Puzzling Esp Experience, Missing Girl In Minnesota

pegs_deborah,
I don't think anyone can counsel you on what to do with your gift other than you. I would suggest stepping up to the plate and doing everything that you are comfortable with to bring things to peoples' attentions. I also recommend praying for them if you feel inclined. A gift such as yours and mine can help to save lives and must be acknowledged as something significant, even though there may be a scary underbelly.

badpesta,
I wish I could agree with you, but it is my impression that both brothers acted as though they had something to hide. I did not get the feeling they were afraid for themselves, more that they were concerned that their secret remain as such. The detectives are so focused on the one theory that this has indeed remained the case. They refuse to acknowledge that any of Lori's friends could have had ill intent toward her, or that her boyfriend might not.

pegs_deborah,
I understand your dilemna, and something of your gift, for that is what it is.

One of my son's friends was killed in our apartment complex when they were in the first grade. I was so frantic I ran out of the house and drove 10 miles away. When I returned it was all over the news. I wondered if I was a witch, and I felt terrible that I ran rather than trying to go in the direction of the energies I was experiencing. I felt that I failed her for many years.

I too dream and have insights about cases in the news. I prayed they would find Stacey Peterson and her baby, and they did. I prayed for Kaylee Anthony, the toddler in Florida and she was found. We need to trust our instincts and do what we can to help; trust our instincts in how to move forward too.

Badpesta,
I appreciate your input. It is ironic (or maybe not) that I spent some time on the phone with the detective now assigned to this case, and felt a sense of clearing of the past and freedom to rethink everything. I made the promise to look at this case objectively, and not be focused on the narrow perspective that brought me into it. I feel that things are starting to move. It is very exciting. I gave away a jacket the man who killed himself gave me, and that helped me to let go. I am getting fresh impressions and feel that I am no longer blocked by thinking only of him and his brother. I am encouraged that this detective has a somewhat open mind to the intuitive; the original man did not.

Pamina,

You were right about this woman being dead. Whenever I do cases for missing persons, like you, I also go through an emotional "death" process of the victim (only if the missing person is dead). I do not die, but I go through what the victim feels. Therefore, it is kind of weird because it is like you die right along with them, when in reality, you don't.

Your feelings about this guy who committed suicide were right but the conclusion you came to about him is wrong. He was not involved in the murdering of this woman. The dark cloud around him that you were sensing is true, but you were just sensing his true suicidal feelings, not something sinister. People can trick us because they can appear to be happy, etc., when in fact we are sensing something WAY different than that, and in this case, you were sensing his depression. So again, your "feelings" were right but not your conclusion about this guy who committed suicide.

You will also find out that this woman that is missing and is dead was living on the dark side. That is why you became afraid of her friends (because her friends were like her). Her friends really were trying to find out what happened to her because they were fearful for their lives too. This woman and her friends were all involved in drugs, but that doesn't mean this woman's friends had anything directly to do with this woman's murder.

I don't really have advice as I find myself wrestling with sort of the same issues. Here's my experience (s):

I have precognitive dreams. I've been having them since before kindergarten. For a long time, they simply dissipated. They didn't really go away. They just didn't happen as frequently. I'm in my 30's now and they happen much more frequently. Things happen everyday that I've already dreamt. My dreams usually show me things that happen anywhere from 2 years to 5 years into the future. Thus, what happened today is from dreams I had over 2 years ago.

I dream of many things. Sometimes they are significant and sometimes they seem rather mundane. Sometimes, I dream about children who are missing or who have been kidnapped. I dream about the cases that make national headlines. It's happened at least three times. The last time it happened I realized what was going on during the dream and I felt absolutely helpless to change anything. I hoped it was just a nightmare (and not precognitive) and I did my best to make the dream go away and not show me anymore information. (I regret that now).

I've wrestled with whether or not I should do something about these sort of dreams. I mean if I witness a child being kidnapped or hurt then I feel obligated. Yet, if I were to tell the authorities, I am certain they wouldn't believe me. If they did believe me, I'm afraid they would think my information can from firsthand knowledge (as in I'm the perpetrator of the crime). Thus, I'm not sure that telling any authority would work or be useful. I'm am lucky though in that I have a cousin who works for law enforcement and I've decided that should anything ever happen much closer to home that I get info about then I will tell him. Whether he believes me or not is another story, but I know he wouldn't believe I was a suspect. For other cases, in the future, I may call the hotlines they sometimes put out and call in anonymously. Ultimately, my thinking is this, there is very little I can do to make the authorities take me seriously and follow up on my information. All I can do is relay the information I have, if at all possible, and urge them to act on it. Whatever else happens is up to them.

I know how difficult it can be though to have this sort of information about missing people. It's difficult. The only bright side for me is that sometimes when I do dream about these things I'm able to actually influence events from a dream state. I'm not sure how I am able to do that. Once, I managed to prevent a kidnapper from killing a girl, (and then her children - babies) by beaming 'light' into him. He didn't let her go but he didn't kill them either. I don't know how this happened. Maybe I had an OBE and visited them astrally. I don't know. Another time I witness a plane crash and one of the passengers was a little girl. I managed to 'save' her and stayed with her until the rescuers found her. That felt very rewarding.

I'm interested to see what other people post in response to your story. I'm sure that you and I are not the only people with psychic ability who wrestle with this. Good luck.