Growing Up Is A Hard Thing To Do 2

I had something different happen to me recently. I've never had anything like this happen before and I'm just wondering what it was! I was relaxing in the shower of all places and I just grabbed a new bar of soap and opened it. After a while of lathering into the sponge-y thing I suddenly dozed off and started to see like a slide show of images and hearing sounds.

At first I started to see black ribbons then they turned red and then an image of a little blond girl with a red ribbon on her hair, wearing a red and white polka dot dress pops up. Then I see her parents and the park where she was then her house, by this time the images slow down as if I am walking through her house. All of a sudden I see the clock by their phone and it displayed 1:25pm. Then I was back in the shower. It felt like five minutes passed and it was just mere seconds.

Also on the weekend I was working with my sister at this location where people with Alzheimer's live. I felt sick while I was waiting outside for her, dropping off some medication, then I felt something rush through me and then extreme grief and sadness. A car stopped by moments later, and I knew that the person from that car was here for whoever was feeling like that. When my sister arrived I somewhat mentioned I felt sick, talking about things like this is very unconformable because she doesn't really understand and it's really awkward. She told me that someone had just passed away and I was stunned to find that out. I started to feel uneasy after moments of driving. Then I felt a confused presence there just following. I felt drained and I was sure what that was. Without thinking I asked why she was here and while I was getting ready for bed I felt I was off, like in a trance or something similar. Then I said it was OK and I felt the presence leave. I mentioned this to one of my email buddies and she told me that I was sort of leading her because she wasn't sure what happened to her, like she was aware. I don't know how that works or what to really call what I am able to do now.

If anyone has a place I can find some information that could help me out I would appreciate it.

Thanks!