I've known I'm psychic for about a full year now, and since I first learned who I was, I've known about demons. All my life, I've been empathic, though I haven't realized it until quite recently, and people have always felt that they should come to me for help, or advice. Many of my friends, through my whole life, have been haunted by demons, what doctors call "clinical depression". Now I'm not saying that all cases of clinical depression are caused by demons, however I *am* saying that a great deal of them are.
One of these cases was a close friend of mine last summer, Max. He came to me when I told him I was psychic, and told me he often felt a dark oppressiveness around him that caused him to be unnecessarily angry or unhappy. I did some research, and knew it was a demon. We named him X. I found out about "repelling" or "shielding" with my aura, and the kind I liked most was a way where I would fill my aura with happiness, light and love, and push it out from my body and around another person. The first time I tried this with Max it worked extremely well; X disappeared for about five or six days. However, at that time I wasn't too strong, and X started becoming immune to my repelling. Max tried it a few time with limited results. Because of a fight I had with Max we haven't talked much since then, though recently he informed me X was still there, still bad, though not as bad. I'd still like to help Max though I'm not sure how.
The second case I'll tell you about is with my boyfriend, Sam. I love him dearly, he's been in almost all my visions of my future, and this case is the one I care about more than almost anything. Sam's demon, for lack of a name, we'll call him Z, has been with him for four years. When Sam and I first started seeing each other, he clearly identified his "mental depression" so I would know what I was getting into, and likewise I soon told him about my psychism. We've been together almost eight months. Now, with Z, for a long time, I didn't talk to Sam about it. It did nothing but upset him, and make him more depressed. Then, when my best friend realized his own psychism, and offered to help me with Z, I brought it up with Sam again, and he was fervent with wanting Z GONE. He wants Z to leave, and to suffer trough the process. Z has hurt Sam emotionally, a lot. Sam is unable to feel any emotions except for the occasional exception of love. He's also been diagnosed by doctors with ADD, clinical depression, and small things pertaining to those. He's on many antibiotics for these that do nothing but weaken his aura and let Z have more control. I'm very afraid I won't be able to help Sam. I tried a tiny bit of repelling with Sam on one occasion, and later that night he said that Z was somewhere else. He described it in these words, "it feels like he's there, but far away, like in another room". I was ecstatic until Sam told me he was in physical pain because of this, like someone had "punched his stomach out". I was instantly very afraid, thinking if I had tried any harder, I could have seriously injured Sam. We have not tried much after this except Sam has tried a bit of repelling himself. It's hard for him though, because he cannot feel emotions, and has difficulty in filling his aura with love and light.
I am very christian and I've prayed to God a lot about his. I know he's helping in His own ways... He sent me to Sam and Max, and I'm helping them as best I can, though I could use a little guidance from anyone. Please help me in any way possible! I don't know enough about psychism to get rid of these demons X and Z are greatly appreciated. Thank you so so much.
God's Love~
Annie
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