaded. You are also having difficulties in how to handle or deal with a certain situation or person. On a psychological level, seeing aliens may represent an encounter with an unfamiliar or neglected aspect of your own self.

School:
Alternatively, a dream that takes place in school may be a metaphor for the lessons that you are learning from your waking life. You may be going through a "spiritual learning" experience.

Http://www.dreammoods.com/

I had a reacurring dream before, from when I was about 3 to when I was in 6th grade... It was at my old house, and when I moved, the dream ended. I still don't understand anything about it.
If you figure anything out let me know

Demonboy,

To me, it seems like your dreams about the aliens might be a foreshadow of the grade you're going into school next year. If you're going to highschool (or already in it), the aliens might represent your new teachers and they either put you next to your friends or in reality you'll be allowed to choose your seat.

The dreams about the crazy kid, it might be just a nightmare or (as I've said above) a foreshadow of the new people you're going to meet.

I really hope this helps.

Taylor ❤