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Truly Gifted But Would Love A Mentor

 

I'm not sure where to begin but here goes. My mom says when I was in her womb, that she and my aunts heard me scream from inside her uterus. In my culture we believe that when this happens the child will be born with a gift. Well ever since I was little, I remember seeing, hearing, feeling and dreaming with the unknown. I have gone through so many experiences which have all been overwhelming. I'm not sure what I am or how I do it. I do know that it comes from God. I don't go to church or even read the bible. But I do have a strong relationship with God. I don't tell people about my gift because I don't feel it's something to brag about. I only speak or give a message when I have a message to give. I don't know how to read Tarrot cards but I have been able to know what the cards mean. I don't know how to turn my gift on or off. I can feel what someone is feeling. I can communicate with the dead, I see the spirit like a thought bubble. I can't hear them when its in a thought bubble, I can only try to read their lips or see what they show me. I am also able to see what is wrong in the body. Bad is dark and healthy is clear and bright. I would love to meet someone with positive energy who can possibly be a mentor for me. I'm 26 years old and after living with this all my life I have come to understand what certain things mean, how to protect myself a little, but I still manage to doubt myself. I don't know how to control it, sometimes I see things clear as day, and other times I don't see anything and I'm way off. But lately as I have gotten older, it's been clearer and easier. I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder in the past, but have come to realize its because I feel what others feel. When I am passing on a message to someone from their deceased loved one, I feel so drained. But its weird because when I'm in that "mode" I feel so calm, so relaxed, so peaceful, like if I'm not here but I am. I have always been a sensitive person. I LOVE doing this when I see how it can help others find closure and move on. I feel great about that. I love to genuinely help people. I have come to a point in my life where I have been waiting and waiting for something to happen. Not sure what it is but I think my life path should be using my gift. Any ones comments or thoughts or suggestions would be greatly appreciated.

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humble_messenger (1 stories) (1 posts)
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14 years ago (2010-09-28)
wow, I love this site already! I feel like I've found my long lost family, lol!

Purecheese- thank you for your kind words, and yesss most of my family believes and some even have gifts.

Maryalice- I would love to talk with you, I haven't been able to talk about my gift with someone who understands. It would be a blessing! ❤

Adaryn7- I will definately check out Spiritualexperences. Thanks for your knowledge and advice. I will look into these things and email you. I appreciate the time you took to write to me. 😊

Anne- Thank you for your advice. I know I should meditate, but I am scared! I feel like I will get a heart attack if I sit in a room by myself with no noise and no one else around. I wish there was another way 😢. Please give me advice, if any, on what other ways I can meditate.

Thanks again, GOD BLESS
PureCheese (4 stories) (79 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-09-28)
AWESOME!
Screaming in the womb?
You must come from a family of believers and I envy you
My family is a "non believer of the 6th sense" or psychic for short

Anyways that's great!

Your in control of your gift
And I know for a fact that you are going to be a great and strong psychic in the future
Using your gift as a life path is good

Loves
Purecheese
maryalice (1 posts)
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14 years ago (2010-09-26)
I am a lot like you. I have learned a lot from other mediums. If you have any questions or concerns I'd be happy to help you or answer them. I know when I finally started helping people I felt great and I am glad you feel the same way. What we have is a gift. It's nice that you share it 😊
Adaryn7 (6 stories) (460 posts)
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14 years ago (2010-09-26)
Hi there humble_messenger, you sound very gifted indeed!

I know how you feel, as things can get confusing at times, and many people cannot relate to your experiences--you'll find plenty of people here who can, though, and will be willing to lend you an ear if you ever need to talk about something. Feel free to email me at adaryn7 [at] hotmail.com

Clearly, you do not need religion to be able to connect with God, as you are sensitive in the spirit. Religions merely try to answer the fundamental questions of humanity (such as who am I, why am I here, what is my life purpose, what happens after I die?) and (ideally) facilitate the possibility of spiritual experience for the masses, but spiritual experiences transcend religion. There is a sister site to this one called Spiritual Experiences, which I highly recommend if you are interested in spiritual matters as well.

It's good that you don't brag about your abilities--that means you are comfortable with them and accept them as a normal part of your life.

You can read Tarot cards because you are intuitive, and also because the cards embody archetypal symbolism--look up Jungian philosophy if you wish to know more about that. ^^

If you feel the emotions of others as your own, then you are empathic. Many empaths have difficulty dealing with what they pick up from others, and can accumulate a lot of negative energy (speaking from personal experience). I too have had problems with anxiety and depression, and I can't study in the library during exam time, because the combined stresses of everybody else around just drives me crazy! I feel as though my head is going to explode. A psychic told me that I needed to meditate upon the white light, and to shield myself in order to prevent this from happening. If you do not already meditate, I recommend regular meditation, say 5-10 minutes a day, and build up from there--it will do you wonders!

You are also a medium, and clairvoyant, because you can communicate with the dead and see things in the spirit. It sounds as though you may also be able to see aura, or spots in the aura. Do your see colours around people, or simply light and dark patches?

Anne suggested getting in contact with your higher self, and I also recommend getting in contact with your guides. Your guides will help guide you along the path you are supposed to follow--meditate and then try communicating with them--they are there to help you throughout your life. I agree that your future lies with these gifts that come so naturally to you.

Peace and blessings to you
Adaryn7
AnneV (4 stories) (1064 posts) mod
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14 years ago (2010-09-24)
Why not ask the best mentor you have which is your higher self? Go into meditation and ask to be shown how to take yourself to the next level. Your higher self knows all and it just takes the desire on your end to be shown this information. It will appear in your dreams or in everyday life. These "thought bubbles" as you call it will speak to you in clear words on ways to increase your ability. I have these all the time and a very fluent dialog can be developed.

Best to you,
Anne

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