Losing My Abilities Is Killing Me

By CuriousPsychic13
(16 stories) (141 posts) (the author is a young adult)
Date: 2010-05-10
Country: Canada
Category: Misc

Do not take the title completely seriously, I am NOT dying... Physically anyway. Emotionally I'm a mess. I don't know what to do. My abilities are leaving, and they're a massive piece of me. I wouldn't know how to move on if I completely if I lost them.

So I'm desperate to for help. I need a direction to follow.

Here's a list of my abilities that are disappearing;

My ability to see demons and shadow ghosts.

My Psychometry.

My visions.

I was kind of Empathic for a bit, now it's on and off.

My Biokinesis and seeing my spirit guide; a Black Panther, is still intact. But otherwise the one listed above are on the verge of disappearing.

Before you jump to conclusions and say 'they're meant to leave' or something, I don't feel like they are. I feel like this is a problem I need to fix, and I need it soon before I have to fix it from nothing.

I'm trying to do this on my own, but like I said before I can't do it on my own.

I first realized this when someone made me jump. And as unimportant as this sounds, no one ever gets a scare on me. Ever. It's like I just have a feeling to expect the unexpected, and then they try and scare me it doesn't work.

Now I'm jumping two feet in the air!

Besides that I've never felt so weak and vulnerable all my life... I hate this. Completely totally and utterly hate this.

So please, please, please, if you have any way to help me tell me. I'm desperate!

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Seraphim_Angel (11 posts)

14 years ago (2010-10-05)

CuriousPsychic13,
There's the same story about me u.ù
If you find the answer and regaing your rowers, please let me know
-Thnx- All the bests
Angel

PureCheese (4 stories) (79 posts)

14 years ago (2010-10-03)

It's not that they leave
We just tend to use them less often

If you start mediating and using your gift some more then they won't fade away

Or unless your getting a new ability

Anyways best wishes

CuriousPsychic13 (16 stories) (141 posts)

14 years ago (2010-08-23)

Hey g, I'm exercising more and my abilities fade out during the day here and there... But when they come back they hit me hard. I'm more confident in where I am now, and I feel more intact with myself then ever. I' learning things about myself I never knew before, and I couldn't be prouder of how I've grown as a person in the last year. Thank you for your comment

gilamere (1 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-22)

I can say from experience that ability rarely leave us, especially for good. But they can wax and wan for a variety of reasons. As the last commenter said, it can have to do with your emotional state, even daily stress. Keeping a good physical routine, like sleeping and eating well should help stave off emotional suppression of gifts, along with, as others have mentioned meditation. It sounds a bit trite, but with the chaos this kind of ability can throw into life, the best remedy can sometimes be the small things like eating, sleeping, relaxation, and general down time.

Sometimes I even think I'm waning on my abilities, when really all I"m doing is mentally focusing on getting something else done, like a project, moving, any thing can do it, so think about what's eating your mental and emotional energy?

Additionally, as the last commenter posted you may be changing, but your abilities could be changing too and how you work with them. Mix things up, try something new you always wanted to try or have a strange sense you should be learning.

Best Wishes!

CuriousPsychic13 (16 stories) (141 posts)

14 years ago (2010-05-12)

I'll try meditation. Hopefully my state improves:S Thanks:l

Diane_17 (3 stories) (46 posts)

14 years ago (2010-05-12)

mediate it will help you stay calm and open yourself up to the spirits. This help me and I can comunicate with them more and sense them and so on.

Habeshabatu (1 stories) (6 posts)

14 years ago (2010-05-12)

It may be your emotional state, I notice my abilities are at their strongest when I have a calm mind. You should get into meditation... If you haven't already. Fear, anger, desire, or being too selfish also play a part concerning our gifts. Maybe you are changing and your gifts are trying to adapt. Just let them come to you, I've been told abilities tend to surface when you need them. We are humans not comic-book superheros:) Peace

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