I actually stumbled upon this site and I'm glad I did. Since I can remember I have always felt that I have something in me that other don't have... I guess I'm trying to find out what that is. I have always been able to see and feel things (entities) and other people's emotions, this really confused me sometimes still does, I could not always figure out if it was my feelings or the other person's (imagine the mood swings). I'm getting better at that but is still learning.
I come from a very weird and wonderful family, almost everyone can either dream things and it comes true or they can see ghosts or something. I have always had the problem of ghost, demons whatever you want to name them, paralyzing me in my sleep. The thing is about 2-3 sec before they come I wake up (guess that is my body's alarm system kicking in) but the time was never long enough, so I'm not fully awake, but I know exactly what is going on.
While in high school these demons would come, at first they would just stand there and I could not quite make out if it was evil or not, I would not be able to move or speak or anything for that matter. But I know my mind was always active and I would ask them what they wanted, but would not receive a answer. It would come every night for a few days, getting darker each night from transparent to grey to black, the darker it got the closer it came.
The last night, it was almost halfway in my body (I could see it trying to enter my body) before I pushed it out. That was just one of many other experiences I have had, I'm 25 now so I have had a lot. I think I have also had a out of body experience once that a friend of mine said saved my life. Same thing happened, the thing would come, I'm not scared but don't like it when they paralyze me so I threw some salt and even went to sleep with my mother anyway. I woke up about a few sec before the thing came but not enough time, the thing basically turned my head away from my mother, folded my fingers into each other and placed it on my chest. I could not move. The black thing started from the foot of the bed moving upwards. I knew I had to get out of this but could not move or scream for help. I struggled and finally got my head facing my hands, which was on my chest but my hands could not move.
This is were the strange part comes in. I saw what I think is a second pair of hands coming out of my own and could clearly see and feel the index finger going into my mouth, I could feel the wetness of the inside of my mouth almost like it was unlocking my mouth and as soon as that was done, I could get out of the whatever you call it and the thing was gone. Once that was done I could move again, the thing was gone, so was the third hand.
I have a friend that says that I am a empath and also have other gifts but could not tell me what they are, so if there is someone out there that can help me with this I would be very grateful. This is just some of my experiences, but if I go on I will be sitting here until who knows when... I think my abilities are getting stronger.
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because I have dreams and visions that come true or sometimes there in code and then in real life I see things that remind me of my dream or vision and sometimes I hear voices are they ghosts or spirits? Am I psychic? If I am how could I make my psychic abilities stronger and better? Please write a comment to me to help! Please help! (just click on my name and write a comment on my page)