Just Emotional Or A Paranormal Experience?

I wanted to add, that it has happened again, last night. But this was a bit different. Same scenario, in the living room and my boyfriend spoke of this woman he would see in a room at a house he used to live in, and it triggered whatever happens when I can't stop the emotional outpour. He said every time he would run by the door way he would see her in a white dress, and when he would look at it, it would disappear, he took several passes running by the door way and every time he didn't look straight into the room it appeared. But this time I tried to take control back and I kept telling myself that I am stronger, and it is not welcome, I said over and over in my head get out, this is my home, and every time I thought this I would get a wave of chill. I honestly think something bigger is happening here now, as I know the boy I spoke of earlier isn't in the house anymore, both my boyfriend and I feel this way. But he feels like something malevolent is around, and when I think of my life force my aura I feel a silhouetted figure standing off to my left right behind my shoulder. But I don't know what to think of these feelings if anything, I have NEVER in my life experienced these kind of things, no memories of seeing weird thing as a child, other than having a conversation with my great grandmother right after she passed in a dream, but I do not know what she said. I'm skeptical that whatever it is has bad intension, I don't feel it always does other times I feel angered that it even there. For some reason I do not remember my dreams, and the first one I remember in years was an alien type thing. I could feel something put over my nose and mouth, but it covered the entire bottom half of my face, and I remember making myself breath extremely hard to trying to get it off because my body was paralyzed, and I started to fight off the paralysis and focused on pulsing my leg to break it, I'm not sure if my boyfriend holding me through it woke me up or if I did on my own, but he did confirm that I was breathing really weird, and shaking I was whimpering. I wish I could remember my dreams, does anyone know why I might not? Should I get a reading?

JayD, I was hoping you could help me a bit more with this, I really don't like this and want to know what must be done to fix it.

It could be what you are feeling, try the kitchen etc. You may even find some death records of photos in the public from papers as well. As for the loft I was just saying it could be up there:) I could just see this.

Well good to see even when I don't know you I can pick a few things out still! Strange times.

You aren't a nutcase, try looking at the possibility

JayD,

I do remember finding a bouncy ball of all kinds of colors when we first moved in, but I do not recall a doll, but I did find a red dress for a doll. My miniature weenie now wears it as a party dress. I do not have a loft in my house, so I don't think your vision is my house. But it is weird you mention a mother; I kind of felt like it had to do with its mother. Or maybe it was his mother's grief I felt from loosing her kid. Could I have been channeling her grief to show it how she was affected by what happened to help it forgive her?

I feel like I'm starting to sound like a nut case!

I have been meditating. Actually I do not meditate I just sit there. Anyway, I have a vision of what you described. I may be way off base, but I have this and if someone else reads it they may say that is my house you were seeing.

I hear a young boy. Especially walking towards the kitchen your feelings change (probably where you feel him less), this could be because if he died in the house, it was in this room. He is scared of this room. His mother is to blame, possibly not killing him but she is being blamed. You will find the light with his mother. He needs to fogive her before he can move on.

He used to have a chair in the room. I can see a window far left, a door on the other side and he is sat along this wall on his chair, he has a rocking horse and a small box as well. Some toys are on the floor and the house is empty. This is his happiest time. You will probably find that there is a doll of his still in the house somewhere, perhaps when you moved in, maybe in the loft, maybe even in the back yard in weeds, and a bouncy ball of odd colours.
If you want to communicate then find these.
Also, you may have an attempted break in soon. Don't worry they won't get in, someone will be there alone and call the authorities so just make sure that the fences are secure in future.

If this is you, let me know how you get on. If not, then whoever else reads this and this happens, let me know because you have a small child in the house that just wants to be allowed to play without having to think he will be caught.

you should get a flashlight, and unscrew the top until you can barley touch the flashlight to turn it on. Than put it down in a room at night, and walk a few yards away. Sit down, and ask the boy to come to the room. Tell him you are going to ask him yes or no questions. And if the answer is yes, turn the light on, if no, than leave it be. Also, since its a boy, buy some marbles. Spread them out on the floor and ask him to play with the marbles. You mite want to to that before the flashlight to get the child in a good mood. Sorry if I said him. That's what I usually call ghosts. But good luck, with your "new child." 😁

Thank you, I have tried to meditate but found it hard to concentrate on what subtle feelings came to me but I did feel something was behind me while I was attempting to meditate, just a chill mainly and when I turned around I didn't feel it anymore. I'm sure concentration will improve with practice, ill continue to try. Thank you again! I will have a toy with me next time I try this.

I think that could be channelling.

I would say, meditate, show you are not afraid but that the spirit should not be afraid. I would even try talking out loud as if you are acknowledging it.

Do not let it channel to you or use Ouija etc as a method to communicate. It sounds like it is strong enough at present and it could do damage.

One other way if you wish to try, and you all feel like it is a child in the room, try to gauge what sort of child, perhaps even bring in a toy to show you are not trying to push it from its house. You may find it only needs to find the light.

Or get a priest for protection