I Had A Baby?

It work, but it doesn't matter when you see they're happy and smiling:) But whenever they're sad it kills me. I hate missing them growing up and talking to them.
It sucks 'cause recently the Mom (an adult friend of mine) had a majour cash slow-down, and now she doesn't have enough money for gas to go between towns so I can see the boys. It kills I don't get to see them every weeks: (

Haa. 😁 yeah me too. Like I used to baby sit these twins (a boy and a girl) and I had to deal with the exact same stuff as you. Well except for the puking, can't say I've ever been puked on. Lol:) and I loved them so much! Even though they were serious work so I understand that it isn't just cuddling and stuff too. And also, yeah, you're deffinately not alone.:)

I'm glad your sharing:) It means I'm not alone... I babysit two baby boys, so I understand it's not just 'I love you's' And hugs and stuff. I've pulled all nighters with babies, made bottles, gave baths, dealt with fits, been peed on, puked on, and I couldn't love them more:)

hi CuriousPsychic13,
Okay this is going to sound weird but I had the EXCACT same experience as you. Except I had a girl, named Heidi Elizabeth [my last name]. I went through the same thing but I'm not really sure why. I think it might have been a warning or something. Actually I can almost FEEL that it was a warning. But I'm not sure of what. Hmm... Sorry I couldn't help much, I guess I just thought I should share it for some reason. 😕

Thank you so much for for your comment SeekingKnowledge:) I'm glad I found this site, because it's a way to express yourself where your alike but altogehter different:)

I've read all of your posts and I must say that you are truly blessed. I find it quite inspiring that you are so comfortable and mature about the gifts that have been bestowed upon you. You truly are a person I see carrying on throughout with grace and maturity. I don't have any responses in particular to your posts beyond what was already offered but I would just like to say that you have quite the life ahead of you and am sure that you will follow it with grace. I think that along with love and giving, seeking to balance emotion and intellect are key to living life to its fullest potential. I hope that you will always hold your experiences dear to your heart and continue to seek answers and understanding of all that's been given to you. Don't stop posting because believe me your sharing is good for you as well as all who read. I hope that everything continues to turn out well for you in your quest for enlightenment and that you press on to reach new conclusion and new discoveries as you explore your many gifts, blessings- ❤

Well I'm not sure what it means but I thought I would share this option...

My sister and I both have had some interesting dreams [as well as some that have come to pass-but that's another article all together] where we were other people. Once she dreamed she was a little boy in Africa on the Sahara hunting. She could feel that she was someone else, and even looked down to see her dark hands.

I can't help but feel like perhaps you were in someone else's "head" and it simply make a huge impact on you. I think it's natural to assign parts of yourself into the experiences, like your last name. I've found other posts on here about others having similar things happen...

Good luck.

Mystik, someone told me recently I have empathic abilities. But I don't feel them on a normal basis. I can feel when someone is upset, but nothing else really, so maybe I am. Once when I was sitting at home my back started hurting, so the next day I asked my friend for no reason if her back had been hurting and she said it had, so I'm not to experienced there. But my dreams have given me headaches for when I woke up, cramps, stiffness, a couple of times I've had bruises, but nothing marks. I might try the shield thing, thank you:)

Psychic_or_Psycho that sounds believable, I baby sit two boys, one is about seventeen months, and the other is about seven months, so I know what it's like to be a parent for a baby, I love them both, A LOT. But I don't think that's it. It just seems... Strange that I'd want a baby. But it could deffinetly be it. Thank You:)

Curious... I have had lucid dreams, visions, deja vu, premonitions and empathic abilities since I was very very young. I can remember dreams that were strange, or would later come true from a very early age. One of my uncles died violently the day before my 5th birthday, I dreamed it as if I was him. When I awoke the next morning I knew he wasn't coming to my party and kept telling my family he was gone. They didn't find him for another two days. What you are experiencing is a combination of things. Conventionally, dreams are a process we go through to sort out things in our daily lives we aren't able to work through while conscious. Those dreams are usually cryptic or symbolic in some ways, and we have to decypher their meanings in order to come to grips with and find the solutions our minds are trying to work out. The dream you describe could be one of these kinds of dreams, or it could be something deeper. You may be experiencing someone elses life. You may be an empath, and your spirit is more open to when you are asleep. If your dream is only your mind trying to work out the feelings of loneliness and abandonment from not having a close family relationship, you wouldn't be experiencing such strong physical symptoms. The link to the physical symptoms suggest empathic abilities that are very strong, and may or may not be linked to someone you know. I had a dream of being injured, when I woke up my right leg was in excrutiating pain from my hip to my ankle. Forr days I walked with a limp and couldn't put pressure on my leg. I received a call from my exhusband while he was stationed in Iraq, he had fractured his hip, and his leg in three places and had been in horrible pain for the last few days. He called because thinking of me eased the pain. Talking to him, mine dissappeared. Things like this have happened frequently throughout my life. I have had to learn to put "sheilds" in place around myself so that I am not as open to others. I encourage you to take sometime and sit down and record your dreams, all of them. After a few days go back to your journal and read your dreams, see if you can dicypher what the dream is telling you or what the experience may have meant. For the ones that you discover are "for someone else", send out a prayer, positive affirmation or healing energy and love for that person, it helps the residule energy clear up faster. Now is a good time to start on a self discovery journey to become intouch with who you are completly. There are many books on meditation, healing energies, and spiritual/psychic abilities that will help you understand yourself and your experiences. As you get older and learn more many things will change as you become more familiar with your abilities and you continue to evolve. I wish you a wonderful journey. Peace and Blessings

i think you want a child like most girls/women like me I really want twin boys and to name them irigo and juki I have no idea why but I do I think that this is a vision of what your futre is going to be so just be carful with your relation ships ok bye ❤

Thanks AnneV:) I'm pretty satisfied with life, but it can get awkward because people will talk about how awsome their parents are, and I'll say nothing because there's nothing good to say about my biological parents. Thank you again for the support:)

I am sorry you don't have your parent's support. That is difficult indeed. I was put in an orphanage when I was two by my mother so I know about not having a parent around to help in these trying times. This is even more reason that people have to learn to love themselves because if we wait for others to do that, it may never happen and we live an unfulfilled and wanting life. People, things and events are transient ("This too shall pass") but love of self is eternal. If you ever need to talk privately, feel free to email me at eclecticraven ( [at] ) yahoo.com. Though I may not always say what you want to hear;) but it is always meant well and it's from the perspective of a woman who has been there. It's so hard for any of us to see our lives through the trees that an outside perspective can be refreshing.

Be well,
Anne

I haven't spoken with my mom since christmas of '08, and I haven't spoken to my dad since I was about eight... I live with my aunt, and I told her, btu she just said to get over it. I don't want to tell anyone else because they wouldn't understand. But now I have a little more ground to this, thank you AnneV.

At 13 you don't realize the responsibility of a child. It's a lot more than hugging and terms of endearment (ask your parents, they will tell you). It is a massive responsibility (at any age) and if you romanticize it, you will seek to fulfill that.

Instead of projecting your neediness on a dream baby, ask what is it that you're missing from within yourself. Thirteen is a time of discovery, learning and sharing experiences with peers, not parenting. You're still under the care of your own parents and growing up.

Dreams mean many many things. We want so desperately for the good ones to come true, and flee the bad ones. The fact is, they are generally very symbolic. In this dream, you have an emptiness and you've projected what you think will fulfill this. Is your social life wanting? Are you not connecting with your parents? And speaking of parents, have you talked to them about this? It's not the baby that you are truly missing but the feeling the baby gave you in your dreams. Somewhere in your life this emptiness was created. Part of our life mission is finding out what that is. Try and learn to feel that feeling all on your own. This applies to all of us that seek peace and love external to ourselves. This is why so many marriages and relationships fail because we've got this hole and we're looking for someone or something to fill this.

I know this probably is hard to understand but if you have a good relationship with your parents (maybe start with your mother), speak to them about this.

Anne