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I Am Young And Very Confused

 

Hello. I am fifteen years old and I've recently started taking an interest in the different ways of foreseeing the future, other religions, runes, auras and other similar. Since I was little, I've been interested in mythology, ancient civilizations, etc. This is a quick review of me:

I can't see auras, even though I try, but I can usually feel how a person standing next to me is feeling. This is really strong if the person is very unhappy or depressed, or something is bothering them.

I don't know if this or anything in this story has something to do with psychic abilities or experiences, and I've been trying to figure out, so please tell me. Something else, I found recently an explanation how to sense your own aura (holding your palms against each other) and it worked, I feel as if they are big magnets, but I think all people can do that if they try.

I'm not afraid of the dark, and I've never been in my whole life.

When I meet someone, I know what they are like (90 % of the cases) and in time I find that I was right.

I have strange dreams at places I've never seen, and a couple of months later I visit those same places!

Sometimes when I'm very angry at someone and in my mind I want something really bad to happen to them, it happens after about a week, and that can be a coincidence, right?

Also, when I draw something (I really like drawing) without any thought of what or why I'm drawing, I see a scene in my life just like that drawing after some time and that really freaks me out.

I just read on a site that if you have a colorful dream, and not a black and white one, it's more likely that you're having an out-body-experience (astral projection). All of the dreams I remember are colored, have sound and I feel in them. When I was a kid, I could control my actions in my dreams, but I think I can't do that anymore. For a few days I've been trying to make an astral projection, and when I go to sleep, I repeat to myself that I will separate my soul and my body and then remember what I did, but when I wake up in the morning, I remember NOTHING after a moment after saying these words, and I remember a colorful dream I had, with sound and the feeling of touch - me touching someone, and they touching me. I don't get it! Why can't I succeed in that?

Recently I decided to start eating healthy and try meditating, be more connected with nature, I'll see how that will work out. Please tell me what I should do, and something more for astral projections. I don't think I'm psychic, but that doesn't really stop me from doing anything.

Thank you for taking your time to read this, and please comment:)

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myserenity (2 posts)
 
6 years ago (2012-08-19)
Madara, can you check your mail please? 😁
I sended you something.
Madara (guest)
 
6 years ago (2012-08-19)
by the way I'm from Bulgaria too, you have emathy and precognition? Those abilities run in my family. Try asking yours if they have abilities like yours. Sorry I mixed the languges up in my last comment.
Madara (guest)
 
6 years ago (2012-08-19)
i az s1m ot B1lgariq! 😊
I never knew this site had the option to search stories by Countries!
myserenity (2 posts)
 
6 years ago (2012-08-19)
Hey, first you're the only one from Bulgaria. That's making things seem interesting. I'd be glad if you can write me back.:D
LovePittsburghPens18 (1 stories) (2 posts)
 
6 years ago (2012-06-20)
I have the same expirences too! I'm only 13 though. Your not alone. Sometimes dreams of being in love with someone carrys on into real life and I usual end up liking them for a long time. Dreams are very real to me and I too dream in color. I can feel, see, taste in my dreams. Therefore I have trouble serperating myself from dreams and reality. I can also look into people/animals eyes and tell what they are feeling!
behind-these-hazeleyes (3 stories) (14 posts)
 
7 years ago (2011-05-02)
This doesn't really have to do with your story. But I was interested because everything you explained in your story happens to me like even age and drawing. The only suggestion I can give you is to meditate (that really works for me) sorry I can't give you more I just thought it was cool how much in common we have. Email me if you want:)
meh_ (2 stories) (10 posts)
 
7 years ago (2010-12-09)
hi! I haven't replied in a while but I have read everyting... I'd like to ask you why my abilities to see the future are getting stronger: I know what's going to happen sometimes, what someone is going to say or do... I "just know". Like today, a woman was in the bus close to me. I felt something bad around her and I thought that she was going to try to steal something from my bag. And she did. But I knew there was nothing to steal there anyways, so I just looked at her and she stopped. So let me know what you think about the whole "I JUST KNOW" thing. And also thanks for all the comments!:)
my_mya99 (2 posts)
+1
7 years ago (2010-11-27)
I was confused by my abillities at 1st. I talked to my dad about them and come to find out he has the same abillities. He has told me many times you can never be to careful. Try to talk to your parents and if they don't believe you reserch stuff about your abilities. My mom thaught I was goin crazy when I tld her about my abilities. She didn't believe in this stuff but now she does.
NaturalScience (229 posts)
 
7 years ago (2010-11-25)
You have the empathic gift and lucid dreams. Live as naturally as you can, sleep enough, do not use too much ascetic means if you become a spiritual seeker as I hope - getting wise does not mean to have to become a "hunger-artist" -, in future keep off occupations which bring you down no matter how good you would be paid for, and keep off persons who scoff at dreams and at emotions, or at God.
The "magnets" are a natural, trainable phenomenon, you sense the Qi, the life-force.
But best of all you are a person who wants to learn and study and do good with what you learn.
Ever thought of a medical profession - best in Alternative Medicine, for you sense the Qi which will be helpful in diagnosis and prognosis, or perhaps as a Chiropractic or Massager if you have skilled hands - or if you are good at sports as a teacher of Taiqi, Qigong or some Eastern martial art?
Even the profession of a judge could be possible for if you sense truely whether you have a crook or a good one before you this will sharpen your judgment.
See, I don't know what these gifts will become in the future, this is in God's hands, but what one could use it for, this is the thing to think of.
kaldea_kross (2 stories) (23 posts)
 
7 years ago (2010-11-24)
I don't think you should do astral projection since another spirit can takeover your body. That's happened before somewhere I think.

You shouldn't force developing abilities as I think they come naturally when needed but I think meditation is a great idea.

I think that is empathy and being able to read people that well is already amazing to say the least. I have a different kind of empathy, which isn't very nice really, but I find your ability more practical. ^^ And well, I guess you shouldn't really wish ill on anybody but it has happened to me before and I really do hope that I wasn't the cause of those paybacks.
Newblood (1 stories) (202 posts)
 
7 years ago (2010-11-24)
to spookvanger

Yo I'm not all up on the astral stuff but yo I deffinetly agree with you on the forcing of gifts this past summer I didn't even have to force it I went through gift after gifts it caused one siezour, stomach issues, the devolopment of new bad gifts, head isssuse ear closing up from hearing to much evil and started to go blind not to mentch the things it can atract see every body one here think it there mastering bunch of thing when really the more you learn it can weekend others cloud your judgment screw your body up and can screw your personality up and your life I don't know if any body know this but yes gifts affect your personality like wind can make you want to get up and go but kind of shady and where water makes you chill but bubbly and mellow its not hard to tell wind and water are some of my strong suits and some other one I'm not sharing because the brand new off the shelf and I get to use them in my after life which most people don't get to but I just got keep myself clean I'm geting me some wings an I'm not supost to share this with people really an I already know a few others who are to. It just kind of sickens me when I see some of the stuff talked about oh and for some you fools on her just to fill you in guys did really even talk to just me in the beging of the summer it was me and then some bad things one was a shadow and never say they can't talk and the other was some thing I won't mentchen but thank god for saving my soul. Oh and if you can get good with wind and water you can get ice sucks a little cause I'm freezing.
spookvanger (13 stories) (125 posts)
 
7 years ago (2010-11-24)
Good morning meh!
You are doing astral projection and visiting the places which you later on visit or sketch in real life.
I hope it is a coincidence and that the bad things happening to other people are not the result of your doing. For the simple reason that it is evil and will come back to you.
You will pay for it.
If I can give you advice, do NOT force psychic development, because you are creating a block which retards your development. Allow it to happen naturally, as your guide knows when you are ready for more.
God bless.
ghostgirl3512 (6 stories) (298 posts)
 
7 years ago (2010-11-22)
Hey Rashaida XD

It's been busy (hence my lack of activity) but other than that everything's the same for the most part
Rashidah (guest)
 
7 years ago (2010-11-22)
Hey Lolli long time no hear.
How has it been?

You gave some good advice here.
ghostgirl3512 (6 stories) (298 posts)
 
7 years ago (2010-11-21)
[at] rain11

I smell aura's and have smelled cinnamon on a bunch of different people. I'm trying to assosiate smells with personality, lately, and people with cinnamon smells tend to be more kind-hearted and passionate.

I've been told that my own aura smells kind of woodsy and rainy with a smell like burning (no shock since my element is Fire)

It's easier to do in person, but your aura seems like it has a sort of cinnamon-sugar scent. Not quite STRAIGHT cinnamon which is really strong, but like the cinnamon you'd buy in a jar.

Anyways, I've been trying to teach people to smell aura's, so if you're interested in learning, you can email me: para_normal_333 [at] yahoo.com
(email also posted on my profile)

My apoligize to Meh for jacking your page:3

Blessed be
Lolli ❤
Shinigami0 (2 stories) (204 posts)
+1
7 years ago (2010-11-21)
Dreaming in black and white, and also in color is completely normal. Dreams are the brain's way of storing and sorting short-term and long-term memories, as well as daily events, during REM sleep. I noticed that this topic was a question in one of the comments. Of course, this answer does not include input from parapsychology, but its nice to have a scientific answer once in a while. Best not to get carried away with some things. 😊
whitebuffalo (guest)
 
7 years ago (2010-11-21)
Please excuse the interruption to your page, Meh.
Rain11?
Http://www.school-for-champions.com/senses/synesthesia.htm
Thank you.
rain11 (7 posts)
 
7 years ago (2010-11-20)
I would like to know if anyone who can smell aura has ever smelled someone with an aura that smells like cinnamon. Just curious becuase I think mine smells like cinnamon. I sometimes smell it and I don't know where its comeing from so I got that idea.
You seem to be a strong empath. You also seem to be quite like me except I am only nearly an empath.
Meditating is a good thing. I'm glad you are trying it.
I've never in my life had a dream in black in white or so I think. If so, I don't remember. I don't where people get the idea of dreaming in black in white.
Precognitions can be very interesting. I've had a few and you really shouldn't doubt that any of you dreams aren't precognitions if they seem to be.
Try astral projection while your awake and maybe you will remember it more clearly. I've heard of people who could.
You are definitly psychic.
😁
The-Red-Daisy (2 stories) (9 posts)
+1
7 years ago (2010-11-19)
I can't see most auras (including my own,) but I feel them and "know" what color they are. I knew mine was pink before anyone told me, though a spirit has told me it's long since turned a grey-purple and looks like storm clouds.

As far as color and monochrome dreams go, I'm not sure I believe the whole astral projection vs. Mental concoction theory. All my dreams are in color, including premonitions, past life recollections, and spirit communication. I don't think the color (or lack thereof) determines what you see. Only the info does.

Now on to astral projection. The first few times you "force" projection, you don't often remember it. It's like you know something happened, but didn't know what. I find that if you let projection happen naturally or let a spirit guide you, you'll be able to remember a lot.
meh_ (2 stories) (10 posts)
+1
7 years ago (2010-11-19)
Thank you all for your comments, it has helped me quite a lot. I'll try your suggestion, whitebuffalo... Hmm I didn't think smelling aura was possible. So it's good to know.:) I'm going to test things out, but by the way, most of my friends (except for one) can't manage to sense their own aura... That's strange. Anyways, I'm open to any suggestions for aura stuff (sensing,seeing,etc...) and other comments.
Thank you!:)
ghostgirl3512 (6 stories) (298 posts)
 
7 years ago (2010-11-18)
Well sensing your own aura is simple, and it seems you have that down.

When you feel other people's moods, it means you have the ability of empathy, making you an empath.

You have a few psychic dreams/drawings, which isn't abnormal for people with psychic abilites. I'm generally a medium, but I will occasionly have psychic dreams as well.

You could be affecting the person's karma by wishing for something bad to happen to them. You may not mean to be doing it, but it still happens. Still, it could just be coincidence.

Even non-psychic's can be good about reading people. Everyone has an energy field around them, and some people are sensitive to those. I think you can probably feel people's aura's, not see them. The most common is seeing, but you can also feel them. I can sorta... Smell a person's aura. I get their scent. It may be possible to hear someone's aura, but I've never heard of anyone doing so before.

I hope this helps, and if you have any questions, my email is posted on my profile.

Blessed be
Lolli ❤
whitebuffalo (guest)
+1
7 years ago (2010-11-18)
Hi Meh.
That is rather interesting, what you found about the coloring in dreams. I am not at all too sure on the accuracy of that, but it IS interesting. I, myself have dreams both in black and white (and greys) AND in color. But have no concrete thoughts on that whole process.
I like how you think. You are logically trying to work through this. I commend you for that. You ARE right. SOME of the things that you have included COULD be considered "coincidental".
May I suggest that you "test" things out?
For instance, get really HAPPY for someone, and wish a WONDERFUL something to happen. Wait the "normal" time span and see what happens.
Thank you.
Apple (guest)
-1
7 years ago (2010-11-17)
It is a way to see aruas, when you look into people's eyes. When I do it most of the time I can see three different colors (different from their eye color) in layers. The best part is I can turn it on and off.
meh_ (2 stories) (10 posts)
+1
7 years ago (2010-11-17)
Mind reading? Sometimes I DO know what exactly someone is thinking, but I think it's just insight.
I didn't understand the makes-everything-blurry thing, what is that?
Oh, and also: I love animals, when a dog barks at me it stops when I look it in the eyes. I know how animals are feeling too, but I guess that anyone with some knowledge and practice can know that.
Thank you for commenting about the precognition, I didn't think of it before.
Apple (guest)
-1
7 years ago (2010-11-17)
I would say based on what I read is that you have precog, empathy (normal and environmental), and mind reading (that how you know what a person is like).

Can you do something with your eyes that makes everything blurry but your eyes act normally (not crossed eyed)?
Rashidah (guest)
-2
7 years ago (2010-11-17)
THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS A SUICIDE SPIRIT.

There are a lot of reasons why people contemplate suicide. Open any book and read about them 😐
meh_ (2 stories) (10 posts)
+1
7 years ago (2010-11-17)
Yes, I asked most of my friends, they all said they dream in color, but they had their doubts while saying that, I could see how even they weren't so sure. I will keep your advice in mind. I got really paranoid recently, so I try being confident as always, and take the things in my hands. I'm still trying to figure out what's with the astral projection... Anyone who can explain?
MoonStryke (guest)
 
7 years ago (2010-11-17)
I've never heard of people dreaming in black and white. I dream in color, everyone I know dreams in color. I don't think that just being in color means that a dream has any special significance.
It doesn't sound to me like you are psychic, exactly, but I think with very careful practice you could develop your abilities. Everyone has latent psychic abilities, most people just ignore them.
timt (1 stories) (3 posts)
-1
7 years ago (2010-11-17)
Hello,I would like to suggest you be very careful because there's no doubt you have a gift but with all paranormal gifts you have to be very careful. Theres always sever consequences if youend up going to far or if you read in to things. So many people I know have gone to far in life. I wrote a book a short time ago called Suicide spirit, see its not about suicide its about the spirit himself and how many spirits are out there to destroy people. So really becareful because sometimes what you hear isn't always what's best for you.

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