Am I Considered A Medium?

You are not alone and I have the same things happening to me too. Every time I'm in my bed, I feel someone laying behind and has their arm around me holding my hand. Its creepy and makes me feel paralyzed with fear but also makes me feel calm. So you're NOT ALONE and NOT CRAZY!

yor definitely not alone in the world I also am obviously and there's so many experiences I had too

You're definitely not alone! My earliest memory of seeing and sensing things is probably when I was around 4. It was around Christmas, so at the time I thought I saw Santa! But now I realize that it was something else, maybe it knew I was watching and wanted to do something special or nice for me. I, too, feel like there's always someone/something with me.I'm 22 and throughout my entire life no matter what house I lived in, I always had experiences. I even had things happen to me when I was in a classroom. At night, I hear something moving around. And I'll hear faint voices coming from my daughter's monitor which is a little un-nerving at times. I've had things whisper in my ear, and I've heard my name called from far away. I'm trying to figure out what exactly is going on with me. I don't know if I'm just sensitive or I have medium abilities. I try communicating with things around but I never seem to get an answer. I'm pretty desperate to find out how to control and strengthen my ability so I can know who is with me. My daughter just turned 2 and lately she's been telling me things and it sounds like she's seeing something too, but it seems to be scaring her. Sometimes when I close my eyes I see the image of a shadow man. I can see the outline of a tall man but can't see any details. It's like a paper doll that was made on black paper, standing in the hallway. I know I didn't give much advice or info, but sometimes it's nice to hear about similar things happening to other people. I just came across this site last night, but I feel so comforted just by reading the stories others have shared.

I don't know what you call this but its another experience I have had.
I drove my partner to work and on the way back home I had to overtake two trucks. As I came up beside the first one I had a vision that I was driving head on in to oncoming trafic. I had a kind of panick attack and I struggled to pull myself back together. I got myself back under control and overtook the next truck. I was expecting a similar reaction. But it didn't happen. So I went on my way telling myself how silly I had been to be thinking like that. I had been at home quite a few hours when a news clip came on the tv about a horrible accident involving a truck and a car in a head on collision on a notorios spot on the bruce highway a couple hours north of my place. The people in the car were killed. I couldn't believe it was the same truck I had passed early that morning and that had caused me to have a panick attack. I felt bad that I hadnt realised that it was a future event and that I could have done something about it.
I don't understand why I see this but can't do anything about it. And even if I could, could you imagine what the driver of that truck would have thought if I had of pulled him up and said hey you can't drive this truck because your going to have a bad accident.
Since then I have also been travelling on that same road and I was in relax mode cause my partner was driving. Out of the blue I had a vision of a truck coming toward us and I visioned the road guide rails coming through the car. In my head I swore and my son said to me, mum did you just swear and I asked him why did you say that.? He said I heard you. My partner said I heard you too. (I never said anything I just moved in my seat uncomfy like) Just as he said it, we came round a bend and the guide rails had a cross and flowers on it. I have had a couple more like this that have been to do with vehicles and serious fatal accidents accidents. Whats the point of this gift if I can't help people in this situation.

Thanks for your quick response chicken1. I have so many more experiences to list that I would be here for quite a while trying to tell them all. Here is another example of my experiences. My partner and I have both had children to a previos relationship. None together. However my partners children were brought to see him a couple of fathers days ago. They a very quiet children unlike mine. After a great day the kids were sitting on the lawn preparing to leave. The girl about 16. Didnt want to go with her mum but hadnt said anything at all to let us know. As the mum said come on get in the car. I heard some one scream I don't want to go. I knew it was her voice I heard and I turned to look at her. Her face was down her eyes were down. I leaned over and said to her its ok you won't have to and she looked at me strange as to say how did you know. I said to my partner. She doesn't want to go. Dont make her go. Ask if she can stay with us a while. The thing is she never had said a word. I heard her in my head. So she stayed and I said to my partner, you need to go for a drive and talk to her because something is realy wrong. She needs to talk to you. It turned out she was having problems with her mums new boyfriend and didn't want to live there anymore. She didn't feel she could talk to her mother about it because she felt that her mum would not believe her. But on that subject all is good now. So I thank my gift for that.

Hi straddygirl
Im someone whos has a lot of the same gifts or abilities that you do. You definitley have to learn how to live with it and be in control of it everyday, because if you don't learn to live with it or control it, it can drive you nuts. I think I can help you with this, my emails on my post if you wanted to contact me.
Love and light
Chicken1

Wow, I don't know where to start to even get half my story out. I can relate to every story I have read here. Yet I still don't know how or why or what to do with my own experiences. Aparently it can be dangerous for me to devulge this information. But I'm confused so it can't get any worse. Bear with me and ill try to explain my situation. I am a half cast aboriginal woman. I was brought up by an english background family who definately don't believe in any of this stuff. However as a child it was kept secret as to my family background. I knew I didn't belong in that family and I first started astral travelling when I was a child. I was looking for my real family and waiting for them to come and find me. I astral travelled to an island and dreamed about my family. I also had dreams of carpet snakes. Even during school I would drift off and be flying over hills and ocean until I came to land on my island. (turned out to be true) Just childish dreams I thought. When life would get me down I would go down to the river by myself and just drift off and I would feel like someone was holding me and keeping me warm and loved. It was a different love to the people who raised me. I would do this often to meditate as my mum who raised me was very demanding and wanted me to be perfect in every way. It just wasn't in me and I could never satisfy her demands. So this helped me get through. Any way as I got older I fell in love with a man who had somekind of mental health problem which I was unaware of. I was raised on a property so I hadnt had much experience with people and their diferent issues. When I was pregnant with our first child I started to have strange and scary dreams. Then my partner started to behave very differently, and the more his behavior changed the more I would dream. Then the dreams became more like visions. I was dreaming these dreams with my eyes open and awake. And when I would react to them they would dissapear in front of me. Then I thought I had a dream of me looking down at myself on a double bed with blood everywhere and I was laying there deathly still. When I realized it was me, I panicked and I felt a huge explosion feeling and found that I was half sitting up in bed but still in a state of panick. My partner was slowly diminishing more into his bad behavior and began to physicaly abuse me and threaten my family with harm. I was afraid that he would carry it through so I kept the secret to myself. This made the dreams and visions worse. My son was born and he and I had a very special conection even befor he was born. I was in the end physicaly sick everytime he looked at me. He had eventualy managed to cut me off from all my friends with his weird behaviors. One day he said to me he wanted to leave and secretly I felt so relieved. So he left. Then within 24 hours I got a phone call from a hospital saying that he was there and was suffering from depression and that would I be willing to support him through. When I heard depression I felt like it must have been my fault. That somehow I wasn't doing my part and that was why he was like that. So I said yes that I would help him and the hospital had also promised to support him aswell. He filled me with all these promises of how he was going to change and how he wouldn't treat me and our son like that any more. (obviosly a lot of details left out) So about 2 days later everything seemed great. I went to sleep early one night as I had started to relax and feel like I could finaly be at peace with him. I woke to find him hitting me on the head with a steel table leg. He had split my head open and I was bleeding everywhere. He was waiting for me to pass out as he was planning to finish the job with a knife. At first I was in shock, but then the loss of blood was beginning to work in his favour. I tried to get up, but I didn't have enough blood and kept nearly passing out. So I had to half sit up resting on the wall behind me and I tried to keep talking to him to keep him calm. I started to fade and I could feel myself dying and then I heard him in my babys room cause he was crying and I could feel he was in there. I knew he was going to do something aweful. So I started calling out to him and got his attention back on me. The first attack was aproximately 11. 30 pm and I was trying to talk calmly to him and ask him to get me help and call an ambulance. A couple of times he pretended to, but no help came. So I kept talking to him and it was becoming daylight, somehow I had managed to keep him preocupied all night. Then as daylight came he started to panick. He knew he couldn't keep this up much longer. So he passed me the telephone and then he left. But my astral travel that I had had 2 years earlier was of this incident. Obviosly we parted ways. Also since the hit on the head my pictures and dreams are more like jigsaw puzzles and I have to put more effort into what they mean. But since then I have heard a voice say pull my hands out now. I had a light hanging over the sink so I could wash up. It flicked off the hook and fell into the sink and smashed.
Ive seen ghosts, I have dreamed other future dreams. I have had strangers come to me and tell me things to do with who I am and who I'm spose to be. Just befor I met my first partner and befor I found out I was indigenous I helped an old black man who was being beat up by some young people. He said I was a special person and that I had the same thing as him. And that one day I would understand what he meant. (I thought he was a bit nutty) But just recently a strange woman came up to me and said that one of my ancestors has been harrassing her to come give me a message. The message was that I need to go to see an old woman who will train me in tribal ways and that my ancestors are counting on me to carry this on for the good of the people. (that is the part which is meant to be kept quiet) As much as there is good there is bad who want to prevent you from doing good) Also she said that even though I try to stay away from people I will always have people seeking me out and that includes the living and the dead. Very Odd But she is right. Although I avoid people they are drawn to me and the same with spirits.
But the thing is I'm 40 now. I only just found out about 6 years ago that I am indigenous and she knew things she couldn't possibly have known about me and my family.
I have met my real family. But unfortunately it didn't work out. To little to late. But My dad has this job for his people. I never even thought about it because I wasn't brought up knowing those things. But I have seen a huge red eyed dog that tried to grab my son from my car as we were driving at a fast speed down bush roads. I have seen the black hat and cape man. I have seen a hairy man. I have read peoples minds and answer their questions befor they even ask or ill complete their conversations befor they get to talk. I can tell people what their thinking about even if its a picture. I can send messages to people when their not with me and I can feel peoples feelings. I know when people are pregnant. I know how my friends are feeling when they are away from me. I have a very special conection with my eldest boy. And if I look at a photo I can feel some of the experiences people have had in their life. And I always feel as if I'm being watched and as if something or someone doesn't want me to get it right and seems to stop any progress that I may make in achieving better and also having a better understanding as to what my role is and how to use this gift. Over time it is all making me weeker. And I can't relax as much as I used to. I have never meditated or tried to bring anything on. It just happens. I have tried to help people by giving them a heads up but they usualy just get freaked out and think I'm actualy trying to do something to them rather than help them. And by the time I realise that I can trust my instincts it too late as I'm in the middle of what ever it was. Theres so much more stories and experiences to tell you about but I just can't do this all day. My situation is so entangled its not funny. But my son has the same. I hope I have got enough covered to give you an idea of what its like. But basicly I need help on how to deal with this stuff and or what I'm spose to do. Its not like I have the conections to old aboriginal woman who can teach me. And even if I did there are certain people who don't want me to recieve this gift. So how do I learn to just live with it or do something positive with it. I keep asking my partner am I just a nut job. And he said maybe if I hadnt seen and experienced some of those things with you I might think so.
So does anyone have a clue about what or how I'm spose to do this whatever it is.

I think you could be considered a medium. It'd be best to get more offical results. Next time you feel something, try to talk to it. Since your a medium, it should be fairly easy to do.

There IS however, the possiblity of their being high EMF fields in your house, which can give you the feeling of being watched. You could buy one, but the tend to be a bit on the expensive side, so it's be better if you just found someone who has one already.

But you're not crazy. I know crazy, and you are not it. Don't doubt yourself. It only makes things worse.

Blessed be
Lolli ❤

one thing is diffrent you know every body looks for help to cope with gifts and stuff but when really you can find your owns ways to and they can work out better for you then others. And when I was younger I used to have a lot of imaginary friends and it wasn't until I got older I recieved my gifts recently that I realized there not so imaginary ha

your not alone, I too since I was young had the same things happen. Once I was sleeping with my grandmother and we both saw three spirits (white) and they were trying to tell us something. Not sure what until this day, but since then if I did not see them I dreamnt about them or heard them.

13 years agon I went to visit my grandmother in the hosiptal when there. I just had a feeling she new I was there and something was wrong. When I tried telling the nurses they pushed us out and said it was normal. On our way home, we got the call she was very serious, I knew the moment she died I kicked the car and yelled NO! My parents dropped us off, later we got the call to confirm she had past.:- (2 years later the spirits from the past came to visit and told me and told me someone in my family was going to die, a year later my older brother died! I always had a connection with the other world with the powers, but when that happened I was SO MAD AND HURT that I told them to go away and they did.

Out of nowhere people randomly would look at me and tell me I was special, my mothers best friend who has since passed, R.I.P. Was very senstive as well, told me not to be angry or hurt, that things just have to happen and if I learned to use my gift right that I would be very powerful, becuase I have my grandmothers same gifts plus the ones she passed to me when she passed away and is always with me. Now and then I would get dreams or feelings and they would be right on target, today most of my dreams have come true, and once again I feel as if I am being watched again and it's not a scary feeling.

But I feeling as if I am being observed, and I think they find me interesting! I don't know if anyone can understand it but it feels that way at times, and when I am sad it feels for me, when angry it calms me or tells me to let it be and things or people will get what they deserve. As far as the elments I have noticed that when I put my mind to it, I can indeed make it happen, I am always feeling as if I beleong to the universe to nature everything, I can feel it's peace it's rage it's emotion, don't know how to explain, but it feels right. And I want to know more it's why I am always looking. Any help would be appreciated!:-)

Hi savvychan
Try not to think of all spiritual beings as scary or bad. To me it sounds like your guide if its with you all the time. The reason that you feel it more when the lights go out or at night time is because your other senses are heighted when you can't see in the dark. I know its scary not knowing whos around you, but most of the time there not here to harm you. I think tvs got a lot to do with our fear of the unknown as they only show the scary or bad and not the good stuff. If you read my story youl see what happen to me in becoming a medium, and the reason I don't fear spirit at all, and if you need any info or help my emails on my page

You're definitely not crazy. I guess I'm a bit fortunate not having the need to turn up the sounds in the house but then again my sensing ability is different from yours. I may be an empath but I can't imagine how you feel. = (Maybe they need to talk to you so I think that really makes you a medium.

I just want to tell you that something like this has happened to be too I've only had it once and that't it. But really I don't think your crazy because I believe in all of these like physics and mediums and ghosts and others! Your NOT crazy!:-]

I just want you to know that you're not alone. I also have people calling me in my ear and then my ear will hurt for a little bit. The hairs standing up on end... I get that too! You will get awsome advice on here. You are not CRAZY! =)