This is my very first memory of a paranormal experience. I would call this encounter and the others like it one of spiritual possession or a spirit or entity of some type trying to communicate through me. The experience took place when I was around the age of 6 or 7, but actually, I'd say this happened off and on between the ages of 6 and 10 to be honest and a few times even up to the age of 13.
The most distinct memory I have is at the age of around 6 or 7 as I said and I remember waking from my bed in a robotic state. I have done this many times since then, although I can't clearly recall if this was the first time, just the most memorable. I felt very violated & restricted. I guess it is similar to what one may compare to rape as if your body is being intruded against your will. I felt forced up out of bed & very ill, faint. I felt as though I was getting a fever, my head would pound, I would become dizzy & the room seemed very cloudy and disarray. The strongest feeling I have for some reason echos the movie Signs where the little girl says "Can I have a glass of water?". That seems the best way I can explain it because it was eerie and yet I felt dreadfully deprived of liquids, so thirsty and warm almost like I was burning. Yet, at the same time I felt a chill. I felt evil. I felt scared and like I was fighting off these feelings yet I couldn't help responding to them. I would often end up fighting to the point where they would fade gradually, but often I was left crying, shaking, feeling as though something was wrong with me.
Slight symptoms began to resonate in areas of my life even without the strange connections. I guess experiencing it so often made me extremely paranoid & I would begin having a slight case of O.C.D. (obsessive compulsive disorder) where I had to check everything and keep everything balanced and sensible. Keep things in control. I still have a bit of issues with control that I think may be related to those situations. Feeling so used & just plain scared and taken over. It wasn't until my recent years, maybe just a year or less ago that I realized I may have been under some sort of demonic or spiritual possession. I don't have the experiences of a medium or connection to spirits daily, but I have had an unnatural amount of experiences. I have also said in my other posts I believe I am an Empath because I wonder if I was simply channeling something around me with very little control. Let me know what you think.
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