Past Life? Or Active Imagination?

Here's my story: Last year I didn't know that I was special, I know I'm sort of a psychic medium and I think I'm an empath? But after a couple of months into the starting school year I went extremely down hill. I used to cry almost everyday, there was nothing in my real life that was wrong but in my head when I left home I became someone else in my own body. If that makes sense.

When I was away from my home I knew of a different life, a life full of hate, drugs, abuse, from my family. I don't know what it was but in my heart I knew it was real, it felt like I would come home and see it all just like I would describe

It.

I used to get these visions of abuse in my head and it instantly became my reality. This is really hard to explain, but please bare with me I'm trying my best. At home my parents and family were great, nice, kind people. But when I left home all I knew of them were abuse and drugs. Things that weren't real to me and my life. But I knew it was true.

I lost so many friends that year, and everybody started to judge me. I regret everything I did last year cause in a way it was a lie, but in my heart I knew it was true.

This is really hard for me so please help if you know what I'm talking about, I'm really confused about so much.

Thank you

Contact me too if you can: julie. 321 (@) live.ca

Its greatly appreciated:)