Help Me Make It All Go Away

By yakimandu
(1 stories) (0 posts) (the author is a middle age adult)
Date: 2009-09-29
Country: United States
State: Louisiana
Category: Psychic Medium

This is *not* a ghost story which is why I'm posting it here but I first saw a ghost when I was 20, and I did not believe in ghosts. Other people in the room saw her too. Ever since then my mother and I have helped police find 4 missing persons in these past six years. None of those people were found alive. I believe the experience I had when I was 20 triggered something in me and I want it turned off.

I dream the future. I feel horrible feelings in certain places (which helped with the missing) or at random times. I hear noises, I feel things touching me, I see little "camera flashes" at night.

I am on edge now so much that I can barely function in my normal life. I can never sleep and when I have one of those "dark feelings" I have to flee whatever area I'm in. I REFUSE to go ghost hunting with friends or even go camping these days because that feeling is so deep now and something is guaranteed to happen.

I've had medical tests to see if anything was wrong with me. Only thing that was found was occasionally high blood sugar.

I've taken a lot of tests to see how psychic I am. When it comes to the guessing shapes and colors cards, I almost always guess right...

I don't want to live like this anymore. Some people think it would be cool to have a "gift" like this, but I don't. I want it all gone. I want to be normal again. I want it to all go away. Please, does anyone have any suggestions to somehow block this out? I've thought about going back to church but I am quite afraid it will sensitize me even more... Advice?

Please, this is not a joke or fiction, I need help.

Misty

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bennygone (13 posts)

14 years ago (2009-12-15)

I understand you perfectly since I have been there too. Honestly I also had some tests done on me. What you could do is many things to "understand it" so you are less scared. Some people may say you can control it but the reality is "you cant" but you can make it easy on you.
I have felt cursed and even got mad at God. But at the end It is all about love and help ourselves and others. The bad side of this is "dark entities" and bad energies that get in the way. If you allow them they can drag you down.
Going back to church may be a good idea, after all it will lift your spirit.
I won't tell you "not to fear" sometimes it is imposible.
But think what you really want to do with it, yes I know, besides make the gift dissapear. Search withing yourself. You have a great heart, I bet at the end you won't walk away from it. Embracing this so call and wanted "gift" takes time.
If you need a friend with the same abilities write me at: scaredpsychic [at] yahoo.com I am a woman psychic too.

penguin_hannah (8 posts)

14 years ago (2009-11-12)

it doesn't really work all that well if you try to ignore they can get out of control if you don't try to use them I'm not trying to be mean 😊

Whitewolf (1 stories) (8 posts)

15 years ago (2009-10-07)

cyopath: a slipknot perhaps? I make a lot of them out of boredom sometimes.

Tessalovesmusic (3 stories) (72 posts)

15 years ago (2009-09-30)

Nobody's normal, I'm sorry but your stuck with these gifts. Everyones psychic, some just don't embrace it. I agree with the other two, you need to learn to live with this and control it. I'm sorry there's not much else you can do.

Tessa ❤

pegs_deborah (3 stories) (112 posts)

15 years ago (2009-09-30)

I'll be honest. I've tried to make mine go away. I've tried ignoring them. Nothing works. Thus, I think the only route you can go is learning more about your gifts and how to control them and how to live with them. Good luck.

cyopathic (5 stories) (513 posts)

15 years ago (2009-09-30)

Well you can not get rid of your powers but you can control them you are making it worser for yourself if you do not accept and just try to get away from it. Its like geting a rope tied around your arm and if you keep trying to run away the knot gets tighter I forgot what kind of not that was well all knots are like that I think wait no not all but meditate and don't think of your powers to much but I can only judge on what you say.

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