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My Childhood

 

I had received a request to talk about my childhood, it's a hard topic to talk about, because there are so many things I am not proud of. But basically I was a very different child, not like any other I have ever met personally.

From the moment that I first learned to talk, my grandfather said I was a philosopher. I have no idea where he got that from a child that could barley talk, but my grandpa was a very enlightened man and he could see things most could not.

My entire childhood, I would enter profound conversations, with adults about God and the universe, and they would be amazed, and tell me I was a very deep thinker for my age. My teacher once told me that she thought that my intellectual level was higher than normal and that the other kids wouldn't understand me. And that is very true. I always had few friends. In middle school I tried to be accepted by my peers, but that failed horribly, I found out that they talked about me behind my back and I was one of the least popular boys in the whole middle school among the students. But among the teachers I was very much loved. It was always like that. The people my age would see me as almost inferior, and the older ones would tell me I was very special. I was always interested in the occult, and I always did a lot of research. I was fascinated by those fictional stories like harry potter and Percy Jackson. And I always wanted to have some sort of power. And throughout my childhood I would have many psychic and religious experiences. I stumbled upon my powers in France, like I mentioned in my previous post. And now I am delving deeper and deeper in this knowledge, my powers are getting stronger and I finally understand why I was often not invited to parties, why I had problems with getting dates, and why girls thought I was a retard, I was simple hard for them to understand, so they wouldn't accept me.

I travel through life feeling like an outcast, I don't feel welcome in this earth, but I still feel like I am here for a reason. I think I am here to protect them. Protect the people that felt contempt for me, talked bad things behind my back and made me feel like an alien. But I still love them. And I guess I would die for them

This is the fact of my life.

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Arrow (2 stories) (15 posts)
 
8 years ago (2010-07-19)
You have that sort of will that I and others I know have... Would you die for any person whether you knew them or not... To rephrase if you saw a stranger in danger would you risk you life to help them?
Peasant_Girl (3 posts)
 
8 years ago (2010-07-17)
Thank You for sharing. Its nice to read that there are people with the same kind of insight and similar experiences, I am so happy to see your keeping the true meaning of Love for your fellow man (sometimes its not easy love your betrayers) but oh, so, worth. I Love You and Everyone <3
Lotus (1 posts)
 
8 years ago (2010-07-17)
Hello Warsage,

I had a very similar childhood, and similar experiences, including a variety of abilities. Something you said struck me as remarkable; recently, I have been wondering whether I am supposed to protect people as well. I have had a strange urge my whole life to 'save' people, and I'm not sure what that means yet; but I would like to find out. When I read your message, I just had to contact you... I felt like we have some information to share (I know that won't sound strange here, lol).

Thanks 😁
Adaryn7 (6 stories) (460 posts)
 
8 years ago (2010-07-16)
warsage

When you go through this sort of thing growing up, you can feel very isolated and alone. You make many mistakes, sometimes letting people drag you down to their level, and you learn many hard lessons. You question "why am I here?" "why don't I fit in with everybody else?"

I have had a similar experience. I always understood and was able to relate to and communicate with adults, but it was people my own age that I just didn't seem to gel with. I thought there was something wrong with me.

I learned to better adapt and fit in. Then, recently I asked God and my guides to help me along my spiritual path--and suddenly, BAM! I'm starting to understand why I went through some of the things that I did, what I have learned from them, and how they have helped me become a better person. Sometimes you can't see the wood for the trees--until you are led to a clearing, where you can look back, see how far you've come, and who's lives you've touched (as Anne said). Your purpose then becomes clearer, and a little clearer everyday. Of course you still get lost and you still make mistakes, but there will always be something there to remind you that you're going in the right general direction (or to give you a kick in the backside when you're being stubborn and missing all the signs). ^^

Relax and trust Heaven
Adaryn7
stardust77 (2 stories) (15 posts)
 
8 years ago (2010-07-16)
Observe, adapt and fit in.

Even if deep inside you feel different, you KNOW things that others will never be able to comprehend nor accept. This knowledge is there not to engage people in small talk or casual dealings. It is to be shared in other people's moments of darkness, when they reach out for help, then your words will provide relief, and only then will your knowledge be useful to others.

You can't help people if you can't fit in, feeling ostracised is an ego thing. If you really love people and want to help, you have to change your outer shell to fit in so that people will look to you for help.

I was like you, but I realise the importance of fitting in. So I observed the popular people, observed the social norms, make myself out to be like one of them. But I never lose sight of myself beneath. All the knowledge is there, but I won't say it. Not until it is time to, not until someone reaches out to me for advise. It isn't easy, I had to endure teasings, mockery, and humiliation. Yet at the same time, I learned about love, friendship, and strength. There are so many facets to humans and relationships. Even if you feel humiliated, remember that it is just your ego that's hurt, your higher purpose is much more than that. When my friends laughed and mocked me, I had 2 choices, to get angry, or to join in the laughter and fun myself. I chose the latter, and got chided by my friend who said I should have stood up for myself. But I felt that... If making jokes of me makes other people happy, I will sacrifice my ego for that hour of fun. And what's more, if I join in as well, they are normally surprised by my reaction, and more than likely not do the same again in the future.

So, you can feel different but don't act different. It's important to fit in.:)
Lyro (414 posts)
 
8 years ago (2010-07-15)
[at] Anne I was just wondering if we could talk sometime? If you could maybe E-mail me or something?... I think we could hold a very good conversation don't you think?
Kahlyn (4 stories) (311 posts)
 
8 years ago (2010-07-15)
Anne,

I find this place to be trying and tiresome most of the time. I never knew the real reason why I? I was born on this planet soul wise but even I am not sure. This is someways truly a prison. I existed long before the spiritual upheaval and I am in tune with other souls that of lower frequency.

When things look so bleak there are few sparks of light that make this is all worth it.

People even those who are not advance as some can sense the shifting of consciousness. I keep an open mind to all that post here...
AnneV (4 stories) (1012 posts) mod
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8 years ago (2010-07-15)
Being on this plane of existence can be very trying, especially for an advanced soul. The act of coming here (and I'm sure your origins are not of earth nor are mine) is very self-sacrificing and when done for love (which is the reason developed souls do this) it further deepens your evolution. I once asked my higher self to show me why I had come to such a down trodden place. I just couldn't understand why I would come here with such ignorance and darkness. I was then shown all the love I had given to people. All of it filled me at once and I suddenly "got" why I was here. It was to further learn love and to give it.

What would this earth be like if people like you didn't come? It would be far worse without the light. The sacrifices are made to make things better for others, even the ones who fear you because they don't understand you. This is the ultimate gift. This presence of fear based individuals will not end in grade school. As an adult myself, I still face "joking" if someone finds out that I have any paranormal ability. Just because kids grow up doesn't mean they mature. You'll face this for the rest of your life. You are still advantaged though as you're entering this plane at a time that is far better than it was, say a hundred years ago (I would have been burned at the stake by now).

More and more advanced souls are here now for a reason. We are quickening down a very dark path and we're needed more than ever. If I were to give advice to anyone it would be to guard your emotions closely and refrain from the easy temptation of the negative. It looks like you've already got a handle on this - good job. It will pull us at every moment and intentionally. To remain a beacon of light in the ever increasing darkness will be the task at hand. As the world continues to disintegrate our first reaction might be anger and fear. Refrain from that and try and realize there is a bigger picture happening; that of cosmic consciousness shifting.

Thanks for sharing your story.
Anne

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