My name is Jess and I have been seeing things and experiencing things for the past 22 years and I'm exactly 22. I have always been afraid to sleep with a closet door open, in a dark room, being alone, and Having my eyes closed for too long. I see peoples faces when I close my eyes and when I open them I still feel as if they were there. I've seen shadow people or shadows morph and move. I've heard my name and other words called out to me. I've had bad dreams or good unexplained dreams that feel real with people I feel like I know in my gut but have no idea who they are. I have Deja vu constantly and suffer from head aches and bipolar disorder. I have pain constantly in my done and nerves. I don't know why but I'm 22 and my body feels like I'm 70. Ice felt sensations and touching or cold spots and emotions for no reason. I'm terrified of cars and train tracks because I can see myself dying in different ways in them. I'm scared. And I'm debating on crazy or psychic. What is wrong with me? Why do these things happen to me? Also why when I was younger could I close my doors or turn on and off lights with my mind? I could make my dog do things with my thoughts and know when someone was calling or make them call me or come to me by thought as well. I try to now but all I get is a head ache. I'm not sure what to do.
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abaird77 (15 posts)
13 years ago (2010-10-30)
i see auras blur your vison but onof to still see it will first be white then graguly turn to blue and other colers I believe you sometimes think people on this web site are lying 😐
Aleza0520 (2 posts)
13 years ago (2010-10-30)
Can someone please help me understand this! I want to learn to see auras and use my mind more but I don't know how!
light20 (34 posts)
13 years ago (2010-10-29)
divine sweetness
Ready for super-psychic etheric human race?
The effulgent majesty of thy soul already knows all I write on a higher level
I wanted to sing to thine magnificence all cosmic that some of the mass religions have had some very spiritual folks in them - from some points of view.
These beings have lived without eating for years even.
Two interesting websites showing the potential of the galatic human etheric ascended blueprint:
Alpha: website of Catholic lay woman who maybe lives without food and water, but Eucharist:
Http://www.friendsofthemotherofdivinemercy.org/
Omega: article on Buddhist lady who maybe lives for years without eating:
Http://www.vivendodaluz.com/EN/amboflight/xu_fang.html
Altering our DNA will enable us to live on subtle energies, after we discover inter-dimensional periodic table maybe. Like electric cars can function without food (biofuel), so can humans. Pure logic! Imagine freedom from the need to eat or go to the bath! What a gorgeous life! Also, imagine ability to precipitate off-spring via technology or inner technology - without reproductive organs, stomach, womb and genders. A truly Etheric Race.
That is the Living Spirituality of the Galaxy Creators.:) from Movie 45.54.
❤
Thy Love Celestial shall alter our DNA and give us Galactic Freedom!
:)
Ready for super-psychic etheric human race?
The effulgent majesty of thy soul already knows all I write on a higher level
I wanted to sing to thine magnificence all cosmic that some of the mass religions have had some very spiritual folks in them - from some points of view.
These beings have lived without eating for years even.
Two interesting websites showing the potential of the galatic human etheric ascended blueprint:
Alpha: website of Catholic lay woman who maybe lives without food and water, but Eucharist:
Http://www.friendsofthemotherofdivinemercy.org/
Omega: article on Buddhist lady who maybe lives for years without eating:
Http://www.vivendodaluz.com/EN/amboflight/xu_fang.html
Altering our DNA will enable us to live on subtle energies, after we discover inter-dimensional periodic table maybe. Like electric cars can function without food (biofuel), so can humans. Pure logic! Imagine freedom from the need to eat or go to the bath! What a gorgeous life! Also, imagine ability to precipitate off-spring via technology or inner technology - without reproductive organs, stomach, womb and genders. A truly Etheric Race.
That is the Living Spirituality of the Galaxy Creators.:) from Movie 45.54.
❤
Thy Love Celestial shall alter our DNA and give us Galactic Freedom!
:)
light20 (34 posts)
13 years ago (2010-10-29)
thank you for being you.:)
❤
If you want help, you can email me. You'll be amazed at what you may learn.
:)
❤
If you want help, you can email me. You'll be amazed at what you may learn.
:)
Jess_Rutledge (2 stories) (4 posts)
13 years ago (2010-10-28)
It's not that I don't believe in a higher power I just don't believe in mass religion and how they use god for every answer and for a scapegoat. I'm joyful and happy with most of my life except for the part of being scared by these things that happen to me. Other then that I'm content. I ask for help and I am happy to get it. But when you hear things anyways its hard to determine what's real and what's just crazy. Also it's as if I'm only hearing myself answer me when I pray. It's just in my head. Never have I heard god speak out to me in a voice that I can truly hear but ghosts have. Why is this? I'm not trying to be disrespectful in anyways but I have experienced ghosts and have seem and heard and felt their proof of existing. I haven't had proof of god except for what people preach to me never anything personal. But I believe more in the native American way of thinking god or our higher power is in the earth, the air and everywhere it is what gives you life not some being up above in the clouds. But I'm not here to debate religion I'm here to talk about ghosts ans being psychic. And either way I'm damned.
light20 (34 posts)
13 years ago (2010-10-28)
potentially ever joyous one:
When you need help you ask for help.:)
From people.:)
Google 'byron katie' this may help you. Check out her youtube videos. It helped pain filled agnostic people to cope better.
If you are thirsty, you pay a dollar to buy some water maybe if you are in the desert. You ASK THE CLERK to give you a water bottle.
When you are spiritually thirsty for a happier life, you ASK as in prayer for clues...
If you don't ask, you'll remain thirsty for a joy filled life for longer.:)
Same way as with the water bottle, you can ask for help from intelligent beings who live in other dimensions.
:)
Prayer is nothing more than asking.
Like you asked something on this forum.
You ask for insight into your next step.
You can call other dimensional beings in infinite ways, for example: divine gods or just aliens or just information assembly patterns, if you don't believe in God/Jesus.
The words or beliefs don't matter.
God or Jesus aren't what we think them to be anyway.
Ask and you shall receive.:)
Love,
A tiny speck of light
When you need help you ask for help.:)
From people.:)
Google 'byron katie' this may help you. Check out her youtube videos. It helped pain filled agnostic people to cope better.
If you are thirsty, you pay a dollar to buy some water maybe if you are in the desert. You ASK THE CLERK to give you a water bottle.
When you are spiritually thirsty for a happier life, you ASK as in prayer for clues...
If you don't ask, you'll remain thirsty for a joy filled life for longer.:)
Same way as with the water bottle, you can ask for help from intelligent beings who live in other dimensions.
:)
Prayer is nothing more than asking.
Like you asked something on this forum.
You ask for insight into your next step.
You can call other dimensional beings in infinite ways, for example: divine gods or just aliens or just information assembly patterns, if you don't believe in God/Jesus.
The words or beliefs don't matter.
God or Jesus aren't what we think them to be anyway.
Ask and you shall receive.:)
Love,
A tiny speck of light
Jess_Rutledge (2 stories) (4 posts)
13 years ago (2010-10-27)
I am not violent anymore thank god and never speak to my psthologist about hearing things or seeing things. And as for praying I mean no offense but I don't believe in god or Jesus. To be honest everytime I've tried to pray it never helped no matter what it was about. Praying for something simple like a good day at work or for me to be pregnant finally or even for these things to go away. None of them work. I feel like I'm talking to myself and no one is listening. Not to mention there is no way I can believe in a god that causes more suffering and jealous judgements on or to his own "children". And as for Satan I do bot worship him either. I believe in myself and my will power with out it I would be peeing myself shaking and crazy in an institution or dead.
But that's not the case. I'm just not sure what is wrong with me or if I'm normal. Do others feel like I feel and just don't admit it? Are we the only ones and are we special? Why?! I don't want to be scared to shower or sleep alone or invasion myself dying in different ways. It's rather worrisome.
But that's not the case. I'm just not sure what is wrong with me or if I'm normal. Do others feel like I feel and just don't admit it? Are we the only ones and are we special? Why?! I don't want to be scared to shower or sleep alone or invasion myself dying in different ways. It's rather worrisome.
light20 (34 posts)
13 years ago (2010-10-27)
i think you are pretty normal compared to some people I know who can do a lot more via telepathy. I would pray more often, maybe invoking often God's Love to radiate through your being to all - so you gently transform pain into bliss. When you feel pain, you are free to be thankful for its redeeming quality and power to teach us a more universal love. Pain can lead to bliss once understood. Pain can bless us when it drives us to seek more. Pain can lead to a total resurrection of one's life. Jesus too had pain on the cross, pain doesn't mean you are sick. Just maybe you have chosen to help others by being different. Many saints who could bilocate and do amazing things felt pain often. Pain is temporary.:) this life is but one drop in eternity. God's Love is more real than all human experience. To celebrate one's pain, to totally accept it as God's gift is the first step towards freedom from pain.:) we can smile. Loving the pain totally will dissolve it. Love melts everything sooner or later. Today we can Love everything and be happy.:) ❤
obscureJel (1 stories) (2 posts)
13 years ago (2010-10-26)
i do not believe you need to show violent or uncontrollable behavior to be locked up because my brother is bi-polar and one time after saying something along the lines of "maybe I'm jesus" to his therapist they immediately handcuffed him and did some sort of mental health arrest and put him in the psychward for a few months against his will.
Xenophelia (1 stories) (4 posts)
13 years ago (2010-10-26)
It's okay. Trust me, because I'm almost like you. I can See the future in my dreams (sadly, I rarely remember them) and I hear voices and whispers. They are spirits.
I thought I was crazy as well, but I've learned to accept my Gifts.
The 'deja vu' you feel is MOST LIKELY a vision you've had in your sleep, and you don't remember at all. I don't remember either, most of the time, I just know I Saw.
Just be careful, because if you tell the wrong people they WILL lock you up. Be VERY careful.
I hope that helps:)
I thought I was crazy as well, but I've learned to accept my Gifts.
The 'deja vu' you feel is MOST LIKELY a vision you've had in your sleep, and you don't remember at all. I don't remember either, most of the time, I just know I Saw.
Just be careful, because if you tell the wrong people they WILL lock you up. Be VERY careful.
I hope that helps:)
Rashidah (guest)
13 years ago (2010-10-26)
They would not lock up every case of mental cases just like that. You have to exhume violent and uncontrollable behavior for them to do that.
Jess_Rutledge (2 stories) (4 posts)
13 years ago (2010-10-26)
Thank you. I appreciate your advice. I will get that checked out but I'm scared I don't want them to lock me up in a padded cell.
Rashidah (guest)
13 years ago (2010-10-26)
You maybe psychic but you need to check in with a medical doctor to be 100% certain that you do not have an ailment.
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