I'm quite new to all of this, to start off with. Lately, it clicked in my mind what has been happening and has been bothering me to the point where I wanted to voice out what I've noticed like I'm doing now.
To start off, I'll go into what made me notice that I believe to have a weak sense of things that are growing within me.
For example, I will be typing on my laptop going about normal thing until I find this weird feeling in my chest, along with my head as if it's connected, and I find my hand reaching over to my phone. I catch what I'm doing, confused, pull my hand away and go back to my laptop. Few seconds later my phone rings. For the summer this has happened quite a few times, and each time the phone rings afterwards.
There was also an incident in the past where I was sitting, and then I got an image of my mom walking in the house with 2 dogs on leashes. 10 minutes later my mom walks in with 2 puppies in her arms. It was a surprise for me, and I did not know at all they had bought puppies.
Another incident was I just moved into a new house, from one that I swear I was being bothered by something in my room. That's another discussion for another site, yet, it was the first day I'd be going to another bus stop. That night I was sick to my stomach. The chest and mind feeling was back and I felt as if something horribly wrong was going to happen, I even had nightmares that night as well about a woman dying. That morning, early in, I took the route to my bus stop behind some houses, and I had this eerie feeling of being watched. I hate remembering this because of what I could have done to help, but a young girl had hung herself. She jumped out of her second story window. From the report of the cops, after seeing them zip by my bus stop 30 minutes later. I was told she died the time I was walking to my bus stop. I remember checking my watch as I was in front of her, looking to my left, and right from the feeling, but didn't look back. I was the last person she saw.
Then you have weak moments in my dreams where, for example, one of my dreams I had looked at the clock and it was 4:37, there was that chest and mind feeling again, a fight between 2 people in my dream broke out. That week, I ended up getting into a fight at 4:37.
Then you will have strange deja vu moments, where that same chest and mind feeling comes in, but when I have deja vu I get seriously sick. I break out in a cold sweat and my body becomes all numb and tingly, I look around and it feels like I know what is going on and sometimes, like for example, I can say what my teacher says as she says it, not after.
My moments are very weak, and I'm curious if I could develop them more... Since I believe I do have something like this due to another experience I have had back in 3rd grade using a pipe cleaner, piece of my hair, and a red marker to wish for chicken pox. 3 days later I got them. Which is so weird, because I remember no one having chicken pox around me.
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